3*12*06

Sitting in the dark…

As the days pass

Nothing but the future

My mind racing…

Heart aching…

Running free

My soul is dead

Lost everything

Now it's just the in the night sky

Silent tears in my eyes

Pain running through my veins

Locked up inside for so long...

My love has escaped…

Broken free and lost

Forever…gone

It disappeared…</3

Too much drama

Too much pain

Everything needs to stop

This is my time

My time to think

My time to relax

My time to just be free

I'm tired of being that girl who drops everything she is doing just to make a guy happy

I'm tired of just giving up on myself and letting guys push me around

Yes, I care about you

But give me space

I know it's hurting you

But it's not easy for me either...

I just need to escape

This is too much

I don't want to hurt you

But I'm doing this for me

I just need to be free

My poem explains everything...

~Broken~

Nothing feels right anymore
I can't eat, I can't sleep, and I can't breath
I cry myself to sleep thinking about how I hurt you...
...and yet you still love me...
Why is that?
You say follow your heart
I say my heart is shattered in a thousand pieces
My feelings are scattered everywhere
I can't focus on anything but you
I can't get anything right
Everything is spinning
I am blind by all the pain I've caused
Making it hard to see what is right in front of my face…
You.

Everything was great.
Till that day..
You said that one word that changed everything..
I never thought that would happen to me twice with two people I care about so much..
I guess things change
Life gose on..
We forgive and forget right?
I don't think it's that simple.
Everything went wrong with that one word..
Why can't you change it back with two other words?
I wish things were that simple.
If they were, I'd be the happiest person in the world right now..

I thought I knew you..but I guess I was wrong.. = [