| dang! okay! honestly im a fat whore who needs to drop fifty lbs. im a fatty! ive gained like 15lbs this summer. lardass. i need to be small. i need to be thin. i need to be hott. i need it! i would be so much happier with myself! so here we go AGAIN: 1.no eating after 6pm. 2. at least 6 bottles of water daily 3. actually work out-not just be a lard 4.no binging-like lunch&&water only. ----------------------------------------------------- i cant believe ive let myself gain weight-thats what weak people do! nicole richie is my inspo! 
love the bug |
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| okay did decent over the weekend considering the circumstances.
still dont think i have lost any/much weight.
im just writing down everything i eat and im not eating that much.
did best the first days under 400cals a day.
days that i work i do really good.
days i dont. naah |
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| B-pudding 0 cals.
L-lunchable thingy 90 cals.
D-noodles 90cals
SNACK for the day is grapes.
fukk- i ate a muffin 100 cals.
OKAY! i did tanorexic_julychallenge last summer.
and im using that system again. starting today!!
points
Calories-8
workout-3
sleep-3
water-4
other-2
=20
weight today-157ish |
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| okay girls.
need to focus.
i need support.
i can't believe im the way i am. schools about to start and i need to be waay smaller.
im huge. im like freakin 160 again. im a lardass and i need help. if i gain more weight i will look like i did last year and that was even worse. i hate it!!
B-alredy fuked up. brownie. 100cals
L-
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if anyone has tips or adivce or anything let me know!! |
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