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Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Scorpio & Cancer

When Cancer and Scorpio make a love match, the resulting relationship draws together the energies of two emotionally intense Signs. Signs such as these often combine well, each partner's strengths balancing the other's weaknesses. These Signs feel a strong sexual attraction, and when they are together the temperature in the room tends to rise! Cancer and Scorpio have a great deal in common, and much potential to keep their relationship passionate and going strong.

Cancer and Scorpio enjoy buying things together and creating a comfortable living space: Cancer craves security and Scorpio strives for power. Both occupy their minds with thoughts of domestic goods and resources, including stocks, bonds and inheritances. Since they are both concerned with the home and have fierce loyalties to the family group, Cancer and Scorpio complement each other well. They both see life as a passionate and deeply emotionally exercise of human connection.

The Moon (Emotion) rules Cancer, while Mars (Passion) and Pluto (Power) both rule Scorpio. Thanks to Pluto's powerful influence, this is an intense combination of Planets, but it's also a good balance of masculine and feminine energy. These two Signs coming together form the basic foundation of human relationships -- The Moon's nurturing love and Mars' ambition and passion. The Moon and Mars go well together; the Moon is about growth and rebirth, and Mars is about the passion of romance. Scorpio, influenced by that Martian energy, is smoldering and intense, and emotional Cancer is attracted to this intensity. In turn, Scorpio enjoys the adoration inherent to Moon-ruled, nurturing Cancer.

Cancer and Scorpio are both Water Signs. Both are very deep Signs and, like the ocean, you can never really see to the bottom of these two. Scorpio and Cancer may draw further and further into themselves, then suddenly roar back with intimidating force. Loyalty is strong with this love match, thanks to their mutual desire for emotional security. But while Cancer fixes their emotional energy on the family and home, Scorpio focuses more on life's nuances and undertones, the secrets behind other's intentions, the power they can wield over other's emotions. Scorpio can take Cancer on a journey beyond the literal surface of things, and Cancer's expansive heart can open Scorpio up to their own emotions, teaching their Scorpio mate that feeling is nothing to fear. Additionally, Scorpio appreciates their Cancer mate's practicality, and Cancer really enjoys Scorpio's jealousy -- it proves that Scorpio really loves and cherishes them.

Cancer is a Cardinal Sign, and Scorpio is a Fixed Sign. Once this couple have a common wish, it will come true. However, if their opinions clash, look out! Cancer will be the first to instigate an argument and Scorpio the last to finish it. Cancer may seem to act as the dominant partner and manage to get their way more often, but that isn't always the truth. Sometimes Scorpio won't even agree to disagree, they just might pretend to give in. Neither Cancer nor Scorpio are beyond using emotional manipulation to get revenge. Rather than letting disagreements and bad feelings boil over, these love partners must discuss what's truly important to them in order to reach an equitable compromise. Once Scorpio and Cancer learn to trust and believe in one another, they can achieve almost anything through sheer determination. This love relationship will only fail if the two partners truly cannot overcome their opinionated, stubborn sides.

What's the best thing about the Cancer-Scorpio love match? Their powerful teamwork when they agree on their goals. When Cancer realizes that Scorpio is there for the long haul and that the partnership is emotionally productive, this relationship can blossom. Their mutual determination makes theirs a relationship of formidable strength.

Libra & Cancer

When Cancer and Libra make a love match, they give to one another important things that each lacks. Both Signs seek a secure, assured relationship and will enjoy their shared appreciation for beauty and luxury -- especially when it comes to their domestic environment. These two can blend their energies harmoniously if they choose to work toward a common goal. Though this pairing may progress more slowly than some others, and at first they may fear that they have little else in common than their mutual needs for companionship and love of beauty. However, the more they get to know one another, the better each individual in this Cancer-Libra love match will recognize and respect positive qualities in the other.

Neither Cancer nor Libra shy away from combining the powers of their emotion and their intellect, and both enjoy the occasional teary opera or sentimental heirloom. Expression of sentiment and happiness are important to both Signs, and Cancer and Libra can complement one another in many ways. Cancer appreciates Libra's charm and tact, and Libra's calm, cool diplomacy skills can tame even the wildest pouting fit a Cancer can muster up. Also, Libra, lover of aesthetic beauty and harmony, will appreciate their Cancer mate's nurturing instinct for a comfortable home and the security that comes with it. Libra can offer the sometimes emotionally impetuous Cancer some perspective on situations. Cancer needs to see the different sides of an issue, or this Crab may be prone to making decisions without knowing all the facts. Conversely, Cancer can help Libra cure their notorious indecision.

The Moon (Emotion) rules Cancer, and the Planet Venus (Love) rules Libra. These planetary partners share a love of home, family and romance. While Libra is known for its balancing nature (the Balance is Libra's symbol, after all!), these love partners share nurturing personalities and desire harmony over conflict. More than any other match-up of Signs, this astrological pair brings a warmth and sense of stability to those around them. Despite all the harmony and homey happiness, though, Librans, whose life approach is based on intellect, can be a bit snobbish and superior, and Cancer, who looks at life through emotional lenses, still has those easily bruised feelings to contend with.

Cancer is a Water Sign, and Libra is an Air Sign. Libra sees life as a pure mental exploration, while Cancer's experience is more tactile, more kinesthetic. Cancer is most satisfied when their emotional needs are met, while Libra simply focuses on what stimulates their mind. At times, these lovers may find it difficult to understand one another. Conflicts can arise in this relationship if Cancer seems too crabby or Libra seems too provocative. Both need to learn that they simply view the world in different ways.

Cancer and Libra are both Cardinal Signs. In this relationship, there could be struggles over who wears the pants, who's at the steering wheel, who's really in control here. If Libra's indecision irritates Cancer, Libra can turn on their subtle charm and sense of fairness and go along with Cancer's decision -- as long as Cancer doesn't get Crabby! Both are initiators, which can, when their ideas and approaches differ, be quite a struggle.

What's the best thing about the Cancer-Libra love match? Their mutual appreciation of stability and domestic balance. Aesthetics matter to them, and they share a love of the comforts in life. Their similar tastes and loves make theirs a relationship of great dedication and harmony.

 

whats scary is how true both of these are...go figure who would of known being born on the 23rd of october has two different potential personalities that could describe me and they do...who thinks that him and i will be together forever now...thats what i thought....see i knew that we were meant to be together...i hear wedding bells molly


Thursday, September 23, 2004

well things are i guess things between john and i will never happen but like i said i guess i had to know this all from the beginning...but im so sorry tyler i've been really really busy this whole weekend will be you and i...i promise!!


okay today was alrite...im so fucking tired im so glad that today is my "friday" lmfao...i know i know daniel i just barely got back on track huh?? lol...but today i had to go to drill muh first time back in a week and im shot i had a three hour practice and i had to learn a whole new routine for next friday's game...by the way all you all need to come k's!! alritey now that thats settled...well let's see what else...i had to learn a whole new routine and i had to stay after with morgan and lyka and erin had to teach us the whole new thing...omg!! thank you so much erin i dont know what i would do with out you babe!! love you!!


well right after that i got off and mom took meeh home to manteca....**i was going to call you tyler but it was already dark and i didnt want you coming by this late** i promise im going to call you tonite after i get done unpacknig...well okay anyways...i've been living out of boxes for the past week i guess and i need to work on getting everything transferred from dad's to here and then unpacking it all...my room looks great!!! its lavendar!! omg!! no more plain white!! how exciting...but i still can't wait until i primer that garage...omfg!! you all wait and see what happens when i get to that garage...kels and i have some plans already!!


well 4-h is going good im going to have to start riding again i haven't ridden in so long...i need to go and see damon so i can hop on :buck: (my beauty) he's such a beautiful horse he's a tan buckskin and he gates so beautifully...i love him...anyways so i need to get used to cantering again with him and then i think ill be set for horses and ponies class...o its so invigorating...i wonder how zippy is doing...i need to go ride with lil lauren next time im driving out in banta ill have to convince daddy...


speaking of which last weekend...you know...it was my last weekend there at dad's house pretending i was part of a normal family...and he decided he would rather go and hunt because it was the last weekend for hunting than to spend it with mom and i...how rude is that?? well i guess mom is right you can't change my father and he is set in his ways...speaking of which his birthday is like in a week or two and then mine is coming up exactly a month from today....how exciting


jake and sam are already planning my party i guess ((they're some new friends i met yesterday)) you know just wandering is so much fun...there's football practice every night down the street at sierra high and i think it's the manteca charger's you know that pop warner football and i cant wait until gabe plays at sierra high...omg!! wat a lil cutey!! he's grown up...


lol...okay back to the whole birthday thing...im going to be FIFTEEN guys...how exciting is that...only two or three more years and i'll be out of this place...and moving again...but yea...i need some ideas...i was thinking a surprise party but i doubt that thats going to happen not to mention i dont think i can exactly afford a party right now just because of having to buy new EVERYTHING: washer and drier, fridge, beds, dressers, clothes, and then all the drill payments and stuff i doubt that i'll be getting much...not to be ungrateful but just to let you all know its not the fact that i dont want to.... i really wish i could...its just that i dont think that i can...its sad...:((


anyways more ideas about this garage...i dont know if you guys know what i should do its just that hmmm...i guess i really need help...i want it to be so creative...mom already said i could paint the walls watever color i want... i was thinking of maybe painting each wall a different color and then putting different colored footprints all over the floor...how cute would that be ((kudos to kels)) lol...anyways i need to work on a budget...because now i want to buy vareigated colored beanbags too..i think that would be awesome...and then i could take one of my stereos out there and work on that kind of thing...and then kels and i are going to invest in a drum set, amp, and guitar/bass and then we're going to form our own band...lol...jk jk guys...i juss wanna learn how to play an instrument...anyone wanna volunteer???


lol...well anyways joal walked meeh home yesterday....him and i guess are still friends which is quite amazing considering some of the rocky times we went through right after the breakup and stuff but you know i guess we're meant to be at least that...im still pondering but ill let that wait "if you love something set it free its only if it returns do you know its yours, because if it doesnt return then you know it was never yours and it was never love"...a lil wisdom from my mother...speaking of which her and i are actually getting along alrite...im surprised maybe its because its a lil hectic over here and i guess i have been helping more than she imagined i would...lol tyler...the carpet...you know what i wanna do for my birthday i wanna go back to cold stone...lol...sound good?? jk jk jk!!! anyways...hmmm...you and i really need to think of something to do with my birthday k....


well hmmm...what else...classes are going alrite i think i have two b's and four a's which is actually quite amazing considering i have four pre ib. courses and then leadership which is enough to equal another four pre ib classes...omg!! homecoming is going to be the death of me i swear if nothing else im going to die after homecoming is over and done with...thank god im taking PSAT's next semester or else i would fail because they are the saturday morning after friday's homecoming dance and game...wow!! that would be some crazy stuff right there...


o you know what im really into right now well im into photography and i have been thinking of it i really dont have many pictures from my teenage years and i think i need some with all of my friends...i guess minus the meeh in those pics right...lol...well yea i think i really need to take more pictures and because i have this awesome camera i think i need to hop to it...lol....literally laila...jumping jacks...


omg!! speaking of which there are tons of lil kids around this neighborhood and i have been being asked for babysitting jobs in banta and i cant wait until i get to know the rest of my community because i would love to babysit and stuff i think that that would be so awesome...speaking of which again...taylor and auntie yevonne are coming down this weekend with uncle dan, aunt rita, and grandma to help iniate the unpacking and im so psyched im going to do so much with taylor this weekend her and i  are going to have so much fun...too badd jess is ditching meeh for her dumass boyfriend...lazy bumm..!!! i still love you will!! **and you're lil brother**


well this weekend im gonna go to santa cruz again with tarabella tha lil thugg by which most know as johnny or my lil brother and then valerie...second family right there they are so awesome....i love you all!! they're great!! we have so much fun together...i hope johnny brings another friend...omg!! tara and i were violated last time at johnny's birthday party at john's incredible pizza with all his lil perverted buddies lookin up my skirt...lol...well lets just say later that day we gave a free show on accident...lmfao...


speaking of john's incredible pizza i get to go there tomorrow!! i get to go and hang out with jordan and daniel how exciting and i get to wear muh lil kid t-shirt..i got a leadership tee to wear tomorrow and i think i got a youth small instead of an adult small so you can only imagine how scary that is...actually you know now that i have been working out as much as i have been its not that scary at all anymore...lol...but we wont get into that...lol...well hmmm...yea i get to go for leadership lock in a.k.a. a leadership field trip o and i forgot i get to go and hang out with the lil mr. geibig!! o wow!! now im psyched ill keep an eye on him for you erin...lol...anyways yea i get to go and hang out with everyone tomorrow and i get to organize all the games because its my committee thats putting the whole thing on so yea i get to do everything i think we're having an eating contest...((go figure, i guess i won't be the only one in the bathroom throwing up)) and then ice breaker, simon says *john's incredible pizza style*, scavenger hunt, human knots, obstacle course then we get an hour of free play and have a great time...im psyched!! lol...anyways im gonna bounce because i think i have nothing left to say which is quite amazing huh??


lol well im gonna talk to you all later...buh byez!! goodnite you guys!! love you all and sweetdreams!!


Monday, August 30, 2004

"I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be"

"All of my love, all of my love, oh,
All of my love to you, now.
All of my love, oh, yes, all of my love, to you now"

“And PS, if this is Austin, I still love you”

 

“Certain as the sun

Rising in the East

Tale as old as time

Song as old as rhyme

Beauty and the Beast

Tale as old as time

Song as old as rhyme

Beauty and the Beast”

 

“I thank God he sent you to me,

  For you and I were meant to be.

We have a bond too strong to break,

  We have a love no one can take.

 

In you, I have found a love so true,

  My heart is filled with love for you.

Every time I see you, my heart skips a beat,

  You make my life whole, you make my life complete.

 

My love for you grows more with each passing day,

  The thought of your gorgeous face takes my breath away:

Those brown eyes fill my soul with happiness,

  Those luscious lips I love to kiss.

 

The day when I become your wife,

  Will be the happiest day of my life.

Even thinking of that day makes me smile,

  I can't wait 'till I walk down that aisle.

 

I dream of that day when we'll both say, "I do"

For always and forever... I will love you”

 

When you're tired of it all
And tears need to fall
Your back's to the wall
Come cryin' to me
You don't have to be strong
You don't have to hold on
When you've been there too long
Come cryin' to me
I'll leave the living room light
Burning all night
No don't even pack
Don't even look back
Baby come cryin' to me”

I guess

Every rose has its thorn
Just like every night has its dawn
Just like every cowboy sings his sad, sad song
Every rose has its thorn”

 

she creeps into my head so many mornings
what am I supposed to do when life gets
boring? This fixation with her it goes much
deeper than just a photograph wish I could
keep her can’t get her off my mind,
happens all the time, I’m tearing every-
thing down oh I should have known
better. I watch her shop for clothes, true
value vintage, stare from across the room,
she makers her purchase the wheel inside
my head has started rolling, it’s going to
Take me away oh I should have known
better. I’ll keep my distance I’m better off
putting this behind me I’m overdrawn,
i withdrew, I’m down and out and thanks
to you.”

 

Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Babe let the moment take your heart away

Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone
You just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard
That your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have
I gotta have you baby”

 

 

I came to you and never asked to much
Wondering what you would say
Hoping you'd understand
It's not a role I usually play
Don't speak too much of what's been going on
The past is over and gone
Give me your troubled mind
You know it's due
I can do so much for you
I want you”

 

 

“You will always be the miracle,

That makes my life complete.

And as long as there's a breath in me,

I'll make yours just as sweet.

As we look into the future,

It's as far as we can see.

So let's make each tomorrow,

Be the best that it can be.”

 

To see you, when I wake up is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said, I miss you.(?)
I see your picture, I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days, but already I'm wastin away.
I know I'll see you again whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care and I miss you.”

 

“its the time we spent saying we would be togerther for ever and its those things we say that will never..... never change a thing and thing we though in our minds wiht our world or our own no one can change the way we think and feel..... no one..... no one ---JoAl”

“Don’t stop now

Don’t try to hide it how

You wanna kiss the girl”

 

Why can't I breathe
whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak
whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe
whenever I think about you”

 

Oh, baby, walked a million miles climbin' up this mountain lookin' for your smile.

Oh, sugar, where's my baby been?
My heart is like the ocean waitin' for your love to sail on in.

Let my loveshine.
Let my loveshine in.
Oo, baby, won't you let my loveshine in.

Let my loveshine, love shine in.
Let my loveshine.
Let my loveshine.
Baby, won't you let my love, baby, won't you let my loveshine in, love shine in.
Oh baby, remember yesterday?
Spoke to me in riddles and mystery remains.

Oo, sugar, be my oldest friend.
You held me in my youth and you'll hold me in the end again, my friend.”

“If I could find you now things would get better

We could leave this town and run forever

Let your waves crash down on me and take me away”

 

Think of me,

think of me fondly,

when weve said

goodbye.

Remember me

once in a while -

please promise me

you'll try.

When you find

that, once

again, you long

to take your heart back

and be free -

if you

ever find

a moment,

spare a thought

for me.

We never said

our love

was evergreen,

or as unchanging

as the sea -

but if

you can still

remember,

stop and think

of me.

Think of all the things

we've shared and seen -

Don't think about the things

which might have been.

Think of me,

think of me waking,

silent and

resigned.

Imagine me,

trying too hard

to put you

from my mind.

Recall those days,

look back

on all those times,

think of things

we'll never do -

there will

never be

a day, when

I won't think of you.

We never said

our love

was evergreen,

or as unchanging

as the sea -

but please

promise me,

that sometimes,

you will think

of me!”

I feel so peculiar I don't know what to say
Don't let me fool you I'm not one bit afraid
 
One things for sure
What I would give to simply open my door
And see your smiling face
 
Hello hello won't you come right in
I'd give anything just to see you again
Hello hello won't you come right in
Step into my world where you know you're everything
Everything I need
 
I'm suddenly hopeful whenever you're in sight
I talk about you all day whisper your name at night
 
Whatever you need
What I would give if you should ask it of me
To make you feel complete
 
Hello hello won't you come right in
I'd give anything just to see you again
Hello hello won't you come right in
Step into my world where you know you're everything
Everything I need
 
I could go on and on and on
Do it again again again
Whisper your name your name your name
Would you do the same for me
 
I feel so peculiar I don't know what to say
 
Hello hello won't you come right in
I'd give anything just to see you again
Hello hello won't you come right in
Step into my world where you know you're everything
Everything I need
 
Everything
Everything
I feel so peculiar
You know I feel so peculiar
You know I feel so strange”
 
 
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you”
 
 

“I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on

A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars is shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish and lead to heaven and make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of

The highest powers
In lonely hours
And the tears devour you

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like it is forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cause it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
until the sky falls down on me”

 

 

I'm still thinking about it almost forgot what it was like
Do you know what it feels like?
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you
Now that I'm with you”

“She says don't stare at me

She's afraid that I might see

Those five extra pounds she talks about

Man, I don't know what she's talking 'bout

She looks through magazines

With every page she dreams

Of looking like somebody else

I wish she wasn't so hard on herself

Then she falls asleep with just my T-shirt on

Even when her hair's messed up and her makeup's gone

 

You can't hide beautiful

You can't hide wonderful

There's nothing that she has to do

It just comes natural

She makes it look easy

I love what she does to me

No way to disguise the way that she shines

You can't hide beautiful

 

She can take a simple dress

Put it on and turn some heads

Man, every time she moves she gets me

She doesn't even know she's sexy

And the way she think sometimes

Out of nowhere blows my mind

She makes me laugh and makes me dream

I love the way she looks at things

A little piece of heaven God gave to this world

She might think she's just an ordinary girl

But...

 

You can't hide beautiful

You can't hide wonderful

There's nothing that she has to do

It just comes natural

She makes it look easy

I love what she does to me

No way to disguise the way that she shines

You can't hide beautiful

 

She makes it look easy

I love what she does to me

No way to disguise the way that she shines

You can't hide beautiful

You can't hide beautiful”


 


Sunday, August 29, 2004

hey hey guys...well gee school is going great...im a lil tired and a lil nerve racked considering i hadnt read any of my summer reading and i had to take all of my tests already but you know the worse is all over now...thank god....thank you so much joal for keeping me sane through all of my times...giggles....well anyways lets see what did i do this weekend there has been a lot going on actually my grandpa was in the hospital for a couple of weeks and lets just say that it was questionable if he would ever come out alive...but he came home on fRIdAy!! so i was happy about that and then hmmmm...i have to thank you again babe and now i have a lot to be thankful for im really happy that he's home now...but anyways ummm....friday after school i went home with joal and his mom and we went to return a game from bLoCKbUStEr and then hmmm...o we went to in-n-out to get my prince's check and then we went to the bank to go and cash it...wow!! let's just say that was an experience on it's own...you would never imagine that my love is 16!! but anyways after that i just went to his house and asked mom if i could stay over and babysit at his house until 10 or 11...and guess what she said....YES!! lol well lets just say that thats not normal coming from my mom....anyways one thing led to another and we ended up having to pay joal's lil brother to babysit the kids because we got so bored....but then again that was only for the last hour....anyways let's just say joseph made $28.00 off joal...yup he's a highroller...but anyways yesterday joal went to work and came over after work and helped me work my mp3 player and i actually mastered the whole concept after deleting all of my music that i had on my computer ((yes i know high price to pay for understanding)) but then joal's mom came to pick him up with the car they went and bought for him...how eXCiTInG!! anwyays so he has a car of his own now and so yea he had to ride with his mom to pleasanton and drive the car back...but anyways so yea then dad took meeh out driving in my truck with its new wheels...yes i know i was excited!!! but anyways then joal came over early this morning and we just hung out and watched cartoons all morning waiting for my mom to wake up from her late nite last nite...she went out and it was just my dad and i at the house last nite...but anyways so yea i went and hung out with him and we just took him to work and im here visiting my grandma and grandpa in Lodi so yea i think im gonna bounce!! ill talk to you all later...

GOOD LUCK BABE TOMORROW....YOU'LL DO GREAT!!

I LOVE YOU THE MOSTEST JOAL!!

lauren

your princess


Thursday, August 19, 2004

well well well guys got muh classes...tell meeh if you have any with meeh

**1st**: Pre IB History: Mr. Hood

**2nd**: Spanish 2: Mrs. Fonseca

**3rd**: Pre IB Algebra2: Ms. Abate

**4th**: Leadership

^**/Second Lunch\**^

**5th**: Pre IB English2: Mrs. Gordon

**6th**: Pre IB Chemistry: Mr. Waggle

***Drivers Ed*** 3rd Quarter



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