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10 REASONS TO DATE A SHOWCHIOR MEMBER:
10.We're good fakers
9. We can be loud or quiet
8. We move any way that we're told
7. We can move fast or slow
6. We perform better when judged
5. We can undress anywhere
4. We like it in big groups
3. We can do it in front of large crowds
2. We can go all day long
1. Singing is the second best thing that we do with our mouths

**Thanks Sorrowsongstress

Dear reputation, I'm sorry to have to tell you this. I'm breaking up with you. I'm sick of people talking shit about me & it's all because of you. I'm starting over. I don't want to be that girl they talk bad things about anymore. I regret the things I've done & don't want to be known for them anymore. I miss the old me; the one with tons of friends; when boys had cooties; when I wouldn't have a problem with wearing a matching outfit with my mommy; when girls weren't so cruel; when best friends weren't split up & when a smile came easily on my face. I'm tired of you ruining my life. I'm sick of you. So, here's my goodbye to you, reputation. I'll miss you forever, but you'll be replaced for something better He walked in...all dressed up to go out. He looked gorgeous. I was in sweatpants & a t-shirt with no makeup. I blushed & was embarrassed because of how bad I looked compared to him. That's when he pulled me close & said "You're so pretty" & kissed me People ask me why I keep on leaving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me. The problem with me is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you Its amazing how u feel about him whenever ur around him nothing else matters h0w y0ur heart st0ps & y0u're left breathless and no matter how many times he breaks ur heart he always seems 2 put the pieces back 2gether *i sOmEtiiMeS fEeL a LiiTtLe jEaLoUs iNsiDe` iMaGiNiNg sOmEoNe cOuLd PLeAsE U. mOre tHAn mE ii gUeSs iTs mY iNsEcUriTy aCtiNg uP a biT bCuZ i kNO iM nOt tHe moSt bEauTifUL , mOst fUn oR eVeN tHe mOst eXciTnG pErSoN uL eVeR mEeT bUt i dO kNo tHat nO mAtTeR hOw hArD . aNd lOng U sEaRcH u wiLl nEvEr fiNd a girL whO lOves U n cAreS aBouT U, tHe wAy i dO... One of these D a y s, I'm going to look into your deep brown eyes tell you that i love you and kiss your lips, hug you one last time, and with tears in My eyes I'm gonna walk away because you Mean too much to me, n I can't live without you, but I'm gonna turn to look 1 last time at sumthing I love w/ all my heart As I stared into your eyes you asked me why I was about to cry its because I knew you were going to say good-bye   do you realize that when people say "you`ve changed"  it`s only because you stopped living life  <|3  their way i wish i was`PRETTY when i SMiLE .. just like ; THAT GiRL  he can never be fully hers, because he will always*carry a piece of me around              in his heart   - -    xo never let the fear of [Striking 0ut] keep you from playing the game '` A Cinderella Story THERE`S N0 SUCH THiNG AS KEEPiNG SHiT 0N THE  [  D0WN   L0W  ]*  CUZ 0NCE SHiT           HAPPENS ` EVERY0NE KN0WS          she looks down at her arms.. all cut up & red  <|3 each time she looks at them, she see`'s what [used to be] 'nd wishes she was dead - - and as she touches & looks at each scar she remembers his game   `& that near' each [scar] made a letter that `spelt out his name'  THE SCENT 0F Y0UR C0L0GNE STiLL LiNGERS 0N MY CL0THES i`ve tried different ways but   it`s   all   the   same at the end of the day <|3 i have myself  * to blame                           ?nbsp; TlC & iF iT MAKES Y0U LESS SAD, i`LL TAKE Y0UR PiCTURES D0WN . . EVERY PiCTURE Y0U PAiNT            i`LL      PAiNT      MYSELF      *0UT           i said i loved you, and i swear i still do .. tear me open at my seams        </3 take my HEART' if you like the beat take my lungs if its hard to breathe baby, take EVERYTHING you need i wanna grab you by the arms  & KiSS Y0U S0 HARD *   no room for regrets because the past is done and gone i`ve learned it`s time that makes you wise  and the truth       * That        Makes        You        Strong   ?nbsp;        i`D DiE JUST T0 SEE Y0U SMiLE 0NCE M0RE .. iT FUCKiNG KiLLS ME T0 KN0W THAT i`M THE REAS0N F0R Y0UR PAiN                    -  //    <3 love is when you are kept awake at night with thoughts of him & `when sleep finds you, he is waiting there in your dreams' .. i saw a shootin star 'nd thought that i should make  a wish - buh then i thought of you nd relized - xo.. mah wish already came tru *   i    have    you   <3 D0N`T HAVE SEX* iT LEADS T0 KiSSiNG & PRETTY S00N ; Y0U HAVE T0 START TALKiNG T0 THEM   ..     i don`t want to admit it but it was easier T0 LiE ; to hide the hurt &  .. EMPTiNESS          to smile instead of    </3     CRY          during the day at random times, thoughts of you fill my mind ' and i picture that smile you gave me, and i swear for that one second ..                                   could barely breathe if your looking for PERFECTi0N don`t look at me, i`ll only '* LET Y0U D0WN   SHE'LL PRETEND THAT SHE'S WHOLE AGAIN, BUT DEEP INSIDE SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS. SHE WILL LOOK IN HIS EYES AND WALK RIGHT BY.   & iT FiNALLY HiT ME THAT Y0U DiDN'T CARE WHEN Y0U WALKED AWAY..AND NEVER L00KED BACK   ` you'll never hear me say i'm sorry without laughing in your face --' trust me ', i dont regret this <3 i'm not saying im perfect- i'm far from it - all i'm saying is that im [ w o r t h * i t ]   ALRiGHT .. i'LL ADMiT iT. i THiNK i NEED HiM N0W did you ever think that you're not scared cause it's not what you want? orr is it exactly what you want..and thats what scares you? & i'M SCARED THAT i'LL WALK 0UT 0F THiS R00M WiTH0UT Y0U EVER REALiZiNG H0W MUCH Y0U REALLY, TRULEY MEAN T0 MEE <3   LAUGH Y0OR heARt 0uT // dance IN THE RAIN cherish THE [MEM0RIES] // IGN0RE THE pain * *LOVE AND learn // forget AND [F0RGIVE] REMEMBER // Y0O only HAVE 1 life T0O LIVE . LIVE WITH N0O REGRETS -- All I ever hear; be a good girl; just behave; sit up Straight; stand up tall; never falter; never fall; stay in School; make the grade; never fail; never fade; be a Hero; be a star; be *everything* but what you a r e -- *If you live your lyfe bein afraid Of what people are goin to think of you for every little thing that you do then you might as well not be living Go ahead, make a fool of yourslef, as long as you have fun while doing it --  i think the onLy reason why people hold onto memories [ so tight ] is cause memories are the only things thAt dont change when everything eLse does -- it finally hit me that u didn care when u walked away and never looked back -- THERE WiLL ALWAYS BE PE0PLE Y0U CANT BELiEVE Y0U WERE FRiENDS WiTH. GUYS Y0U CANT BELiEVE Y0U KiSSED `nd PE0PLE Y0U CANT BELiEVE Y0U LiVED WiTHOUT.. --   cause i love you as much as i hate your fucking guts <3 -- you said , "you know what your problem is?" and I replied, "yes i do, i fell in love with the idea that no matter what happened you would always be there." "when haven't i?" you asked & as a tear trickled down my cheek i said, "ever since the day she walked through that door." -- SHE'LL PRETEND THAT SHE'S WHOLE AGAIN, BUT DEEP INSIDE SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE JUST FRIENDS. SHE WILL LOOK IN HIS EYES AND WALK RIGHT BY. DOESN'T HE SEE THE TEARS IN HER EYES. ONE DAY HE WILL WONDER WHERE HE WENT WRONG AND HE WILL KNOW RIGHT AWAY WHY HE PRETENDED TO BE STRONG, HE WAS AFRAID OF LOVE AND THE HAPPINESS THAT COMES, HE THOUGHT IT WOULD BE EAISER TO TURN AROUND AND RUN. HE MAY BLAME HER BUT DEEP INSIDE HE WILL KNOWS THAT HE MADE THE MISTAKE OF LETTING HER GO --   i  don't stop breathing every time the phone rings. My heart don't race when someones at my door. I've almost given up thinkin' your ever gonna call. I don't believe in magic anymore. I just don't lie awake at night. Asking God would get you off my mind. It's getting better all the time. It's getting better all the time. -- EvErYoNe HaS tHeiR oWn ReAsOn fOr WaKiNg Up iN dAh MoRniNg ... MiNe iS yOu ... -- TeLl HiM I dOnT EvEr WanT tO sEe HiM AgAiN?BR>tElL HiM hE MeAnT sHiT tO Me TeLl hIm I NeVeR eVeN lOvEd HiM tElL HiM I wOnT miSs HiM aT aLl BuT mOsT oF AlL dOnT tElL HiM I sAiD tHiS wItH TeArS iN mY eYeS -- ..it's amazing, after all that we've been thru, the good times and the bad, how we can walk by each other and pretend it never happened, give each other a polite awkward smile and move on.. -- find the *one* you can be y0urself around, u can say whatever you want...u can laugh, u can smile, u can fite & make up, & then at the very end of the nite... you're still <3 crazy about each other<3 -- ?iin every  girls  life . there will.   always be   `*' th0se 3 guys....  `  [ the one she l0ves ]  //  [ the one  she hates ] & [ the one she can't'  get - enough of ] .&  in  the  end_  their  all  the  s . a . m . e  guy 冑- -- EvErYtHiNg ((FaLLs)) aPaRt EvEn The pEopLe whO -NeVeR- [fRoWn] EvEnTuaLLy ( b r e a k d o w n ) -- LiViNg`s HaRd AnD DyInGs eAsY ; My MiStAkEs ThEy WONT DeFeAt mE * i LiKe To0o BuRn ThE CaNdLe At BotH eNdS .. i`vE BrOkEn SoMe HeArTS aNd BeEn BrOkEN hEaRtEd -> i`vE RuN aWaY fRoM [*FIRES*] i`vE StARtEd;; i DiDn`T BrEaK bUt i tRiEd My BeSt To BeNd..... AnD i`d Do iT aLL a THOUSAND TiMeS aGaiN * -> n 0 o . r e g r e t s * -- dOeSn`t iT [ S u C k ] when he KnOwS how yOu feel about HiM & he doesnt do a tHiNg about iT cuz he just dOeSnt CaRe? -- dear tummy.. im sorry for all the butterflies.. it's not my fault.. it's HiS --  isn`t it funny --> how when u want : it the most u can`t have it? & when :u have it u don`t care, & once u lose : it You'd do anything to get it back... -- beginnings are scary - - endings are sad it`s the middle that counts the most so don`t look so hard for happy endings.. cause you might miss the [ best ] [ part ] [ of ] [ the ] [ story ] -- all i want is one chance` one kiss `one night.. to show you what you mean to me. one chance to spend one day with you... to show you how we`re so alike. one kiss to prove that we're more than friends. one night to hold you tight -- She's got you falling head over heels... And I can't even make you stumble. -- i  probably shouldnt be telling you this but no matter what you do to me, i'm still here ... for some crazy reason i'll stick around thru the bad times-& the fights .. i'll make up excuses for  why you didn't call, why you never cared'' i'll keep coming back for more even when you push me away. i think i'm just staying around so that 1 day when i finally do leave for good, you'll look back & say wow, that girl really did love me -   I dont wanna save the day 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the tears i`ve cried. the many nights i`ve stayed awake at night missing what we used to have and what all that could have been. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the pain i`ve put myself through. and all the countless memories that have raced through my head since we said goodbye. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- how true my love is for youu. how i long to be in your arms. and how desperate and lonely i feel right now. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- that we belong together. the way you would reassure all of my fears. the way you made me feel.. i realized what life is about ... it's hangin on when your heart has had enough, & it's giving more when you feel like giving up.. remember the first day we had an argument we apologized & then we compromised & we haven?t argued since * remember ` the first day we stopped playing games* 'remember the' first day you fell in love with me * it felt ' so`' good to hear you say those words cuz i felt*.' the same way 2 the way we held each others hand the way we talked the way we laughed it felt so good to find true love - i knew right' then and there you were the * one ' I dont wanna save the day I just wanna get my way And rock this world ife is a secret that no1 can tell.. some days are like [heaven] and some are like [hell] _____________xO?_____________ its like takin me to the talleSt mountain and showin me  the  world and sayin ' thAts . wHat . yOu . c a n ` t . have ' take a bOw // hear the applause? my <3 iS brOken___and *yOuRe* the  cause  `  --?nbsp;  i  played  your game `* and it [lOoks] like you`ve wOn _______ cOngradulations!*          `---?- I hOpE yOu had f u n    spotted you dancing? you made all the girls    s t a r e those lips and your brown eyes and the sexy hair i should shake my thang make the world want you tell your boys youll be back. . . i w a n n a s e e w h a t y o u ?c a n d o?/SPAN> its amazing how you feel about him..whenever your with him nothing else matters' .. how your heart stops and your left breathless --/> nd no matter how many times he breaks your <'3 .. he always seems to put the pieces back together guys always make girls cry. but if a girl makes a guy cry, she must really mean                something to him people say i've changed but i'm just finally BEiNG MYSELF everyone wants happiness and nobody wants pain but you can't have a RAiNB0W ; without a little rain after a while, you can believe in almost anything - so i'm making myself believe in you .. believe thatt even if this is a mistake _ it's going to be worth it why do girls always run from the guys who try to make them happy but fiight for the ones who' make them c r y ? everyone is a bitch in this * w o r l d *, one persons * s e c e r t *, becomes* e v e r y o n e s * gossip i can honestly say that there arent many people that i can trust or that i can love. but, for the hand full that i do, all i have to say is i owe all my strength, to yous. i`VE BEEN HURT iN THE M0ST SENSITIVE PARTS. SURE GUYS HAVE BALLS ; BUT GiRLS HAVE                  HEARTS x33 you told me i was [p.r.e.t.t.y.] when i * c r i e d *, so i must be [g.o.r.g.e.o.u.s.] * n o w * hearts aren't judged by how they are loved, but how the love  ` wizard of oz me without my gurl`z now that`z ???? i n s a n e it`z like a crackhead without his ???? c o c a i n e You've been in love; you know what it's like. It's a sense of delight, not just in the person you love, but in all people, in yourself, in life. Suddenly you see beauty, excitement everywhere. You're not afraid to express your love: passionately, gently, in words, or in silence. And you feel strong, generous, fully alive. xO---------------------------- L0VE is like a BUTTERFLY the  more  you  chase  it , the more it { eludes } you.. but if you just let it F L Y *' iT WiLL C0ME T0 Y0U \ \ \ when you least expect it.. ----------------------------Ox                                                                            i wanna <3                                                                            be the only                                                                            HAND  you                                                                            . . . need to                                                                            hold on to *                                            I sitting up here in my room              Regretting that I didn take that one chance with you                            Now that chance is gone cause you love somebody new                    And my heart is broken and torn apart in two                                               I don think I can survive without you                                     But if one day you change your mind about her                                                           Il be here forever, for sure                                I hope one day we would be together                                          And I will never let go, I will hold on forever take chances.. alot of them. cause honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. your mistakes make you who you are you learn and grow with each choice you make everything is worth it say how you feel always be you and be okay with it. the girl who smiles at you walking down the hall. the girl who tells you everything is alright and then cries at night. the girl who follows everyone and tries to fit in. the girl who smiles when she's falling apart. the girl who needs the attention but doesn't ask for it. the girl who has secret messages behind everything. the girl who cries for help but doesn't expect any to come. the girl who has a problem but doesn't know how to deal with it. that's me I wonder if sex is as fun as dancing.              --Source unknown Dance is the hidden language of the soul.              --Martha Graham Dancing is just discovery, discovery, discovery.              --Martha Graham Movement never lies. It is a barometer telling the state of the soul's weather.              --Martha Graham Dance is a song of the body. Either of joy or pain.              --Martha Graham Wherever a dancer stands is holy ground.              --Martha Graham  JuSt WaNt y0u FoR mAh oWn, MoRe ThAn y0u CoULd ever kn0, MaKe MaH wi$h CoMe TrUe..AlL i WaNt FoR ChRiStMa$ iS..y0u <3                                                                       i thinK the only reasOn wHy people                                                         hOld ontO memOries so tiqht is Cuz                                                                       memOrieS aRe the onLy thinqS that                                                          dOnt   chAnqe   when    everythinq                                                                                          e l s e          D o e s  *[(outta our minds)]* *[(crazy azz times)] *[(not only best friends)] *[(but partners in crime)] im juss goin` CRAZiiE & i dont knOw what tO dO. . i`ve tried everything juss to get over y00h `nd after all this i realize that [ it . cant . be . done ] b`cus deep down inside my heart. . i knOw you`re the *onLy oNe ?` i`ve always known that chances are things you should always take ; what happens when there`s no happi ending? juss turns out that the chance you t00k turns out to be a (( mistake )) ______/l__蔙|____\\______? { __ | ?同iMp MoBiLe______)) ?/(o)\---?----?--------/(o)\-?          a male friend who is not a boyfriend is just a boyfriend under glass..                       b r e a k    i n c a s e    o f    e m e r g e n c y aLL my friend`s ask why i`m sOo hung On yOu after aLL tha` shyt yOo put me thrOugh -.- it`s hard tOo expLain -.- i wish they cOuLd reaLize what it`s Lyk 2 LoOk at yOo thrOugh my eye`s                                    *`* -let- .m.e. Lo Ve [Y][O][U] *~* simple things, is what my heart beats for!!!!!!!!!                                                                                               *SMILE* i love you x0. Just tell her u think she's amazing , play with her hair, pick her up and pretend to throw her, she'll scream and fight but she'll secretly love it, hold her hand, pick flowers from other pe0ples yards and give them to her, tell her she looks beautiful, tell her stupid jokes just to hear her laugh.. throw rocks at her window at night .. play in the snow call her for nO reason jump on the bed with her sing to her [ no matter how bad yOu are ] .. get her mad, then kiss her, make cds of songs that remind u of her, write letters, listen to her favorite songs, look intO her eyes, remember dates, like the time u first kissed, kiss her in the rain kiss her in the snOw, kiss her when she least expects it.. .0x if you love someone, tell them. because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken </3   Roses are YELLOW no wait shiyt there RED damn those drugs went straight to my head   Haha that's all so Comments and Subsrcibe the more I get the more you get...

*To the world you may be one person...but to one person you are the world...

*You may of have braoken my heart...but im still loving you with the peices...

well haha sry to cut it short but g2g

Quotes*-*

~Top 10 reasons 2 date a bball playa~

10.We don't mind gettin sweaty

 9.We do it n 5 positions 4 32 min.s

 8.We kno how to call

 7.Hand eye coordnation is a must

 6.We practice every day 

 5.We play well with others

 4.We can tolerate pain

 3.Skiil is definite

 2.We can put it in the hole

 1.We dont stop till we win!!

*Love is like the wind . . you never know when it's

coming or where it's coming from . . but when it

hits you . . you are swept away*


-:ThErE WiLL aLwAyZ Be ThaT [oNe sPeCiaL:..BoY]:

.ThaT No MaTTeR WuT He DoEs To YoU.

.[o R . h O w . B a D . H e . h U r T z . u].

.YoU CaN [ N E V E R ] LeT HiM gO.


when y0u l0ve s0me0ne that d0esn`t l0ve y0u

back it`s hard t0 find a way t0 keep y0urself 0n

track it leaves y0u :.Heartbroken.: and hurts s0

muCh

but i guess that`s why they call it a :.crush.:


Friends are like stars, they come and go, but the

ones that stay are the ones that glow!


WHEN Y0U tHiNK AB0Ut LEttiNG G0. . .

. . .REMEMBER WHY Y0U HELD 0N F0R S0 L0NG


B R E A K * T H E * R U L E S

[ .s.t.a.n.d. * .a.p.a.r.t. ]

--> iGnOrE yOuR hEaD aNd <--

| FoLLoW | yOuR HeArT|

Wouldn't life be *perfect* if

Sweatpants were sexy

Monday mornings were fun

Junk food was healthy for you

Friends didn*t cause drama

Guys weren*t as confusing

Nothing was regrettable

and Goodbyes only meant untiL *tOmOrrOw*

talking Shit iS w0rthleSS bitch. . .

. . .im piSSin y0u 0ff 0n purp0Se!

CaLL mE a BiTcH

?I KnO, I KnO?/SPAN>

BuT iN tHa

?/SPAN>WoRdS oF LuDaCrIs?/SPAN>

-YoU A hOe!-


*What is cute? Cute is young and inexperienced.

Cute is holding hands in the car and kissing at

the red lights. What is sexy? Sexy is standing in

the rain as you push me up against the hood of

your car, tearing my shirt, as you kiss me with

the intent to never stop. What is passion?

Passion is knowing what you want and stopping

at nothing until you get it. What is beautiful?

Beautiful is all about the inside of a person.

Beauty can only be found in the heart, passion is

putting your heart in what you do. What is love?

Love is the amazng balance of all of these things,

in your mind, heart, body, and soul.*

[[S0rry i 0nly f0und a few `o7 qu0tes. . .m0re later]]


[[change it to your sport or w/e y0u want]]


In attempt  to have it all. . .we lose  everything


-?/SPAN> There`s a good kind of pain, an insane kind of sane when I`m around you.
--?There`s a chill in the heat, feel the sky at my feet cuz I adore you.
--?There`s a left kind of right, a blind kind of sight, looking at you.
--?There`s no light in the moon, and it`s winter in June when i`m without you.


y0u kn0w y0u`ve g0t  the greastest  friiends

when  the  0nly  tiime they  make  y0u  cry iis

when y0ur laughiing t0o [ [ * fuckiing * ] ] hard

d0nt y0u kn0w what t0 d0 already?!

d0 i have t0 tell y0u everything!?



--You talk it--

--I live it--

--You*re jealous--

--Admit it--


i WaNt a GuY wHoS [ s W e E t ]

OnE wHo WouLd wAkE mE uP iN dA mIDdLe Of THe

NigHt

JuS tO fiNd OuT wUt i WaS [ d R e A M i N ] BoUt


- PeOpLe LiE -

- ThInGs Go WrOnG -

- ShIt HaPpEnS -

- BuT LiFe GoEs On -


Sometimes even though you're having a good time, you can't help but stop and think about how much you miss the old times.


There will always be people you can't believe

you were friends with, guys you can't believe

you kissed, and people you can't believe you

lived without.


One day you'll come to me and ask me what's more important: You or my life. I'll say my life and you'll walk away never knowing that you're my life

-?your the one who makes me laugh

`when i dont even wanna smile. . .
(  )_))_Red_))>       ()_))_Blue_))>
  ()_))_Pink_))>      ()_Yellow~_))>
  ()_))_White_))>   ()_))_Orange_))>
      ()_))_Green_))>     ()_))_Purple_))> 
          :.*.'CrAyOnS'.*.:

im n0t a drug but

y0u c0uld get

--->*addicted*<---


i say what i say

i d0 what i d0

if y0u have any

pr0blems, hunnii

fuck y0u!


l0ve iS. . . Seeing him h0w n0 0ne elSe d0eS

l0ve iS. . . kn0wing he'S n0t perfect, but y0u See

him perfectly

l0ve iS. . . thinking ab0ut him m0re than y0u

think ab0ut y0urSelf

l0ve iS. . . when he meanS m0re than the w0rld t0

y0u

l0ve iS. . . when n0 0ne elSe can even begin t0

kn0w h0w y0u feel

l0ve iS. . . juSt the beSt feeling y0u can feel