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Name: Karen
Country: United States
State: Georgia
Birthday: 4/23/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: i'm trying so hard to lose weight.. & i don't care what i have to do to lose it. music wise--dashboard confessional, taking back sunday, story of the year, green day, something corporate, yellowcard, usher, lil john, ludacris, britney spears, jessica/ashlee simpson, tim mcgraw, keith urban,--i love jus about anything* i love being at the beach, but i hAtE being in a bathing suit. my friends are awesome & i luckily have a lot that care about me. boys suck.. but i couldn't live without them* my self image is everything to me.. and even my closest friends don't know my secret. i know it's hurting me, but i don't know what else i can do to lose weight.
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12/30/2004
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| hey girls! wow, it has been a long time, and alot has happened!
the past few months, i've struggled with my weight & it has really hurt my self confidence and damaged some of the relationships i've had with my friends and family. i've recovered from it all though and although i'm still conscious of my weight, i'm losing it in a healthier way now.
i've started the atkins diet.. the low carb diet. and although it is kinda hard to limit yourself from bread, potatoes, and pretty much everything but cheese and meat, i'm losing weight. :]
i've lost 8 lb's in the last 2 weeks.. which is more than i ever lost in 2 weeks while i suffered from my eating disorder. i'm actually excited about summer now rather than dreading bathing suit weather (i'm still a little worried tho..)
so for those of you who still would like to give me encouragment to help me with my new diet plan, feel free to do so. this will become my log for what i eat daily and how many carbs i've eaten and how much weight i've lost. i'm only allowed to have 20 carbs a day, and today i've had:
--chicken w/low carb sauce: around 3
--brocolli: 2 carbs
--2 sticks of string cheese: 1.5 in each
--jello with whipped cream: 1 to 2
equals: around 9 to 10
still gotta have dinner tho; hopefully i'll end the day with 14 or so.
thanks for all of the support and comments over the past few months! it means alot to me and i hope that ya'll will continue to comment and support me with this new diet.
stay strong girls! | | |
| i don't think it's possible for me to hate life anymore than i do right now. i hate all my classes, and all the people in them. i got called a fat whore yesterday, so i've eaten nothing since then. i have body sculpting at school now tho, which i am really excited about. now maybe i can lose weight & tone.. which is what i really want more than anything.
on the plus side tho, i have lost 5lb's..so i have reached my first goal: 140. i'm still a cow, but every pound lost is one pound closer to getting to 125. well i hope everyone else's life doesn't suck.. stay strong girls! | | |
| wow.. you girls are amazing! thank u so much for all the sweet comments!
well yesterday was incredibly gay.. i ended up eating like 5 pieces of chocolate cuz i was depressed..which sucks. but i thought it was all gona be okay because i was going dancing in a club later that night. & i went and everything, but who else would be there but ryan and his girlfriend.. i swear ya'll. i don't know how to get away from him. so that whole time i was so depressed.. i tried to act like i was having fun when i was around him cuz i didn't want him to see that they were bothering me, but it really did.
so after that we ended up going to mcdonalds & that SUCKED.. i told my friends i didn't want anything, but they ended up buying me a hot fudge sundae & made me eat it.. they said it would make me feel better.. when in all reality it made me feel worse than i was already feeling.  i think they are all starting to figure out what's going on with me tho.. so i ate it, & when i got home i tried to throw it up but it didn't work. ugh.. i don't know, i jus feel SO huge right now.. so today i have eaten nothing & i don't plan on it.
i'm worried about school starting tho.. i don't know how i'm gona not eat lunch everyday & my friends not notice.. so if anyone has any tips on that, plase feel free to comment.
again, thanks so much for all the support girls! stay strong! <33 Karen | | |
| happy new year girls!!
MY GOAlS fOR 2005:
-to make it to my fourth goal: 125
-tone my stomach and thighs
-look good in a bathing suit by summer for ONCE
-fight my cravings better
-exercise more
MY CURRENT StAtS:
weight: 145.. groosss
height: 5'7
goal 1: 140
goal 2: 135
goal 3: 130
goal 4: 125
egh..i have a lot of work to do.
o..and jus to let everyone know.. i saw ryan, my ex-boyfriend, with his new skinny gorgeous girlfriend last night.. that was some major thinspiration for me right there.. especially since i still like him a lot..
anyways, hope everyone had a good new years! it's a new year & a fresh start.. stay strong girls! | | |
| here is my new site :) hope you all enjoy.. i fugured i better change my site name from xO_sexygal_xO to this.. cuz i am deffinetley NOT a sexy gal. i may have thought i was once when i was with ryan, but things have changed drastically.
intake today:
orange= idk but its a negative calorie food :)
chicken sandwhich=100
tea=5
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105-115 cals:) but the day isn't over.
i'm gona go run & do some pilates.. leave a comment please! | | |
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