hey guys
ive been back from virginia for ages now
well a couple of weeks lol but everythings gone to shit tbh
im eating more than ever and however hard i try i cant get it together
i made an exercise regime and everything
but i just cannot motivate myself
so i really need help!
ive started my new job at the hospita
im a domestic assistant which means i do the dinners
it sounds easy but it really isn't
the paitents get so angry >.<
well im 18 in like 15 minutes
and im sitting at home by myself while my "best friends"
are out in one of their new cars.
i was invited but it went more like this
"hey u wanna come out tonight in dougals car? only problem u wont fit"
im like so what am i suppose to do, run along beside it.
stupid much.
so yeah my friends suck basically | 
