hey dann,

so you and sam broke up... i hope she aint get too sad... well... sorry bout dat iono why yu did it cuz i kno dat sam prolly a nicer gurl den me... since you kno accordin to you... "all jersey gurls are hoes". oh yea. tas why my friends and i are ALL ViRGiNS! iss okay tho. iono der are sum ruff towns full of chicken heads but not da 609.... iono where yu got dat from. but yea jes wanted to giv yu mah condolences. dorian and i is still happy as hell yu kno... haha.. but yea i jes wanted to thank you for making me realistic. okay. yea cuz before i guess i thot dat we would always be der fa eachother but obviously it didnt work. so now i realize dat things dont always work out the way you want them too.. lately family shat been goin down too so iono im not too happy most of the time and kinna wishin i could jes fall asleep and not wake up nah mean... iono i jes am kinna tired of da shat... and iono ... life jes losin meaning!! yea and sorry if i cant speak tagalog hun but maybe iss cuz aint nobody ever bother teachin me and you shouldn't talk cuz yea you can speak wif an accent but yea WHO FORGOT DEY OWN LANGUAGE? dann gevana did! haha! cuz i ask yu how to say stuff and you aint remember. der. so you actually been learned it and forgot. so der yu go . you not a super kid. oh yea. and i wonder wy YOU are callin mah boy ugly? huh? why should you talk bout pplz like dat HUH? besides i dont think he ugly and plus da boy kno how to work it be respectful and all dat jazz... yea. all i got to say

ADi0S !!!!!!

--mrz cornejo

hey dann long time no talk right.. hmm

so i guess it really is over now.. well at least sam n dann sounds betta den lena n dann right? cuz yall rhymin.. hmm.. tas good.. i jes wanted to say congratulations cuz dann i am happy for you because i kno dat i made yu sad a lot.. and so if she makes you happy den dats what i want from you cuz im thru wif bein angry and all dat.. i`m jes chill yu kno i wanna jes live now.. i mean da drama keeps comin.. but nothin dat you`d care to hear bout right? lol.. iono hope you and sam do great and good luck (no sarcasm i promise) . i jes wish dat we could still be friends dann i kno dats not what you want so i guess i`m out of luck yet again.. you probably will never read this either will you. huh.. welllll.. i`m sorry agen for everything dat happened all da drama and yelling and crying and i`m sorry for being immature at times petty and all dat. and for jes not being what you wanted from me. and i hope dat you won`t hate me forever. because thats really not what i want. because i still trust you as someone to really talk to and i would say more too but that would be shady sounding considering sam ..nah mean.. cuz i dont want a relationship wif you (i think dats what you want to hear, right?) spechully since you all tied up. but i jes wanted to let you know that i`m sorry. and i hope you forgive me...

sincerely NO JOKE

lena

babii i cant stop crying...

ur fone is always busy. and ur mom`s cellphone is disconnect.. and i cant get a hold of you and i need you babii i miss you so much why is ur fone busy babii?????

babii it's been busy for hours i even watched a movie and its still busy babii plz call me i need you so bad babii i miss you and i need ur voice babii i`m gonna go insane if i dont hear it soon babii please

i love you so much and i`m still so sorry for everything i need to talk to you

LENA

im sad still.. iono i`m confused. and worried. and scared. and angry. sheeeit... the emotions is gon kill me yo! today i did a lie.. i told vic that i was lauren. and he was nice to me when i was lauren. funny how that is. but then you were at serra. hopefully not gettin` in trouble. i love you babii.. and...

thankyou so much for last night..  p r e t e n d i n g  with me.. because i needed that, you kno? ay nako.. babii ...wy cant i jes beexperienced. i love you and i hate how all my mistakes hurt you.. and me. and i`m realy  R E A L Y  pissed at wayne. because he STILL WONT LEAVE ME ALONE. and is really starting to piss me off.  here what he says:

((these are texts bak and forth aiite?))

WAYNE: lena

LENA: wayne.

WAYNE: whats good

LENA: nm.. chillin thinkin bout memories bout yu?

WAYNE: i think about you always

[[**lena refuses to respond to that, so wayne has to go again.]]

WAYNE:  why you love dann so much? what do he have that i dont? cause i really miss you.

[[**lena doesn't miss wayne so she has nothing to say. again. ]]

WAYNE: You feel what i'm saying?

LENA: when you find someone who you really love den u will understand why i cant jes leave him.  iss more den jes a regular relationship

[[**it`s been an hour and a half and wayne didn`t respond. lena thinks she pissed him off. and now hopefuly he will leave her alone. ]]

SHiT HE iS REALLY PiSSiNG ME 0FF BABii!

i love you, okay?

yourLENA

it`s been mad long since i been up in dhis, huh, babii..

i`m lonely.. not calling yu is so hard! i feel like a baby, helpless as fuck. shit dann its hard not talking to you! cuz spechully on tha weekends you are sucha big part of my day. do you miss me? do you care bout me? are you pissed at me? are you sad? are you angry? are you talking shit bout me now? does tricia know shit bout what happened? are you gon tell it to the bitch? if you really miss me jes know that i miss you too.. and its hard not talking to you.. i do care bout you... and it scares me to keep worrying that you are going to do something harmfull to yourself now that we are not together. i know that my opinions dont have to matter to you anymore. so don't come talkin bout how my opinions dont matter. i alreddy know. but this be mah xanga shit and imma say whatever tha fuck i want. im not gon be letting you control me. you shouldn't fight sam. because he is not a good person. and he is not gon fight fairly, as you alredy know. he's bringing 4 other guys how do you kno hes not gon bring a weapon too? how do you really know how much of a dumbass he really is? he might bring weapons, dann. and he might try to serioulsy hurt you. if you don't care anyomre about how much that would hurt me, than at least think bout how much it would hurt kayla, your mom, your dad, and lauren. plus a bunch of other ppl who do care bout you, like eric and jinelle and angela. you might deny it but they do care about you. or else they wouldnt tell you stuff like to get over me and stuff like that. they dont like seeing you hurt either. no matter what i do care about you, babii boy, and i love you.

LOVE,

LENA