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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

You weren't supposed to mean this much to me.

I wasn't supposed to fall in love.

At first, I didn't even like you

Ten random things about me:
- I trust people way too easily.
- I can be trusted.
- I'm not like what I seem. [rumors]
- I like to eat.
- Without my mother, i would not be
where i am today.
- Cheerleading is life. <3
- I love my friends.
- My favorite color is turquoise.
- I like to get Mocha Frappachino's
at Starbucks.
- I have lots of secrets that i wouldnt mind
telling anyone.

Nine ways to win my heart:
- Talk to me.
- Make me smile
- Do not ignore me.
- Be an amazing friend and show me that you
can be there for me when I

need it most.
- Don't ever ever lie to me.
- Make me feel special.
- Give me cute looks.
- Tell me how you feel about me.
- Be honest.
Eight things I want to do before I die:
- Achieve my life goals :]
- Go on a road trip.
- Get married and have a family.
- Work things out with my dad.
- Meet someone famous.
- Take a risky chance.
- Go to Africa.
- Have my grandma move in with me.
Seven things I wish I were:
- Patient
- Nicer to my parents.
- Didnt have a temper.
- Stronger as a person.
- Happier.
- Skinnier.
- Smarter about making decisions in life.
Six things that get me mad

(or annoyed/paranoid/frustrated):
- Backstabbers.
- Hard decisions.
- Friends who arent really friends.
- Not doing something right.
- People judging me when they dont even know me.
- Boys.
Five things I'm afraid of:
- The dark.
- Love.
- Scary movies.
- Losing friends.
- Rumors.
Four things I regret:
- My relationship with my dad.
- Boys.
- Being a bitch. [I used to be now i'm not]
- Things that I have said to hurt others.
Three things I want to wish for:
- For Alex not to move.
- Better relationship with dad.
- To have my parents trust me again.
Two Things I want to change about myself:
- Attitude towards parents.
- My perspective of life, so it's
not always a negative.

One person I want to see right now:
- James Mullin
Yeah, its love

Monday, March 20, 2006

MV Cheer

o6-o7 baby! : ]

Congrats to all the girls who made it!!! This is going to be a great year.



i laugh at the stupidest things && always say the wrong things at the wrong time, i tend to trip over my own feet yeah i get jealous easily; i dont have it all together...
but thats just me.

            im so [tired] of pretending
           everythings okay.. my tears are
            starting to show and my smile is
         fading away <3

Just because i don't wear black doesnt mean i don't
[hurt] inside. i`ve been chewed up && spit out more times
then i can remember. just because i don't cut my wrists
doesnt mean i don`t want people know how much hell
i go through everyday & my freaking
"fairytale"is no storybook life at all............</3

bestfriends <3
Are the ones who are there to wipe the tears
& hold your hand, when everyone else just
stands around asking "hey what happened?"

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right & forget about the ones who don't. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If u get the chance take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody ever said it would be easy they just ( promised ) that it would be worth it <3

Love:: it's like standing on wet cement... the
      longer you stay...the h a r d e r it is to leave
      && you can...n e v e r l e t g o...without leavin
      your footprints </3

there's always gonna be that one thing
you wish for but never get;
that one mistake you can never take back &&
most of all, that one memory you would
do anything for, just to have it again <3

Love is about hanging on when your hearts had enough
and giving more when you want to give up <3

she`s the type of girl that can be so hurt; but
can still look at you & smile; the type of girl
who is willing to brighten your day even if
she can't manage to brighten her own <33

Speak your mind...
     even if your voice shakes.

There are certain people
who aren't meant to fit in your life,
no matter how much you want them to.

we're not perfect..we laugh too hard, we are way to loud & we make complete fools of ourselves .. but doing it together is what makes us...best friends forever

Edit::

Take my life, and let it be consecrated, Lord, to Thee.
Take my moments and my days; let them flow in ceaseless praise.
Take my hands, and let them move at the impulse of Thy love.
Take my feet, and let them be swift and beautiful for Thee.

Take my voice, and let me sing always, only, for my King.
Take my lips, and let them be filled with messages from Thee.
Take my silver and my gold; not a mite would I withhold.
Take my intellect, and use every power as Thou shalt choose.

Take my will, and make it Thine; it shall be no longer mine.
Take my heart, it is Thine own; it shall be Thy royal throne.
Take my love, my Lord, I pour at Thy feet its treasure store.
Take myself, and I will be ever, only, all for Thee.

Here am I, All of me.
Take my life, It's all for thee.
<3

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