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Wow... I never thought I would give in and get one.... Sadly that is the best way to get ahold of me....

This is why I don't trust many people: You trust them with you life and rely on them for so many things that they promise about. Then they decide that a knife would look lovely in your back.

If you claim never to have done that. Comment me and let me know. I bet you there won't be more than 6.

I'm feeling a Mark Strand poem right now...

Coming To This

We have done what we wanted.
We have discarded dreams, preferring the heavy industry
of each other, and we have welcomed grief
and called ruin the impossible habit to break.

And now we are here.
The dinner is ready and we cannot eat.
The meat sits in the white lake of its dish.
The wine waits.

Coming to this
has its rewards: nothing is promised, nothing is taken away.
We have no heart or saving grace,
no place to go, no reason to remain.

Ever get that feeling that no matter what you do your making the wrong choice? What about when it's to late to take it back? Everyone tries to get you to do one thing or the other and all it does it confuse you more. But when you make the choice, part of you is happy, but most of you is regretting is. But now it's just too late. It's just too late...

Edit::
Aaron and I got back together. Funny how things work out... But now I'm confused more than ever...

My new goal: update at least once a week.

Gayest thing all week besides Cammel Face's hair: Eastside accepted me but GHS rejected me. Completely a WTF moment.

Courtney, Victoria, y mis amigas de espana classe: Costaricanos hacemos me! Hahaha! Email Sra. Hazen at hazenlc@sbac.edu to get the info for the trip. I got it and is looks amazing!

Salty: I updated, GASP!

Alex: YOU FREAKIN LIAR! If you don't know what I'm talking about than you're a whore too.

Little Sissy: Thanks for the birthday call! I loved it!

Lauren and Courtney: Don't be sad over my story! I wrote it in November!

Hayley: I'm talking about you without you asking me to! And I'm going to Eastside with you next year!

This is all that's comming to my mind...

According to Mrs. Andings's countdown, 53 school days left.

AH!!!!!!! I got into Eastside!!!! People help me decide! IB at Eastside or Cambrige at GHS?

Random:

Alex: I am going to kick your ass and I do not take it too seriously. Hmmm... Do I smell racism that white people cannot have Asian urges? FRATERNIZING WITH THE ENEMY!

Lauren, Meghan, Lexis, and Keely (and now every other person in the wirld): Yall are evil and I'm dieing wanting to know!

Lauren, Vikki, and Keely: Thanks for leaving me on Saturday. I'm just gonna have to hang out with the Lincoln kids...

My Little Sissy: My birthday is Monday. I expect you to call me and wish me Happy Birthday!

Meggy-Poo: I LOVE YOU! But you are the devil!

Tizzie: Wow, you have issues!

Sexy Beast: Jesus you are fine! Aaron, I love you so much!

Hayley: You are awesome and I may be going to Eastside with you...

That's about it..... If I forgot you... remind me of you...