All I gotta say is---

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i love you dustinn michael jones, you mean the world to me. 7 aamaazing months! ---May 8,2005---

    The drama we've had for a little over 2 years now, isn't old to you yet? How do you get so much pleasure from watching me and my boyfriend fight? How can one person affect the best thing about me? How can you hurt me so bad and still be so heart-less. How can one girl, basically run our relationship. Isn't all the fighting and drama between me and you old...? Please Please, no more... I can't fight anymore. You've made me weak..

Well, these past few days/weeks have been really fucked up, but getting some what better. I just have been going through too much and around the wrong time. My birthday is in 3 days, and nobody is getting along. Except for me and Dustin. I wish everything was fine, and I wish my sister didn't hate me. She basically wants me to die and wants to take me away from my home and Mom... I wish she didn't hate my Mom either, I'm too young for all of these fights. I want my "Sissy" ... Guess I've fucked up too many times to ever get that back... I want my sister to love my Mommy again... I guess I am wishing impossible things... Or maybe just wishing on the W..R..O..N..G star at night, And Kaitlyn my God woman, The drama is more than old. I hate it & can't take it anymore... All these things I wish I could change...

Yesterday  (Thursday)  was Chelsea && Dustins 7 Months. Wow, I've never gone out with anyone this long. He has opened my eyes to some amazing things, He is the only person who has been there for me through absolutly everything, loves me the way he does, and is there 24/7 to talk to. & even though we fight alot, that doesn't mean we don't love each other any less because, God I couldn't love him any less. I love this boy, I really really do. He makes me happier than anything in this world.  *** Dustin I love you more than words can say. You are my best friend, nothing is going to break us, It's Me AnD yOu AgAiNsT tHe WoRld. ***

My Birthday is on Monday... Yall Gonna get me something? I'd love that a whooole lot. Big 15. Hope everything goes the way it's supposed to.

Comment me and give me some advice on all this. It would help me out and make me smile!

<33 Christmas is 15 days away. I love ChwisMiss!!

---Chelsea-Bug---

dramma dramma dramma, ii could care less. seriously dudes.

so didnt get to update these past couple of days because i have been busy and my bitch for a sister, uninstalled my internet because she wanted hers to work, even though it does..?! who knows.

yeahhh wayy wayy wayy too much family drama at this house, so i leave and when i leave.. i get in trouble, even though im either with my mom or i got permission to leave. and then when i get into trouble it just causes more of the fighting. everytime anyone is on the phone with another person in this house, they are garunteed fighting. yeah, but so i leave, dont come home, and get happy, i have to go home again and sit in my room, and be alone and hear yelling & calls get made, as well as threats...Maybe, i should just leave for good. no, not to my dads house, i would kill myslef before i lived there permantly... Obviously cant stay home because Im unhapy there. Can't seem to stay with just a friend for a little while or just stay with the people i stay with when i leave.... AHGirtkdhgire its gay.

dustins birthday was last wednesday ( 30th) it was the usual, lol, hangin out over there and shit.   *** Hope you had a wonderful 17th birfday baby, i love you.

& my birthday is next monday. EEEK! my birthday plans that i was totally totally totally looking forward to, couldn't happen because it would caause more fights.... who knows what im doing, maybe nothing... just regretting that i could have done what i was looking forward to more than eeeveeer.

everyone that commented me, give me a few days to comment yall back. thanks so much to everyone that commented. please dont stop!

immm tirrrred

chelsea taylor jones

christmas is my favorite part of the year. <3

dustins birfday is on WeDnEsDaY !!!!

Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was "Daddy's Day" at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. Of a dad whos never there a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. one by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?!" she heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back, She heard another father say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day." The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom. and looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on. And with hands behind her back, Slowly she began to speak And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique. "My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away. But I know he wishes he could be, Since this is such a special day And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know. All about my daddy and how much he loves me so. He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike. He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite. We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone. "Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart" With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest. Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears. Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years. And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd. She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud. "I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star. And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far You see he was a fireman and died just this past year When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear. But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away." And then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day. And to her mother's amazement, she witnessed with surprise. A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes. Who knows what they saw before them, Who knows what they felt inside Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side. "I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out. And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed.. But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

i love the comments. please keep them up. i'll comment you back 

dustin michael jones, i love you a whole lots.  and i will until the day that i die. may 8, 2005--forever

comment ladies and gents

They call my jolly rancher OH cause I stay so hard you can suck it for a long time, OH MY GOD. <33 favorite part of that song no joke.

well i am happy with everything again. me and mr. Jones are getting alot alot alot better, thank God. and me and my madre are p  i  m  p  s, for sure.  && all my friends are talkin to me again. <33

bee jeallousss nick-uhh

so comments aren't doin too hot these days..

                                                        make it up to me.... pweese!

Ooooh and a little song for you ---

hangggin out
down the street
the same old thing
we did last week
not a thing to do
but talk to you
WE'RE ALL ALRIGHT
WE'RE ALL ALRIGHT
                       ---- That 70's Show 8-)

lovin them hippie days