Alright. So i decided its time for an update. -- Nothing new happened since last time i updated.
I got this thing from my lifesavor. ( Brandi ) So read it!
Bold the ones that are true.
01. I miss somebody right now.
02. I watch more tv than I used to.
03. I love olives.
04. I love sleeping.
05. I own lots of books.
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
07. I love to play video games.
08. I play a sport.
09. I've watched porn movies. (only because i work for brad.Its kind of my job.)
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
13. I love my computer.
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton. sometimes.
15. I curse frequently.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. I've been told I have a nice butt.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I'm really, really smart. I'm not a genius, just smart.
21. I've never broken someone else's bones.
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
23. I love rain.
24. I'm paranoid at all times.
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar free.
26. I need money right now.
27. I love sushi.
28. I talk...A LOT, sometimes.
29. I have fresh breath in the morning.
30. I have semi-long hair.
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister.
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs.
35. I have a twin.
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look.
39. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
40. I know how to do cornrows.
41. I am usually pessimistic.
42. I have mood swings.
43. I think prostitution should be legalized.
44. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
45. I have cheated on significant other in the past.
46. I have a hidden talent.
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I'm popular.
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
51. I enjoy talking on the phone.
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga.
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer.
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
62. I have a cell phone.
63. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
67. I have never been in a real relationship before.
68. I've rejected someone before.
69. I've graduated college.
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
71. I want to have children in the future.
72. I have changed a diaper before.
73. I've had the cops called on me before.
74. I bite my nails sometimes.
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
76. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
77. I have a lot to learn.
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger...
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
83. I have tried alcohol before.
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
85. I own the "South Park" movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga.
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chump
88. I enjoy country music.
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
92. I am obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story". (If I fail in life, I
swear that I will make an insane and offensive porn with that name)
96. Halloween is awesome.
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
98. I have dated a close friend's ex.
99. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. Had a crush on somebody you've never met.
102. Kissed someone you knew you shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in 'lust' more than in 'love.'
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.(because of
the hotties in it)
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "Lost."
111. I think Beyblades is the coolest show in coolsville.
112. There are more things I could be better at, if only I tried harder.
113. Sometimes I don't like food.
114. I worry sometimes that I'm not being the best friend I could be to the people I care about.
115. I desperately want people to respect me but it rarely happens.
116. I have never been able to say anything positive about myself and truly
believe it.
117. I am bisexual.
118. I think Scottish accents are very attractive.
119. I'm very neurotic and suffer from acute paranoia.
120. I speak another language besides English.. (kinda)
121. I joke about eating, shaking, and kicking babies.
122. I'm most likely to spend money on music and/or magazines
123. I have a big decision to make and I'm very nervous about it right now.
124. I have an odd affinity for making beaded jewelery.
125. I love to play the guitar.
126. I have had a psycho-ex before.
127. I did something wrong, but I didn’t feel guilty.
128. I am sunburned in the dead of winter.
129. I'm a smoker and I am not ashamed.
130. I write poetry on a regular basis.
131. I have been to a Dave Matthews Band concert.
132. I love Abercrombie and Hollister clothes.
133. I like the O.C.
134. My room needs to be cleaned very badly.
135. I have dated someone for longer then a year.
136. I have more than 1 favorite band.
137. I can't count the number of people I've kissed on my fingers and toes.
138. The only way to get any where in life is to be an asshole.
139. I think i am in love.
140. I am afraid of spiders.
141. I am a little bit overly obsessive with my pet.
142. Boys are not exactly the easiest creatures to understand.
That was fun.Alright im really bored. So im gonna do a lot of these things. here we go....
ten bands I love
1. 112
2. b2k
3. blaque
4. tlc
5. fallout boys
6. jagged edge
7. papa roach
8. green day
9. 3lw
10. city high
nine things I like to eat/drink
1. skittles
2. water
3. dr.pepper
4. french fries. only from mcdonalds.
5. strawberries
6. whip cream
7. blizzards. (from dairy queen)
8. root beer
9. cow tails
eight things I like to wear
1. jeans
2. torn-up jeans
3. earings
4. rings
5. socks
6. eyeliner
7. tank tops. i don't go anywhere without one under my shirt. cause im cool like that.
8. .....?
seven things I like to do for fun
1. play basketball
2. sleep
3. watch movies
4. fill out stupid surveys like this one
5. pretend im a rock star.
6. go to concerts
7. shop
six things I don't understand
1. life
2. death
3. myself
4. why grapes don't have the "grape" flavor.
5. why i hate tomatoes but like ketchup.
6. almost everything.
five people that mean something to me
1. phil
2. kwame
3. danielle
4. carlos
5. alexis s.
four things I will not do
1. jump of that state building thing.
2. sell my body for money.
3. stop loving kwame.
4. give up skittles.
three random things about me
1. i hate any soda besides dr. pepper and root beer.
2. i hate tomatoes.
3. im random.
two of my favorite stores
1. Spencers
2. ..idk...
one thing worth waiting for
1. waiting in line for days to meet michael ealy.
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List three things about yourself people might not know:
I actually like most punk rock/rock.
I always have at least 3 bags of skittles somewhere in my house.
I am allergic to plant sperm.
List three places you'd like to go:
California
Paris
Australia
List three things that make you happy:
being with phil
my friends
basketball
List three people you admire or look up to:
my grandma
cassie steele
rachael lampa.
List three flavors or tastes you enjoy:
skittles
watermelon
strawberry
List three favorite books:
Cut
Travel Team
Danger zone
List three things you wish you had more of:
happiness
sweat pants.
time.
List three favorite sounds:
music
phils voice.
thunder
List three things you tend to avoid in life:
certain people
idk.
idk.
List three good movies:
Love & Basketball
Baby Boy
The notebook
List three things you tend to put off:
cleaning
making plans
..idk
List three things about your personality:
sweet
sarcastic
everyone thinks its great.
List three things that inspire you:
music
cassie steele.
lisa leslie.
List three things you should get rid of:
all my junk
my old shoes
my old cds
List three things you miss:
being happy
being carefree
spending every second of my life with c.b.j.& j.
List your three favorite songs:
Theres too many to list 3.
List three accomplishments:
i stopped cutting.
i can finally make soup.
living.
List three goals:
getting better grades.
stop worrying all the time.
...idk.
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5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. basketball pants.
2. a beater
3. hair thingys around my wrist
4. earings
5. rings
5 THINGS YOU CAN SEE
1. computer
2. tv
3. remote
4. phone
5. skittle bag.
5 PEOPLE YOU HAVE KISSED
1. I
2. don't
3. kiss
4. and
5. tell.
5 THINGS YOU ARE DOING RIGHT NOW
1. filling this out
2. listening to music
3. wondering wtf kind of song this is.
4. sitting on my ass.
5. talking to leo.
5 CONFESSIONS
1. I'm a failure.
2. id take a bullet for kwame.
3. Im a degrassi slut.
4. As soon as possible, I'm out of this shithole town.
5. I've seriously considered suicide before.
5 REALLY STUPID THINGS YOU HAVE DONE
1. ran around my court. at 3 in the morning. while snow was everywhere. in my underwear tank.
2. been too open about my feelings
3. got really drunk
4. been born
5. i don't know.
5 THINGS YOU ATE IN THE LAST 24 HOURS
1. banana dream pie blizzard thing.
2. orbit surgarless gum
3. nothing
4. nothing
5. nothing
5 THINGS YOU DID SO FAR TODAY
1. woke up
2. got dressed.
3. went outside
4. threw destiny across the room.
5. watched tv.
5 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW
1. the tv
2. myself typing
3. the voices in my head
4. nothing
5. nothing
5 COLOURS YOU CAN SEE
1. white
2. pink
3. blue
4. yellow
5. green
5 THOUGHTS IN YOUR HEAD
1. "i am getting tired"
2. "i wonder where that cunt is that got carlos' bike"
3. "i miss phil"
4. "this guy is fuckin crazy"
5. "i miss chadd"
5 people that rock your socks
1. phil
2. brad
3. xavier
4. leo
5. tatiana
10 THINGS YOU WOULD LIKE TO DO IN YOUR LIFETIME
1. have kids.
2. take a road trip around the U.S.
3. be happy
4. bungee jump
5. sit on top of one of the Great Pyramids and watch the sunrise
6. win the lottery
7. get married
8. meet michael ealy
9. meet cassie steele.
10. drive?...
10 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO THIS YEAR
1. chill with brad.
2. chill with carlos.
3. play twister with kwame
4. get crunked with crystal.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10. live
5 FAMOUS PEOPLE/ARTISTS YOU REALLY ENJOY OR WOULD NEVER MISS AN OPPORTUNITY TO WATCH/MEET
1. Michael Ealy
2. cassie steele
3. jessica alba
4. ashlee simpson
5. eminem
10 OBJECTS IN YOUR ROOM YOU LOVE
1. computer
2. bed
3. all my posters
4. tv
5. dreamcatcher
6. cd player
7. cd's
8. the window
9. my fuzzy blanket
10. my iPod
5 CELEBRITIES YOU WOULD RAPE
1. Michael Ealy
2. Lil fizz
3. bow wow
4. LL cool j
5. idk
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[ Bold everything that is true about you ]
[1] Your favorite color is pink, blue, red or black.
[2] You own SIMS 1 and SIMS 2.
[3] You have perfect attendance in school.
[4] You have more than one best friend.
[5] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[6] You have seen at least 2 movies in the last three months.
[7] You can never remember your dreams.
[8] You're often bored.
[9] You've never made honor roll.
[10] You don't know what honor roll is.
[11] You used to wear shoes without shoelaces when you were little.
[12] You haven't had your first kiss yet.
[13] You have had your first kiss already.
[14] You can dance.
[15] You're in Drama in school.
[16] You're in Band in school.
[17] You still suck your thumb.
[18] You smoke. (sometimes.)
[19] You used to love Barney.
[20] You still love Barney.
[21] You've been to at least one theme park.
[22] You love roller coasters.
[23] You're afraid of the Ferris wheel.
[24] This is the first bold survey you've ever taken.
[25] You're a neat freak.
[26] You hate to clean your room.
[27] You use the quote "I'm not lazy, I just like doing nothing a lot."
[28] You really aren't lazy; you really do like doing nothing.
[29] You have 200 people on your buddy list. (over)
[30] You have Yahoo Messenger!
[31] You're against drunk driving.
[32] You haven't shaved your legs in a week.
[33] You like to sing in public.
[34] Your in the club NJHS.
[35] You want to be a teacher when u get older.
[36] You're in Student Council or Student Government.
[37] You have at least 5 good friends you can trust.
[38] You used to believe in Santa Claus.
[39] You love Tigger from Winnie the Pooh.
[40] You think Chad Michael Murray is hott! (in some pictures)
[41] You watch the Academy Awards.
[42] You can read a chapter book in one day.
[43] You have or have had braces.
[44] You are afraid to go to the doctors.
[45] Your shy around strangers, but when your around your friends you are Crazy!
[46] You like SuRvEyS_MaDe_4_YoU.
[47] You know how to change your layout on Xanga without any help from a friend.
[48] You get your layouts from crazy_layouts. (some)
[49] You're allergic to strawberries
[50] You're glad this survey is over
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01. I have asthma.
02. I'm obsessed with Jelly Bracelets.
03. I think I was a mistake. Damn parents forget to use a condom.
04. I broke my collar bone when I was a baby.
06. I have passed out 5 times in my life from drinking.
07. I obsess over everything.
08. I rock back and forth when I'm nervous.
09. I still don't have any idea what I want to do when I'm older.
10. I'm disappointed in myself for fucking up school.
11. I don't take medications but I probably should.
12. More than anything else in the world - I love seeing people laugh.
13. I wish I wasn't an EC musician.
14. I was born in Cleveland, Ohio.
15. I have a really hard time trusting people.
16. I love my best friend more than I love any other person.
17. I love sleeping past noon.
18. My birthday is September 20th.
19. I have OCD.
20. I think drugs are stupid but I did them anyway. (its not that i think there stupid. there just...bad.
21. I dislike myself.
22. I make a lot of mistakes.
23. I have a messy room
24. I see things in a different perspective.
(25 has been eaten)
26. I hate high school.
27. I very rarely have to pee.
28. I am a night owl.
29. I care about people more than they realize.
30. I am heartbroken.
31. I love movies.
32. I wish I was an orphan.
33. I'm picky about people.
34. I have a sore back.
35. It bugs me when people are stubborn. Even though I am.
36. I try to forgive but never forget.
37. I have been in love.
38. I want to be a better musician.
39. I wish I had something better to do than this.
40. I love you.
41. I really enjoy thoughtful gifts, even if they cost nothing.
42. I hate surprises.
43. I still love my brother even though he is an asshole.
44. My pillow is a close friend of mine.
45. I don't like being complimented but it makes my day brighter none-the-less.
46. I think that the drinking age should be 18.
47. I love Heaven, even though I haven't been there yet.
48. I never know how to accept compliments.
49. I love being alone.
50. I get along with boys much better than girls. (actully its about the same)
51. I hate awkward silences.
52. I love when people think i'm weird.
53. I love my friends.
54. I have a hard time letting people get close, because I fear they'll leave soon.
55. I wish I was a good person.
56. I HATE being stared at.
57. I'm not as happy as people think I am.
58. Girls always think I hate them. And they're usually right.
59. I hate clothes.
60. I'm easy to please.
61. I can't cook for shit.
(62 was eaten too)
63. I want to visit the make-up Drivers Ed class because I promised them I'd stop by.
64. My neck's sore.
65. My dreams are fucked up.
66. I rarely show my true emotions.
67. I have done the Las Ketchup dance before.
68. I hate when my nose is runny.
69. Friends have fallen for me.
70. I have a few best friends
71. I think jellyfish are scary.
72. I can make people laugh, but I don't mean to....
73. I love many different kinds of music
74. I always sing along with music in the car.
75. I hate ghost stories. They scare me!
76. I wish I didn't have to grow up
77. I love my friends. (again...)
78. I try not to over-analyze things.
79. I laugh at dead baby jokes.
80. I come off as weird.
81. I never express my feelings to people.
82. I wish Kim was still here.
83. I'm too self-critical.
84. I would like to stay alone in my room forever.
85. I hate having regrets.
86. I hate complaining but I do anyway without realizing it.
87. I only cry when I'm really really sad.
88. I hate when people say "OMG Just Kidding"
90. I think Kate Winslet is a dyke.
91. I love ice cubes.
92. I love eating things that are bad for me.
93. I go to bed at about 11:30pm.
94. I used to work nowhere. (still do)
95. I have never been to another country.
96. I can lose my temper very easily.
97. I don't know how to deal with a lot of stuff.
98. I dream about death every night.
99. I'm sensitive.
100. I hide emotions (haven't we already covered that?)
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Have you ever...
1. Thrown up in public?: no
2. Made someone else throw up?: no
3. Held hands with someone?: yeah
4. Hugged someone outside your family?: yeah.
5. Kissed someone outside your family?: yeah
6. Had a make out session with the opposite gender?: yeah
7. Had a make out session with the same gender?: no
8. Done a flip off a diving board?: yeah
9. Punched someone?: Yes.
10. Been punched by someone?: it was more of a slap.
11. Lost a friendship over something stupid?: yeah
12. Gotten the friendship back afterward?: no
13. Tongue-kissed someone?: Yeah
14. Shared a romantic moment with someone?: yes
15. Cursed at your friends?: yes
16. Cursed at your family?: yeah
17. Cursed because you could?: cursed bc u could. what kinda question is that.
18. Done any drugs?: yeah.
19. Smoked?: yea.
20. Drank?: yeah.
21. Pissed someone off before?: yes
22. Accidentally?: yes
23. Purposely?: yes
24. Had unprotected sex?: no
25. Had sex?: no
26. Spent money for the sake of spending it?: yes
27. Tried to kill yourself before?: yes
28. Made fun of somebody out of boredom?: no.
29. Made someone cry?: yeah
30. Been made fun of someone?: no
31. Been really depressed before?: yeah
32. Been to a psychiatrist before?: yeah
33. Had a really freaky dream?: yes
34. Wet the bed?: no
35. Faked being sick to miss school?: all the time.
36. Actually made yourself sick to miss school?: yes
37. Had a freaky "fan girl" obsession?: no
38. Been in love with an anime character?: no
39. Collected bottle caps?: no
40. Collected stamps?: no
41. Collected cards?: no
42. Bragged about something to make someone jealous?: yes
43. Stolen?: yeah
44. Cheated?: yeah
45. Lied?: sadly yes
46. Made fun of a religion?: no
47. Laughed at a racist joke?: yeah
48. Told a racist joke?: not that i remember
49. Visited a pornographic website?: i had no choice.i work for a porn obbsessed freak.
50. Taken surveys like this out of boredom?: Yes.
I think thats enough for today.
<3iloveyou.
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// EDIT // MONDAY JULY 11 // 12:00 // 
