::my weekend::

       >friday<
had work till close.. it was boring and i was sick. i don't know why.. but i don't seem as excited to go to work anymore.. i used to love going to work.. now i'm just like "oh. work." darn. guess it's because alot of the girls left :o(

       >saturday<
my mami's bday :o) felt shitty in the morning and flicked this b*tch off.. it was kinda funny now that i think about it.. she was tailgating me and then backed off like 10 feet.. funny what one little finger motion can do for you.. went to the grocery store to buy last minute groceries.. oooh and my mami's carvel cake :oD and icing.. i decided to decorate it myself when i saw how bad the "happy birthday" cursive was on the other cakes..

the cookout was simple which was good.. decorated the cake with the help of ate my and ate che.. and various help attempts from chesca and nicole.. lol. i drew a blue crab on it :oD maybe if i can get a pic of it, i'll post it on this entry.. ate che drew "happy birthday" and ate my helped color in and do the little details..

when jericho finally got to my house.. he had something for me!! jericho gave me a ring!

isn't it beautiful? it's my second one.. i think i'm spoiled.. when i go to visit him this week we need to get it re-sized because it's way too big.. it's even big on my thumb.. hehe.. i love jericho. but he knows he doesn't have to buy me things.. sigh.. that boy is stuck with me.. and i love it.. not 'cause he buys me stuff. seriously.

at the cookout.. we just ate and ate.. and sang. it was a really good gathering.. technically it was a party.. but not really since it was tiny..

      >sunday<
went to church @ 10 am.. took metro, met jericho at one of the stops.. and met russell, his dad, matt, pat, will, and brendan at stadium-armory to watch the washington nationals play the cubs! they won 7-1!!! go washington!!! then we hung out for a while.. had a smoothie and stuff.. it was good.. and i told my dad i'd be home like 9-930.. and i got home at 9:15.. i was on time.. good for tracy! (and jericho ;o) )

::today::
i slept twice.. after i woke up.. hehe after the first time i slept.. miraculously.. my throat was healed :oD so you can imagine how good i felt since i've been sick since thursday.. talked to jericho on the phone.. talked to kat for a while.. talked to ate sunshine.. talked to darwin and dnl for like a minute.. lol.. watched resident evil and resident evil 2: apocalypse.. yeah, i'd say i did alot today :o)

::tomorrow::
i think i'm gonna have lunch with my baby tomorrow.. actually, i think i'm going to have lunch with him everyday this week... i miss him, you know! i think he'll like that.. i can't wait for lunch tomorrow! yay! i'm excited!

::xoxo::
off to watch more movies and wait till baby is done working out... i think i might do my nails too.. hmm
   --trace

::summer::
so, it's the summer :o) i'm happy about that. i haven't updated in a while though :o/ kinda sad about that.. anyways, this summer, i'm taking summer classes (microbiology & english composition) and i'm going to be working (i might become a keyholder!! so i'm kinda excited about that).. hopefully my plans will go as planned.. teehee

::plans::
*oc beach week part 2        7/24- ?  --might want to stay longer
*florida
*california [nevah laund]
*girls' nights out
*girls' nights in
*clubbing
*drinking

::toO busy::
been very busy lately.. trying to keep up with summer classes, my bf, college friends/visitors, hs friends, family, work.. ahh so much at once..
-i finished my first year of college this past may :oD
-me and jericho have been together 3 years and 9 months
-i've been hanging out w/ btnh and darwin
-been missing ea, am, cm
-anticipating chilling w/ all of isa and other members (go white girl! go latina! lol)
-spending time with chesca & nicole
-working weekends and might work more --> we shall see
-trying to work @ a hospital --> not too sure about this one..
-2 summer classes  --> trying to get them over with so i can have a free summer o.o

::today::
dad comes home.
jericho's picking me up @ 130ish - 2ish :oD
girls' night @ ceci's house
studying?!

::tomorrow::
bartz's house @ noon
work @ 3 - 10

::xoxo::
9 am is early.. i think i'm gonna sleep a little more.. morning!
--trace

i thought this was sweet...

To every guy that cooks dinner for her.
To every guy that regrets hurting her.
To every guy who knows which girl he wants.
To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to be able to
see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and
every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that wasn't just trying to get laid.
To every guy that actually listened.
To every guy that gave his heart only to have it shoved back in his face.
To every guy that prays that she is happy even if he is not with her.

This one is for you...


--studying--

<3 tae

::my weekend::
[friday]
was jericho's mami's bday. they went out and celebrated while i had to work my typical 5-10. i got her some perfume--bvlgari blv--which smells really good  yeah, she liked it. yay-mission accomplished! then i went back to the dorm to see my lovely roomates. rasika was watching i, robot w/ her friend montzi, sam was out w/ d-unit, and thea was out partying w/ nickL and such. i watched i, robot for a bit, then decided to go out and see what was going on w/ other people in the dorm. eventually, thea came back and she wanted me to come out w/ them. we tried, but ended up going back into erickson. then i left them out in the hallway and when i went out again, they were gone. oops. haha. oh well. thea was funny  stopped by lenroy's and d's, tried to stop by mus's.. went back to lenroy's.. then came back to my dorm and went to sleep, i was tired..

[saturday]
woke up @ like 11ish and i was "supposed" to be picked up @ 12.. that plan fell through since my mami and dadi were @ andrews afb shopping @ the commissary. i took a shower, fixed my hair (for God knows how long-- it just would not cooperate), picked out an outfit w/ much difficulty and w/ the help of jericho, got my shit together and thea & rasika helped me carry my things.. the rents ended up coming @ like 430ish.. and i was supposed to meet jericho and his family @ 6-7ish. 
   
     >late, again<
haha, yeah.. let's just say i ended up getting there @ exactly 7. i swear, i'm late to EVERYTHING. ask my friends, they'll tell you  teeheehee, CP time, what can i say? so i got to Baguio Cafe and ate, sang some songs on the karaoke machine-- good times. i got jericho to eat with me although he had eaten already. and then jericho and i decided we'd watch jarhead until +hunan east+ opened @ 11. jericho called my mami and told her the plan. jeez, he's the best, he really is. so we went to the movie and when we got out, we had both missed so many calls. everyone missed us @ +hunan east+ (cuz we're just oh so popular lol). anyway, we met up w/ his fam. i had so much fun and i could feel eyes on me when i was dancing, which made my ego grow even bigger (not such a good thing, i don't think). oh well, had a long island iced tea and some beer. i just wish jericho and i could go clubbing together.. we haven't been yet and i'm very anxious. we ended up leaving there pretty late..

    >am i ever on time?<
yeah, i got home @ 5. i told my dadi 430ish.. haha, but he knows it was 5. oh well. lol. i was scared when i got home....

[sunday]
i went downstairs @ like 330ish.. and when i get downstairs, my dad says "about time". *sigh* whatever, i'm no disappointment. i get decent grades, i do my work, and i'm 18 which means i can stay out however late i want. mwahahaha. like i'd ever say that to my rents. anyway, it wasn't as bad i imagined it would be. i think they realize that i need to go out and see jericho, since i hardly see him. so it was all good  went to church @ 5 and sat w/ the French's. then went back home and we watched movies and ate dinner. got back to the dorm @ like 9ish..

    >fiasco<
whoa, Indian dads are whoa.. hahaha, let's just keep it @ that  we went looking for Rasika and she was nowhere to be found. hahaha, i think it would have been funny to watch the 3 girls (me, thea, & sam) looking for the rasika and seeing the reaction on our faces when we had finally found the girl MIA. lol. yeah.. crazy crazy nite

::today::
today was good. i dressed cute today i think. black turtleneck, black bubble vest, my black newspaper boy hat, jeans, and black shoes. yeah, i'm a cutie. haha, so full of myself. anyway, went to ALL of my classes. umm yeah, my first class was shortened by 20 mins b/c the power went out, second class was boring as usual, third class was all right since i knew what was going on and i got to talk online, and then got a pop quiz in my last class.. but oh well, i think i did pretty good on it although i was unsure about a few..

and now, i'm gonna go work out w/ fiki, so i'm gonna finish this another time..

::xoxo::
yay, i'm gonna burn calories!!

           tracy

oh and btw,
      fiki = feex = rasika  -inside joke-
oh and another btw, if you didn't already know..

I LOVE JERICHO TAGUAS!