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| how to save a lifeso i wrote this. normally i'm okay with you taking quotes, and not giving me credit. but this means a lot to mean, and it was hard to write. and i would love it and appreciate it a lot if you want to use it, but pleaseee give me credit! thank you soo much, and enjoy! lemme know what you think!!
have you ever listened to a song and throughout the entire thing, listening to the lyrics, all you think of is one person? and its seems as if it was written for you, and that one guy... like the story of your life, in a song? and then you think back at all the memories with them, and you realize... you had it. you had everything you ever wanted. everything you could've have ever dreamed of having. so why didn't you realize it? were you love blind? were you scared of feeling that way for someone? were you unsure if they felt the same way back? and now that its over, you'd do anything to get it back. and you wonder if they miss you too. and you think they do, until you see them... laughing, smiling, with another girl. and then, you're convinced... they've moved on. so why haven't you? did they ever really care at all? when just a few months before they had told you "i'm not gunna leave you" and "we'll get through this together"? did they truly mean that? what changed? what went wrong? how can feelings like that fade? or maybe. maybe they do still love you. maybe they're scared too. maybe they scared of falling in love, and having to say goodbye. but really, they're missing out. on everything. and then they're gunna leave... with issues unresolved, and feelings still there. and worst of all, the feeling of not knowing. not knowing what could've happened, where the relationship would lead, what true love really is. so you think, what if it's meant to be? what if you two were never really as perfect together as people said you were? as you felt you were? what if it was just meant to be one page, in one chapter, of your entire life. something like a learning experience, and nothing more. a beginning, and an end. no second chance, no "lets try this again". hell, for all i know, maybe it was never love. but what if it was..? what if it was love, and you were too scared to admit it? and you lost that one chance you had. that one chance you had to fall madly in love with an amazing guy. that one chance to feel as if you were floating on clouds, your head in the heavens. then maybe, maybe you deserved it. maybe you deserved to lose it. i mean, if you don't know what you have, maybe you never should. maybe you need to start realizing what you have... before you lose it. maybe it's all about appreciating the little things and making them count. but then again. maybe it's fate. maybe you weren't supposed to realize what you had, so when you lost it, you'd learn from it. and you'd learn to appreciate it. maybe it would lead you to bigger, better, greater things. but what's greater than love? nothing, really. we used to tell eachother "i love you" all the time, in a friendly sort of way, until one day you told me "maybe we should stop saying that". when i asked you why, you said "because then when we really do love eachother, it won't mean as much..." well, i just wanted to you to know that i meant it all along. i love you. [laura - march 2006] | | |
| sorry it's been sooo long, i've been really busy. and my computer.. is dead, for good. so the updates won't come as often as they did before. thanks for everything! there's always myspace if you need me!
you were *the best* i'd ever had
if i hadn't >>blown<< this whole thing
years ago... i might not be alone
tomorrow we can drive around this
town & let the cops chase us around
the past is gone but something might
be found to take it's place...
|| h e y . j e a l o u s y ||
we were all in <3 love
and //we all got hurt//
i see the city *sparkle*
like the stars and right
now i wish i was there
>>to be with you<< and to
redo everything. maybe
watch another movie,
or ||kiss|| you one more
time. see that look you
//always gave me// make
you smile just -> one
more time <3
life offers you ||a thousand chances||
all you have to do... is take [one]
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| still down, but another short update.
so *cherish*
->these days
enjoy every
breath like
it `will` be
the .l a s t.
of your life
[come winter - daphne loves derby]
out of the ||doubt|| that fills your mind
you finally find that //you & i collide//
i found i'm
>>scared<<
to know i'm
a l w a y s
on your mind
[collide - howie day]
this might just be
a ||waste of time||
there's no one i'd
rather `waste` my
time with than all
>>my best friends<<
[the world's not waiting (for five tired boys and a broken down van) - fall out boy] | | |
| ha guess what? computer is STILL down. i dont even know. BUT i have a few more short ones, just lyrics from songs! soo. enjoy! and... you can always get on myspace, of course!
joke me something >>awful<<
just like *kisses* on the
--> necks of `best friends`
[i've got a dark alley & a bad idea that says you should shut your mouth - fall out boy]
i'm taking a chance,
this -> could be
[d i f f e r e n t]
this could be all
i'm *waiting for*
[different - acceptance]
i'm the kind of kid that
can't let *anything* go
but you wouldn't know
a `good thing` if it came
up & //slit your throat//
[my heart is the worst kind of weapon - fall out boy]
i said `i loved you`
but... i >>l i e d<<
[tell that mick he just made my list of things to do today - fall out boy]
and maybe i'm not
||ready for this||
& you .k n o w. it
maybe i'm --> too
*scared* to tell
you what i'm really
[t h i n k i n g]
[a beautiful mistake - the ataris] | | |
| asldkfja;lsdfj I HATE GUYS.
k so my computer is STILL down but i do have some quotes from songs, that are wonderful =] thanks guys! if you need to talk to me... message me!
cause i'm in <3 love
with what i've found
so give me one
||more chance||
i'll take this
`one more shot`
i'll make this
--> one more
feeling i can't
get from anyone
[b u t . y o u]
& you watch me >>fall<< like
`new york` in an earthquake
love doesn't hurt
so i know i'm not
*falling in love*
i'm .just. falling
to [p i e c e s]
and the way i'm feeling lately...
'do you wanna --> run away *together*?'
i would say it was your ||best|| line
//ever// too bad i >> f e l l << for it | | |
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