I've realized I have a tendency to only photograph the pretty things or scenes that I find attractive. It's not that I don't or can't see things that are ugly, but I think that a part of me figures that with all the horrors in the world, if I'm in charge I may as well bring a little extra beauty with me.
Seems only fair, really.
But there's a definite resistance toward things that are considered too pretty. I'm not exactly sure if this mentality is driven by a desire for realism, or driven by a personal rejection of the status quo, and the idea that things should be arranged sharply, groomed neatly, etc. But it's certainly there, and with photographers you'll generally find that people focus heavily on one over the other, based on their personality.
This brings me to cats. I love cats, and Okayama is just filled with them. But they're all strays, and from the look of things have led pretty rough lives. Missing eyes, missing tails, patchy fur, scratchy voices that turn meows into more of a strangled howl. The stray cats around Okayama are unquestionably ugly. They just aren't pretty to look at. But the way they move, or close their eyes at you before rolling around on the ground, the things they do are undeniably cat-like, and by extension, they are somehow both ugly and irresistably adorable at the same time. I often find myself simultaneously reeling in terror and overcome with the urge to pick them all up and take them home with me.

Example: You may think this cat just got caught at a bad moment biting at something in his paw. This is true, but the cats around here also have this aura of slightly deranged toughness that you generally find in people from militias of third world countries. I'm not kidding either, humans are animals too, and we tend to respond to our environments in similar ways. Have you noticed stray dogs tend to be meaner and more aggressive than the little spoiled ones that walk around in Paris Hilton's purse all day? Sure the little dogs yap a lot but we all know they're actually puny, stupid and worthless, much like rich women in the OC. Yes I said it. And yes it's true.

Then there's this guy. You may think I caught him in a bad moment as well, but no, his right eye is actually permanently disfigured as a result of a fight or some infection. As a result the left eye is consistently open wider than the right, resulting in a 24/7 "wtf" face. I later noticed his penis was flapping about freely too. Being around mostly spayed and neutered animals, sometimes I forget what everyone's supposed to look like naturally. Anyone ever get a homeless guy waving his exposed nether region about while yelling something at you? This guy was the feline version of that.
And then there's this guy. No, he's not dead. But he certainly looks like he might be. I dunno what this guy has been through in his life, but he's bound to have seen it all. It cats lived that long I'd take a wager on him being a World War II vet. As I was taking his picture, I couldn't help but think he bore striking resemblance to another road weary soldier from my youth.

Yup, I'm pretty sure that's what Kup would look like if he was turned into a cat.
I noticed all the cats around here sit with their paws turned sideways and in in front of them. I have never seen this in America, in strays or otherwise, so I'm wondering if it's a distinctly Japanese thing. Also, no matter how much you try, (or even if you're holding food for them!) Japanese strays will NOT come up to you and let you pet them. I go and see these guys almost every single day, and not once have I ever gotten close enough to pet one. I could make all sorts of parallels to Japanese people and society here, but in all seriousness I think there really is something to it. Americans are friendlier and more likely to pet strays on the street. These cats probably wonder why the fuck I won't leave them alone. In the end I find humans aren't that different from all the other animals on the planet at all.