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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 23:13:49 GMT

new xanga!!
it is... i__vomitcandy
.. please subscribe or i will to you..
i got a new one because this one is all gayness and i have so many people subsribed that i don't even talk to... and i am too lazy to delete them all and it sucks!! SO ADD ME.

i__vomitcandy

i'm tugging at my hair
i'm pulling at my clothes
i'm trying to keep my cool..
i know it shows
i'm staring at my feet
my cheeks are turning red
i'm searching for the words inside my head
i'm feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect
cause i know you're worth it...you're so worth it

Monday, July 25, 2005

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 17:08:03 GMT

what was your first thought when you met me?

edit ;; monday... 406 pm
dannnggittt i didn't want to sit on my ass all day!! oh well..
i took a few pics... i like them.

here i go ; scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one.

¢¾ I come from a world where liquid acid and gumdrops rain down onto fields full of black flowers and tie dye mushrooms. People wear their hats upside down while walking on the sky and floating towards the ground. Their houses are made entirely of kandi kanes and human bones. They grin like the cheschire cat and ride unicycles across the orange clouds. The purple sun is only out for an hour a day. There are no rainbows in my world--only moonbows. The moon produces glowsticks and distrubutes them freely. Children eat pixie stix for breakfast. The only reason people would cry is because they dropped their ice cream cone in the vortex of space; their sugar-water tears fall into the ocean and onto the rainforest. Faeries drink the sugar-water and make beanstalks rise from the earth for gnomes to climb. Trees bleed strawberry jam. If a visitor were to eat the fruit growing from one of these trees, they would be trapped here forever. Music can be heard, seen, touched, smelled, and tasted. No one grows old in my world. They do not own any clocks and know nothing of time. Everyone is in ignorant bliss. They are not evil--they are demented. They will give you a kiss and then stab you in the back. To them, their world is perfect.;

Everything here is eatable. I'm eatable, but that my children is called cannibalism and it is frowned upon in most societies.

yum<3

monday night;;

so pretty!!

people who think that the scene should "fucking die" is just a fallower of the newest scene trend.

my eyes.. so pretty

alex.. really you are such a sweet guy. i fucking love you

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 17:21:36 GMT

so friday night i went to the mall with amber ashley and ashley's brother.. it was lots of fun.. i say LAURYN!! and jared.. i was hoping to see kyle.. i jumped on jared's back like a miget.. and some gay security guard made me get off!! how gay .. uhhmm i was so fucking hyper though.. wow unbelievable.. i cam outa my shell around ashley!! teehe.. ooie aver gets home in... two days!! then i will go see her.. and alex gets home in 7!!!!!! it's been soooo fucking long omg.

of course..

WE ARE NOT I REPEAT.. WE ARE NOT MOLESTERS.

pimpshits.

uuhhm she likes the outdoors?

peek a boooo

IT'S FUCKING MICHAEL JACKSON..!! that is that girl in the pussycat dolls.. in that music video... wow i was terrified..

i love her!!

anndd.. of course.. videos..
http://www.putfile.com/media.php?n=Picture-05048
http://www.putfile.com/media.php?n=Picture-06438
http://www.putfile.com/media.php?n=Picture-06542
http://www.putfile.com/media.php?n=Picture-06884
http://www.putfile.com/media.php?n=Picture-07138
http://www.putfile.com/media.php?n=Picture-07260

teehee.

________________________
BOLD WHAT IS TRUE.

obviously.. my bolded is PINK.

1. Sometimes when I laugh I slap my knee & say, "That's a knee slapper"
2. I still listen to Hanson
3. N'syncs "This I Promise You" is my favorite song
4. My room is always clean
5. Easter is my favorite holiday
6. I love country music
7. I was born on Friday the 13th
8. I am really good at crossword puzzles
9. I never curse
10. Stephen King is my favorite author
11. I go to church every Sunday
12. I'm a health freak
13. When driven over railroad tracks I pick up my feet and make a wish
14. I hate Christmas
15. I NEVER get the recommended 8 hours of sleep
16. I hate my job
17. I'm still in high school
18. I'm related to someone famous.. josh from the florida marlins..
19. When I order a salad, I get my dressing on the side
20. I hate Britney Spears
21. I own a "Spear Britney" T-Shirt
22. Passions is my favorite show
23. I don't brush my teeth everyday
24. I'm not creative at all
25. I am very gullible
26. I never went to my senior prom because i'm not a senior yet, duhh
27. I watch reruns of Full House
28. I don't know who David Hasselhoff is
29. I hate coffee
30. I love raisins
31. I have 2 brothers and 1 sister
32. I always take pictures
33. I love my handwriting
34. My favorite color is black
35. I don't have a favorite color
36. Most of my time is spent playing video games
37. I have the Backstreet Boy's new cd "Never Gone"
38. If the computer breaks, I know how to fix it
39. My favorite actor is Mel Gibson
40. I'd pick Hillary Duff over Lindsay Lohan any day
41. I hate small dogs
42. Winter is my favorite season
43. I've never been drunk
44. I hate Punk music
45. "That's so Raven" is one of my favorite shows
46. Blue is my favorite color
47. I don't know what ROY G BIV stands for
48. I've had my heart broken
49. I have posters of the opposite sex all over my bedroom walls
50. I tell my parents "I love you" everyday
51. I love the smell of strawberry lip gloss
52. I don't know how to swim
53. Smores Poptarts are my favorite
54. I have never seen the movie Troop Beverly Hills
55. I am very easily distracted
56. I love the smell of nail polish
57. I always get sunburn & I never tan
58. I have very strong self control
59. My family gets along very well
60. I'm colorblind
61. The Used is one of my favorite bands
62. I run everyday.. use to
63. Brown hair & blue eyes is my favorite combo on the opposite sex
64. I've never been to a concert
65. I prefer cats over dogs
66. 24 is my favorite number
67. I think Jessica Simpson is gorgeous
68. I love my body
69. I own a Mercedes Benz
70. I already know what my future job will be
71. I've failed a class in school
72. Math was my favorite subject in school
73. I'd rather use pens then pencils
74. I have tried pot
75. I can chew over 2 packs of gum in a day
76. I prefer Milk Chocolate to Dark Chocolate
77. I don't believe in God.. but i'm confused okay
78. I'm a vegetarian
79. I don't have any tattoos well, not yet anyway
80. I don't have any piercings
81.Family Guy is one of my favorite shows
82. I'm finished with college
83. I have been or are married
84. I hate donuts
85. I've been hit on by someone older than 45
86. I always act my age
87. I haven't been in love yet
88. I'm happy Bush is our president
89. I don't believe gay marriage should be allowed
90. I have never dyed my hair
91. I have met someone famous
92. I can dance very well
93. If someone goes to hit me, I cower and try to protect my head with my hands
94. I think the O.C is the best show
95. I would get up at 7:00 every morning just to watch Saved by the Bell
96. I waited in line at midnight for a Harry Potter book
97. I have seen all of the Lord of the Rings movies & read the books
98. I have never seen Ferris Beuller's Day Off
99. I believe that Michael Jackson is guilty
100. I can do the moonwalk
101. I can curl my tongue
102. I fluently speak another language
103. I've been to another country
104. I'm a really good bowler
105. I know what Brucas or Naley means
106. I have gotten a reputation for being a slut or player
107. I consider myself to be boy or girl crazy
108. When I have pictures taken of myself, I usually like how they turn out
109. I consider myself to be very attractive
110. I hate the color pink
111. I still try to catch Fireflies
112. If there was an award for most days absent from school, I would have got it
113. I always got the best attendance awards back in the day
114. I was home schooled
115. I've never broken a bone
116. I have no idea who Doug Pickett is
117. Rocky horror is my favorite movie.. one of
118. Superman is the best
119. I don't take a shower everyday
120. i HaTe WhEn PeOpLe TyPe LiKe ThIs
121. hEy I tYpE LiKe ThAt
122. I am lactose and tolerant
123. I have had my tonsils taken out
124. I worry way too much
125. I hate New York
126. I have a six-pack
127. I have my own place
128. I never had Stuffed Crust Pizza
129. Black & White pictures are better than color ones
130. I once stepped on the gas when I meant to step on the brake
131. I make up words when I get angry
132. I'm an only child
133. I hate reading
134. Burger King is better than McDonalds
135. I know how to snowboard
136. I sing Christmas songs in the middle of summer
137. I don't drink soda
138. I don't know how to cook or do my own laundry
139. Hot Topic is my favorite store
140. I have brown eyes
141. When I first saw Titanic, I laughed when Leo died
142. The Gap is my favorite store
143. Summer is my favorite season
144. I'm not allergic to anything
145. I had or have glasses or contacts
146. I've been to a strip club
147. I have green eyes
148. I once when on a diet that lasted about an hour
149. Nirvana is my favorite band
150. I would eat a bunch of spiders for a million dollars

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 00:59:21 GMT

URR how come when i make a playlist.. it doesnt work!?!? grr.

hmm.. my weekend teehee

http://www.putfile.com/media.php?n=Picture-02398
http://www.putfile.com/media.php?n=Picture-02291
^clickie clickie =) it's of us.. umm being gay..

ambers a neerrrd.

doll face killlaaaaaaaa

heheSUP.

"jim bean yoga toga cigarettes your so LA
Arm candy sugar daddy fashionable i'm so LA
Fur is the new black and black is the new gray i'm so LA
My sunglasses match the cocaine tray i'm so LA
i know someone who knows someone who knows Angeline
She knows someone who knows someone who knows me"

taking care of a one year old... awe look THEIR MATCHING.

<33

Useless Facts

These are juss some useless facts for you to enjoy. I'm not sure if they are all true.

1. Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there.
2. Dentists have recommended that a toothbrush be kept at least 6 feet away from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the flush.
3. The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as substitute for blood plasma.
4. No piece of paper can be folded in half more than 7 times.
5. Donkeys kill more people anually than plane crashes.
6. You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television.
7. Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty years of age or older.
8. The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum.
9. Barbie's full name is Barbara Millicent Roberts.
10. The king of hearts is the only king without a mustache.
11. A boeing 747s wingspan is longer than the Wright brother's first flight.
12. American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating 1 olive from each salad served in first-class.
13. Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise.
14. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.
15. The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.
16. The frist owner of the Marlboro Company died of lung cancer.
17. Marilyn Monroe had six toes.
18. All US Presidents have worn glasses. Some just didn't like being seen wearing them in public.
19. Pearls melt in vinegar.
20. 35% of the people who use personal ads for dating are already married.
21. The three most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, Budweiser..in order.
22. It is possible to lead a cow upstairs..but not downstairs.
23. A duck's quack doesn't echo and no one knows why.
24. The reason firehouses have circular stairways is from the days when engines were pulled by horses. The horses were stabled on the ground floor and figured out how to walk up straight starcases. and the best for last.....
25. Turtles can breathe through their butts.

http://mythophilia.net/

HAPPY EIGHT MONTHS TO ALEX

AND ME!!

edit ;; THURSDAY. eee ^o^

MY BLUE EYES CAN HYP-MO-TIZE

TEE HEE.. my friends!!!

damn brandi rocks it hardcore

oooohhh noooo PURPLE

GRASS!!

those are my motherr fucking prized possesions!! <3

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 01:02:30 GMT

EDIT;;
hhahaha.

___________________________________________

okay so i'll go ahead and say it... i miss my 8th grade year like crazy.. damn.

blahblahblah.. you warned me. i don't care.

i'll say it now but i wanted it to end so bad then... isn't that how it always goes though?

so won't   you hold me   closer
just    one     more           minute
until       the    executions     over?
just             one   more     minute
won't    you   behead        another
c'mon     we're                 waiting
won't you shock and entertain us?

www.myspace.com/COSMICxCANDYx

http://www.putfile.com/media.php?n=Picture-0173970

^^^ go there!! it's me "dancing".. you have to turn it up pretty loud to hear what meagan is saying to me.. =).

_________________________

SCENEISDEAD.
Scene is now to us what the abercrombie prep gimmick was of your middle/high school days.
Scene is about your hair cut, color, and the tightness of your pants.
We all try to out-vegan each other, split over whos more "edge" and the obscurity of your tastes in band is the new status symbol.
This is superficiality at its worst.
At least the sorority morons with their dyed blonde hair and matching tattoos realize that they are conforming, rather than what this emo/indie/hxc bullshit has become with "fuck conformity, we're individual artists."
Scenesters, you are the most UN-ORIGINAL pieces of shit I have ever seen in my life.
You fall in love based on the fit of a boys tight black shirt or deep dyed blue jeans, or the piercings on a girls face or how much eyeliner she can cake underneath her fake as shed hate to admit eyes.
What about substance?
What about whats deep inside a persons mind?
What about peoples passions?
What about loyalty?
Compassion?
Humor?
What about things other than conforming to the mainstream. Emo is now mainstream. Alternative is no longer the alternative. You are what they called "prep" in 1998.
One by one you all fall in line to get your homemade haircuts and ink-black dye, just so you can attract someone else with as little depth.
Well, youre an idiot.

....aw

i think i'll put some old pics like brandi..

aw.
ASS HAIR.

<333

okay okay enough.. OKAY I FUCKING MISS ALEX!!! FUCK AND AMBER.

i forgot how much i like the postal service..

damn i want those so bad.
buy them for me?

ahh the oldness!! i soo lost my glasses. =(

Monday, July 11, 2005

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 15:37:25 GMT

http://www.carrielynnesworld.com/

hm.

BIANKA SENT ME A PICTURE OF MY OWN ASS!!

i'm a goofy goober. yeah!
you're a goofy goober, yeah!

&erin.

hehe i love copying and pasting shiet =).

Bold the things that make you smile;;NATURAL HiGHS.
01. Falling in love.
02. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
03. A hot shower.
04. Having someone play with your hair.
05. A special glance.
06. Getting mail.
07. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
08. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
09. Lying in bed listening to the birds outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake.
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15. The beach.
16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. A huge sale at your favorite store.
19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke.
24. Friends.
25. Making other people laugh.
26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
27. Your first kiss with that special someone.
28. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
29. Competing with your friend and beating your friend.
30. No lines at the supermarket.
31. Sweet dreams.
32. Hot chocolate.
33. Road trips with friends.
34. Swinging on swings.
35. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
36. Making chocolate chip cookies.
37. Having your friends send you home-made cookies.
38. Holding hands with someone you care about.
39. Running into an old friend.
40. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
41. Watching the sunrise/sunset.
42. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.
43. Knowing that somebody misses you.
44. Getting a hug from someone that cares about you deeply.
45. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.

tis raining and lightning… damnit. i wanted to go to the park later with brandi… hm

... maybe later this will come...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 00:28:46 GMT

i love haircuts.

and you.

I just wish I could replace all the memories
Of what makes my blood run cold

edit ;;;

hm.. look alike ?

we saw this.

and the popped at me.. ouch?

i danced.

look at my toe-sies down thurr.

mhm.

FINALLY ___

aww they have like the same eyes.

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haha randomness.

Friday, July 01, 2005

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 00:48:19 GMT

hehe brandi's aunt gave a free haircut. sooo awesome.

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i though i'd share some old pics..
****

SONNY MOORE. i want more more more

__________________________________________
i love to look at old photos of my grandma's.. 40's/50's.
the coloring and texture is differnt for some reason.. and i like it.

i love being on this natural high.

i like simple things.. someone to pick flowers for me.. making a bracelet for me.. DANCING IN MY UNDERWEAR at 5am. SUGAR HIGHS.
<3summer.

that is about the only pic you will ever see of me and my dad.

--- i love to cut.. bleach.. and color my clothes..
i like to spraypaint things//
I LOVE FINGERLESS GLOVES.

i love the feeling and the though of having found good, true friends.

i like when people hate me for no reason.. it really is funny..

... that was a pretty pointless entry but i'm so bored.

please check out my other xanga... it has alot better photos
www.xanga.com/COSMICxCANDYx

The harsh reality is that… I cannot stay 14 forever.

i love conor oberst's voice.

AND LIKE OMFGZZZ i don't even
know who Conor
Oberst is OR Sonny Moore.
and yet i still talk about
them in my xanga. FUCK YOU ;;
you dumb 11 year old whore.
AND SERIOUSLY... what does my xanga
looking like this have to do
with like good charlotte.
but i'm sorry i don't like them
I'M NO BITCH ASS POSER.
suck my penis.

That’d be ava ______ she’s a baddassssssss.

4 DOLLLAAA. HOLLA.
hehe yeahh those were fucking cheap and
their awesommmee.