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Monday, June 19, 2006

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 20:00:07 GMT

You do                   that i
something                can't
t o me               explain

So would I be out of line if I said

imissyou
?
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holy hell.
what am i doing on here?

okay so i decided to update 1 time since i haven't been on here for like many months.
not like you care.
so go shank yourself in the eye while playing in traffic.

that would be wondeful to watch.

he is wonderful too hear.

just catch me on myspace.

whores.

Friday, April 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 20:41:49 GMT

Guys best be hitting me up on mypace.

that's where all the cool kids go. like me and my loverly sydney. wont be back on this for awhile. if you guys want my cell # IM me or comment. i might check and get back to you.

love you

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 19:58:13 GMT

It's not enough to hear me say you've won
You only wanted me for having fun
But now i think you've gone and had your way
And left me with a pile of bills to pay
I can't even rewind the tape machine
To listen to your drunken reasoning

So here it is your final lullaby
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Aw. sadness. spring break has come to a close and i feel as though it was a complete waste. of course there were plenty of little fun moments, but then of course they were totally crushed by my parents' wish to ruin my life. i do very much hate it here.

Last night, went to my loverly sydneys and walked to target, while we skipped and held hands. it was magical. Then later i saw my other loverly lindsay, it was glorious.

tyson ritter = sex on legs
tyson ritter + me = beautiful loverly babies

should i stick with my profile pic now? or choose from one of these 3?
if you like #1 please comment and say "choose uno"
if you like #2 please comment and say "choose dos"
if you like #3 please comment and say "choose tres"
or if you like the one i have now comment and say "stick with it"
the one that gets the most i'll pick. BUT I NEED YOUR IMPUT SO GIVE ME IT WENCH.

Friday, March 24, 2006

Fri, 24 Mar 2006 01:01:44 GMT

Hands down this is the best i can ever remember
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights
The scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock when we realized its so late
And this walk that we shared together
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Well...it is 7:47 and i find myself in my cousin's basement. thinking everything over and wondering "how will i work this out"...but its in a good way. the combination of the words spoken and the song on this radio's speakers are harmonizing in my thoughts. its beautiful.

i bought 2 shirts.
uno) awesome, pastel yellow, has wicked letters that spell panic! at the disco with a record player, a large pink flower, and a skeleton. ya...i know your wicked jealous you skank.
dos) gorgeous, gray, block words that say vertically "love" and "true love" in a combination of orange and white words. shut up. dont hate just cause you dont have shirts like this.

mmmm....tyson ritter

yeah...i'd tap that

Monday, March 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 15:59:39 GMT

Love of mine, someday you will die
But i'll be close behind you and i'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight, waiting for the hint of a spark
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Weekend wasnt so bad. and 2 games, sat/sun both in the cold, drizzly, snow-like rain and probably somewhere around in the low 30's, not fun. Didnt do really a lot for st. patty's day, hung out with caitlin a bit, did some stuff. did have some fun later that day. =] to bad caitlin's on house arrest. cant really do a lot now. way to go Caitlin! lol

Hmm. well my mom and my sister is gone until thursday in california. and im stuck here, alone, with carmen and frank and...oh joy...my dad who is being a total jerk and not letting me do anything for reasons i do not know. ahh. someone save me.

Anyone going anywhere interesting for spring break? got any cool plans? fill me in, i love to here, and then i will envy you.

//edit for this particular icon in which i adore

thank you garden state from the bottom of my heart

Friday, March 17, 2006

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 13:55:50 GMT

You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But i know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved
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HAPPY ST. PATRICKS DAY

Well its finally spring break. seems like its taken forever to get here but that means that this year is almost over and i cant wait. i just want the summer sun. i'm tired of this old stuff.

Well track has been going alright lately. did okay i guess on my time trials. i really need to do better. met Kelly which i think she is awesome because she does theatre and so do i so we've got something in common. ya. we cool. Cori came over and watched R E N T with me. yay i <3 that movie with a passion.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 21:28:07 GMT

Still harder getting up, getting dressed, livin with this regret
But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what i was trying to do
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I want to be where it is supposed to be