okaayy well i haven't written in this thing for a while. well im not going to school today because i gotta take a placement test for KEAN UNIVERSITY @ 11:30. i thought it was a 10 so i woke up early & read the letter thing and it said 11:30 lol so here i am. ohhh that reminds me, here are the schools i applied to haha theres like a MILLION of them lol.
University Of Massachusetts (Lowell) - rejected.
University Of The Sciences In Philadelphia - rejected.
PennState University - accepted. 
The Richard Stockton College Of NJ - rejected. 
Temple University - rejected.
Kean University - accepted.
CUNY (Hunter College) - accepted.
Saint Joseph's University - rejected.
Scranton Universtiy - wait listed.
LaSalle University - accepted.
Long Island University - ?
Northeastern University - ?
Montclair State University - ?
Seton Hall University - ?
Drexel University - ?
St. John's University - ?
wow! i didn't realize i applied to soo many schools. i don't really have a school that i REALLY wanted to go to so it's just whatever for me. OH! wait, actually i reallyyy wanted to go to Stockton but uhmm since i didn't get accepted, they can go suck it haha. i really wanted to apply to rutgers but i didnt have the chance to finish my essay and send it in on time and what not  but ehh.. maybe i'll transfer there next year or something.
this whole college thing is stressing me out BIG time. i mean seriously it's not supposed to be like this. my parents are like ON my back about what school im going to and they're like STRESSING for me to stay in jersey close enough to home so i wouldn't have to dorm.
i REALLY cannot stand this house. i HAVE to dorm where ever i end up going to school. it's like not even a question to me. i'd really pay for my whole dorming and meal plans by myself if i have to. ahhh!! i just can not stand my parents anymore! they're always on my back, seriously. i would also LOVE the freedom that goes along with the whole dorming  .
errr.. okayy well enough about college. my prom is just around the corner (may25) and i have not date, dress, or afterparty to go to. LOL well, my one group of friends have no freakin CLUE what the hell they're doing and neither does the other group. aaaand we were supposed to go down the shore for that weekend.... BUT we cannot find a house (unless i haven't heard anything yet?).
aaaand i was talking to my parents (aka my dad) and i was telling him about how me and my friends are going down the shore for that prom weekend or whatever and he got sooo mad, he was like you're not going blah blah blah.. and nobody does that and all this other crap that i wasn't paying attention to. OH! and i told him that im paying for it myself and hes like "yeah right, you have no money and you think that money's yours?" errrr he makes me soooooooo freakin mad like ALL the time. i hate it. but yeah, anyways. i have like some ideas for what to do after prom but idk though.
now for my date? haha yeahhhh i have a few people in mind. but i just gotta chill with them more and stufff ya know, so it wont get awkward or whatever hahaha. but yeah my date canidates are CUTE & CAN DANCE, ohhhh & SINGLE cuz i don't want no baby-momma-drama hahah (my 3 MAJOR qualifications!  ) but if anyone else has any other canidates in mind, by all means tell me! hahah.
now my dress? yeah, i haven't even gone dress hunting yet. i just know what color i want and kinda the style of the dress. but i havent gone around to look for one haha. i've looked some up online though if that counts haha.
oookayyyyy, well i think thats a good update on me for you guys :)
PS. someone tell me how to put that module thing back to the left side :( | 
THiS GiRL
