TODAY IS JUSS ONE OF THOSE DAYS!! IM SORRIE FOR EVERYTHING MAYBE SHE IS MORE WHO YOU WANT...I DUNNO BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I REALLY KARE ABOUT YOU...I DUNNO IF THAT MEANS ANYTHING BUT ITS THE TRUTH...SEEMS LIKE 3 MONTHES AND 7 DAYS HAS GONE DOWN THE DRAIN...NOW THAT YOUR GONE...

       ENDLESS TEARS REMAIN IN MY HEART 

//sOondz:nothing at da moment//
//thOoghts:a lot of it//
//feelings:dhat im not complete widout you//

hey everywun!! lets see todai..it was fun...first my mom dropped me off at da front gate cuz thats where i was going to meet philly...but he took too long but i saw octavia and her bro then i saw brandon and madelle...gosh madelle i can believe that you are leavin tomorrow...finally philly came so we met up wid joyce at mikasa, sorrie joyce  i had to wait for philly that boy takes tOo long...hahaha...all 3 of us went to yokosuka-chuo to meet up wid gretchen but she was kinda runnin late so we decided to look around mores...blah blah blah...she came we went to go take pics..but after me and joyce took pics she had to go...gosh man you left me..hahahaha...blah blah blah...thanx guys for the day even tho ahem didnt go..its all gewd...thanx anna for da laughes at your house..hahahah...so ghetto..hhahaha...anywayz im out

                dreamer jetted @ 11:43pm

//sOondz:song on my blog//
//thOoghts:all kinds//
//feelingz:i dunt even know anymO//

dis goes out tew a spechul sumwun...i know i cant be like her but what i know is that i can give yOo mai heart..i guess that is tOo much to give, but i dunno...i jus want yoO to knOw is that i like yOo maybe more than she does but who im i to judge...was 3 monthes of likin yoO worth it? if i tell yOo this what would yOo think?? questions are juss circlin mai head...what tew do? in mai thoOghts i think i can make yOo happy!!im out for now till later..

       dreamer jetted @ 10:48m

//sOondz:i gotta be//
//thOoghts:cOnfused//
//feelings:pissed/dOwn//

hey everywun...its been awhile or about a week since i updated this...thats a longtime..hahaha... its been about 3 mOnthes since i liked yoO..and nothing changed...i wish i cOold take daiz bakk and tell yoO how i felt..nOW that yOo like suMwun elSe its juSs tOo late to go bakk...but now i realize dhat i coOld never compare tO her and dhat it woOld juss be a competition ovEr yoO..gosh damit..i doNt knoe what to do anymO...shOold i juss keep likin yOo or juss quit???????????????i dunno whut to do except to wait....i never gave up likin yOo....nOthing cAn express the way i feel about yOo..it feels like TRUE LOVE or is it all a dream?i've gone crazy over ever since i met yoO...if this has to be a competition then a competition it will be!
"yOo make me whole, yOo make me right, i never wanna think about yOo leavin my lyfe"

                     jeTted @ 8:33pm

hEy guYs i knOW its been fORever siNce i updated thIs...first of all i want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to GRETCHEN...i hope you had fun today cuz i know i did...hahaha...well i had to pick up gretchen and joyce from ikego but then i was kinda runnin late so they ended up meetin me at the train station...sOrrie guys...it wasnt my fault...hahaha...anywayz then we met up wid philly and leo at taco bell even tho we was suppose to me them at the bus stop...So happy i finally got to see anna...gurl you should of gone wid us...but then you couldnt, but im happy i got to see you...sisters...but the fuNnie part was the farmer and the wallet...lEo was the fArmer and philly was the wallet..then we went to the library to renew joyces book but the bus didnt come for a long time so we juss went to the library and chyll until it was time to go to catch the bus...finally we went offbase..it was philly, gretchen, sara, joyce, and me...we all started walkin over to this curry place to eat, thats where jt met up wid us...Oh yEs...hehe...after that we went to go take pictures..mahn that was fun...even when the guys jumped in the pictures that me and joyce was takin...ill get you guys next time....hahaha...but over all we had fun...aGEn HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRETCHEN!!

this goes out to someone that was wid us...i want you to know how i fell but i juss dont know if youll understand...but i want you to know that i like you and nothing will change that...i like you since April 20,2003