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you asked me if ive always been this way. and ill
tell you the truth. its the way i was raised. i spent
my days learning to support myself, not to rely on
coldhearted people like you [2]
shes been hurt so much she doesnt
know a good thing even when it hits her [3]
theres someone in her past that she hasnt gotten over yet.
each day is like the last and she misses what she cant forget.
its just an empty space where something used to be. now
she guards the gate, but shes lost the key. no one enters but
no one leaves. [4]
its not that shes different or weird, shes unique. shes special.
dont take that for granted because it was that special something
that caught your eye in the first place [5]
shes not the type to throw herself all over guys. shes a plain
girl, a wallflower. but she might be able to give you more
than you think. you might want to give her a chance. [6]
when no ones around to see her pain, she breaks down.
they say shes so strong but theyve never seen her cry.
shes got everyone fooled. [7]
me and my girls are the inseperable few. we live it up no
matter what we get into. we know how to make the fellas
wanna taste of this crew cause as jay z says ladies be pimps too [8]
you see that girl? yeah, her. shes seems so invincible right? but just touch
her and she'll wince. she has secrets and trusts no one. shes the perfect
example of betrayal cause everything that she ever trusted broke her. [9]
i remember when i used to be the happiest, loudest, spunkiest girl
alive. nothing could get me down for very long. i smiled all the time
and laughed non stop. i still see glimpses of that girl sometimes, but
not much. i miss her. she was a good kid [10]
shes searching for someone to save her from this place, to rescue her
from what she cant escape. theres not much hope left, shes thrown it
all away. shes been knocked down so much. she cant get up. she cries
out in pain, take me further away, outside of this. im falling apart looking
for whats outside of this [11]
she has feelings; she has a heart. in fact she probably has a bigger and
better heart than any girl youve ever known because shes had a front row
seat to the mess that is your life and she likes you anyways. she obviously
sees something worth while and redeeming in you because although youve
given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is and some
day she wont be around anymore. [12]
when shes silent thats when you know somethings wrong cause
shes always the one to get in trouble for talking to her friends &
telling secrets about the girl sitting across from her and screaming
i love you in the halls. so if shes not talking, theres a problem [13]
im no longer going to look for a guy, im not going to try to talk
to him first. i wont try to get him to put me in his life. if a guy
wants me, he can find me. if he wants to talk, he can talk. if he
wants me in his life, he can find a way to put me there. [14]
you change for one of two reasons:
you learn enough to want to or youve
been hurt enough that you have to [15]
i saw him staring at me, not glancing but blatantly
staring. and i wondered if was staring at the wreckage
he created or maybe if, just maybe, he regretted it. | 
