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What a Day

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 22:05:55 GMT

This morning my white rat, Chewbaca, died. I came into my room and she was dead and another rat of mine, Bacon was eating her.. So I didnt really feel good this morning. There was also some creepy huge birds hanging out in the back yard.

School was school.. but I didnt know if I should be happy or really sad. Jason told me he is moving to Texas this summer... and then he finally kisses me.. WTF

So Im not sure what mood Im in. To end the day, I got to walk 3 miles home. great

Explosions

Fri, 04 Apr 2008 21:10:13 GMT

I didn't sleep in my room last night because the roof was leaking again. So there was an annoying dripping noise from the bucket. So I go into my room in the morning to dress, and I turn on my light. About two minutes later, my lightbulb explodes. Like actually breaks into peices. Dont worry, everyone is allright, it made me jump though haha.

School was boring. It was senior skip day, so I had two really empty classes. In gym I actually wore shorts. I felt a tad awkward.

I thought today would be the day I would kiss my boyfriend.. but it was not. I think it was my fault really. He gave me the look like he was going to, and I of course.. walked away. I feel like a loser. Oh well.. maybe one day soon. These kinds of things make me nervous, since im not a whore and all.

Tonight Im going to my dad's for the weekend, so I wont be updating this till Sunday evening. But there might be a lot to talk about. I have no idea.

Sick

Fri, 04 Apr 2008 04:15:40 GMT

Today I didn't go to school. I was sick. I slept a lot. I played some Paper Mario. I drank some coke. Had a new brand of pizza which wasnt as good as the old stuff Im used to. I shaved my legs. Thats really about it.. haha. Ill be back in school tomorrow, even if it is senior skip day. Im the rebel that goes to school. RAWR

The Date

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 00:42:20 GMT

School was interesting. Just a normal day really, the only thing not so normal was that I was nervous out of my mind. So was my friend, so we were both a tad jittery. I had a date after school, my first real date actualy, and my friend Amanda had a friend who may be going to jail.

Amanda's friend isn't in jail yet but he has to get a lawyer, so we shall see what happens. He robbed a liquor store. But he seems quite dear to her.

My date went actually well. I was nervous about it. We saw that army guy movie. It was a pretty great movie but the ending sucked ass. I was tempted the whole time to kiss him.. but I just couldn't do it. There was a perfect moment, and I passed it up. A part of me inside says thats the guy's job to go for the first move, but we are both quite shy. This is like middle school stuff haha.

Maybe next time...

Chocolate Milk

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 22:11:30 GMT

Today was more boring that yesterday. Weight training class was a pain. We run on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I really dont like to run. We ran around the hall for 7 minutes, did like 10 sprints, and some ab workouts. I was too exhausted to do abs so I pretty much napped on the floor. I need to get in better shape. I just want to look good in a bathing suit. My body is impossible. I have a gut going on, that im trying to get rid of, big hips and no boobs. Most 5th grade girls wear a bigger bra than I do :( Its pathetic.

My good friend Amanda, who usually gives me a ride to and from school, got sick after gym. She looked really bad and went home. I hope she's ok.

Psychology class sucked today. We had a teacher in training come in to teach. I hate teachers in training trying to teach an A.P. class. The powerpoint she made had tons of spelling errors and she didn't give us enough time to take the notes. Then after the powerpoint and having 3 pages of half written notes, she just gave us a packet of what she went over, so we really didn't have to take notes after all. Im sure this will make for a fun discussion tomorrow with the real teacher. Hurray for lessons on Anxiety.

Since my friend had to go home, I got to walk home today. Its not too bad. Sure its 3 miles, but its a good workout since I usually sit on my bum all day. I first stopped at Mcdonalds with my friend Tyler. I only had a chicken sandwitch because Im poor like that. We then were leaving and he stopped mid sentence about something and the ghetto chick ordering something from the drive thru was like "Lemme get some chocolate milk" We burst out laughing. That sadly is the highlight of my day.

Well Im home and sore now. My computer is really ticking me off. Ill be in the middle of typing than a random pop up for "Blank Page" comes and pesters me. If its not advertising anything, why do they have to bug me? The creator of pop ups deserves a giant kick in the balls/cootch.

Back to School

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 21:39:56 GMT

Today was my day back after break. And my second day in a row typing in here. This is special haha.. not really. I doubt anyone reads these things unless they are real epic.

School was pretty boring, but it was nice to see everyone again and hear of their amazing spring break adventures. I wish I had an awesome spring break adventure. Oh well. Ive never really been anywhere neat or done anything cool. All my friends ended up in a neat place like California, or they went partying and got real drunk. Teens these days.. Maybe one day when I have money, Ill go somewhere neat. I always wanted to visit Alaska. I want to see a walrus. That would be pretty rad.

I got to see my boyfriend today, but something inside me says he really isn't too fond of me. Im not sure why. Maybe Im gross or something. We talked today for like 30 seconds. Its been like 3 weeks of "Hey, Ok" But golly we totaly hugged.. like twice.. This kind of feels like a really bad fifth grade relationship where I possibly have cooties. I really want it to work.. but if he isn't interested in me, there isn't much I can do. But then I wonder "Why did he ask me out in the first place?" I think a few of my friends and his brother pressured him into doing it, wich really sucks. Im really not that hard to like. There is uglier and meaner. I have a decent personality I think. Maybe Im just too smart for highschool boys haha. I am eighteen, maybe I should get me a nice doctor and be a stay at home mom by the age of 20, even though Im not a fan of children or doctors, they give me the creeps.

There was a Gay Straight Alliance meeting today after school. Members like me were told to invite a ton of people because we were told that people from another school interested in starting a GSA of their own will be showing up. So I got my good friend Tyler to come with, and there was no people from the other school. Its been changed to two weeks from now. But surprisingly there was way more people there today than usual. Usually its the board members, me, and maybe 3 other people. After that I went to Target and bought some shampoo, hair dye, and gum. Im pretty exciting, I know. Im just redying my hair black. Where my blonde bangs used to be, its kind of brown since it fades lighter there, so it looks kind of funky.

Im not really sure what Ill be doing for the rest of the day. Maybe Ill work on the stupid Ecology project on wolves or something. Or maybe Ill sit on my bum and play the Sims. Well hopefully Ill come post my boring life on here again tomorrow.. If I remember..

Spring Break is Over

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 19:05:54 GMT

I got a strange email today, reminding me that I have an Xanga. So I came back. Im sure Ill dissapear again, but maybe I can keep this going. I must say, I like myspace a tad better. Xanga reminds me of like freshman year of highschool.

Well my spring break just ended and tomorrow I have to go back to school. I did nothing all break but sit on my ass infront of the computer really. yep. neat shit