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LONG LONG LONG LONG...............TiME!!

Hey quys! ?wtf?? ?nbsp; hahah. eniiway, daaayuumm!! now, i haven't bloqqed for a lonq time!! can you believe its been that looonnnqqq?? hahah. i can't either. My life is borinq so it doesn't really matter cos there's nothinq really to put except for stupid BS.  c,''))

W.B.U.???

What`s Been Up? lol. ^ yupp that`s what it stands for ----WBU. lol. i don't have any titles left. i think i`ve used all of `em up. eheh. but um.. i quess since i haven't bloqqed hirr fo a lonq time.. a lot of BS has been happeninq. if you wanna call it BS. =D

HAPPY EASTER!

yay! its easter! well, yah.. last qood friday and all that stuff, i din`t eat meat for three days and all i can think about is that movie ``Passion of the Christ``    i can't qet it out of my head! all the thinqs i do, its like the imaqes that Jesus suffered for us flashes back in my head and i end up thinkinq if what i`m doinq is wronq or riqht. yupp?nbsp; it ain`t that bad thouqh. i didn't eat meat! as you can see, i PRACTiCALLY survived. lol. My brother came home two days aqo from work and he qave me this baq full of chocolates nd candies. It`s his present for Easter. 帶ww, how nice?nbsp; =D the rest, we`ve juss been chillin`. Yesterday, I went to James` house. yah. it was fun. we ate out for an 'early easter dinner' and fuqin` shit, i forqot that i can't eat meat that day. so we all ordered steak 咳umm!!  and riqht wen i finished, i was juss pussled. then i realized that i ate meat! i felt so sad and dirty inside. eheh. err. i din`t like it. that was like 4 hours before 12 a.m. starts when we could eat meat. but yah.. i felt really badd. When we qot home, my brother picked us up like at 11 to qo to my aunt`s house in cerritos cos the next day, my  brother has to play the drums at 6:45a.m. mass. so yah. we qot in cerritos like at 12. And me, my brother, nd my sister were so hunqry so we decided to qo to Yoshinoya close by their house. It was barely open. The qirl who works there said that they're closed but we could qo to the drive thru to order nd stuff so we did. We din`t want to qo back to their house yet cos we werr scared we would make too much noise so we decided to eat in the parkinq lot. lol. it was cool thouqh. My brother opened the moon roof nd the liqht was juss shinin` and we werr eatinq our beef bowls! hahah. so yah.. then we headed back to their house nd slept. We woke up todaii at 5:30 to qo to mass. then after that mass, there was one more mass so we went there too. So obviously, i went to church two times today.. it was koo? 

FiSHiES.. 

my brother nd my sis bouqht new fishies! the fishies werr so kool. hahah. now, i have five fishies! lol. yah, juss wanted to say that. (i also have no idea why i keep sayinq fishies like a two year old) lol.

♣Juss to inform everyone, most of the thinqs that i said that don't make sense is totally not me. lol. i am lost in my own world that i don't even know what i`m typinq about. i`m sorry about that. i am now currently   on   .........HYBERNATiON........

EHEH...

i juss realized riqht now that i haven't bloqqed for a lonq time so i`m bloqqin` riqht now. =D well, school has been alriqht (pshh).. well, its the same `ol stuff. we have this persuasive oral presentation thinq for enqlish.. and so far i have survived for three days because she hasn't called on me, justine, and chris vasquez yet. lol. i am so nervous like shitt. *siqh. anyways, studyskills is alriqht but i don't really do anythinq and i don't like where i sit.. second period, (science) i qot a C on my test! which is alriqht. and i qot my overall qrade to science and i`m qettinq a B. i actually raised it up. it used to be a C. lol. and yah. fouth period----i took the hall pass and juss went around and around the school and chris timed me and i only took 7 minutes! yah baby!! fifth period---qym, is always fun! i din`t qet to play basketball thouqh. i was too busy doinq other stuff. & there werr these quys who came to the boy`s  qym and told us that there were qonna be tryouts for basketball. and like, all my classmates and my team wanted me to join it!! hahah. they kept tellinq me that i was the best qirl in basketball (except for denise-- but she fuckinq cheats! she scratches people! lmfao!) and yah.. i juss remembered that the tryouts were on April 28th. but i didn't know where or what time. man!. and yah.. sixth period was fun.well, the last minutes of class was fun. ms. lee had people like tell jokes. and it was so funny cos the jokes aren't funny. they were so corny and lame.. thats why its funny. lmfao. well, i`m herre with chris vasquez nd justine in the computer lab in technoloqy. anyways, i don' thave eniithinq else to say so i`ma bloq wenever i decide that i haven't bloqqed for a lonq time. lol. qet it? haha. ok. i`m leavinq. pease out people!!!

HAPPY SAiNT PATRiCK'S DAY EVERYONE!!! XD  

-JEAN-

(i MiSS GABRiEL)

whoa...

damn, i haven't bloqqed hirr since forever. well, it feels like its been forever. eheh. eniiways, school has been the same. chillin', not payinq attention, projects (nd i mean i whole lot of projects!), nd crazy stuff. xD  but yeaa, we've had tons of projects that were due this week. Eventually, we're over some of them nd did all those presentation stuff. i think me nd justine did ok. especially on the science fair project. (qlad that was done) so yeaa. you quys should know my life. its borinq each nd everytime!. =)  oh nd yesterday, i talked to my dad. DAYUM. i haven't talked to him since i went on a vacation in the philippines. tsk. well, i only talked to him for like two minutes nd stuff cos my brother had somethinq really important to tell my dad. but it was really qood hearinq from here. well, yeaa ofcourse i cried.  well, i miss my dad so much. so yeaa.

Never Thouqht I'd Be Able to Say This Aqain....

omfq! well, ever since qabriel left, i've been so damn fuckin' depressed nd i think a lot. =/  but yeaa. well, i thouqht this quy MARC PLAZA was hott!! lol. well, it was juss a crush thinq qoin' on nd stuff. then, my friend happens to know him nd she said that she was qonna hook us up. but i said no. you know how i am. tsk. but yeaa. i do but i don't. lol. yah qets?.  but um, i think she's qonna tell marc that i like him thouqh. nd she's like really really really sure that he'll qet with me but i don't know. nd plus, i haven't said yes yet. =P  hahah. but yeaa. about qabriel? i mean, i LOVE him to death. like seriously. but you know i need to qo on. but hurt nd love will still be there. nd i can't possibly forqet him nd what he has done to me to make me love him so much, you know? but yeaa. nd i was asked recently if i want qabriel to come bacc to erhs. nd i said no. i mean, yeaa i miss him badly but i sort of don't want him to come bacc to eaqle rock. i think its juss better off wit me nd him separated. (even thouqh we never really broke up) lol. but yeaa. if he comes bacc, i don't have eniithinq aqainst that but i juss think that i'm better off without him nd him better off without me. =X  well, i love him to death seriously nd i'd so never reqret that in my life. so feelinqs are still there. but for now, i literally can't stop thinkinq about marc since three days aqo. all i think about is him. man. nd trust me, HE's HOTT! lol. well, i really never thouqht i would say that since i was wit qabriel. i never thouqht i would say, i like someone. well, people havv to move on. you know? well, there's a lesson in life. eheh. but for qabriel,  i LOVE YOU AND WiLL ALWAYS WiLL......