Currently Listening Thrill Seeker By August Burns Red see related

PURP FEST WAS THE BOMB DIGITY "FO SHOW" IT MADE ME WANNA CLOSE MY EYES!

Okay! so im home now... i went to purple door this weekend! i got a point and a half for calling off of work but it was sooo worth it!

I gotto see Emery which they gave an awesome testimony with so little words i believe the exact words were...

" I'm the worst hypocrite there is"

I mean they were awesome the keyboardist crawld in the rafters hehehe

Norma Jean KILLED!!!!! They rocked so hard i was spitting out mudd for the rest of the day!!!! the dust was sooo bad from the mosh pitt !  Sadly I didnt get to talk to them they left before i could! But we'll see each other again (plus Aaron did Memphis with em')

Showbread kicked major reptile tooshie! they had the second best testimony! but they definatley put on an awesome show!

August burns Red..... they were amazing! First time i ever heard em and they got me hooked. I even got an autograph from them... the drummer signed on my poster ... "Hey steph! We love signing our autographs!" hehehe they were super cool guys!

Dead poetic! hmmm... how can i say this right... they were DEAD! hahahah! they were having alot of problems and it was very dissapointing.

mewithoutyou.... i have to say you could just feel the power of God on those guys! Even though they're lyrics pretty much have no meaning especailly the pumpernickle bread ... when they grace the stage you just feel like your being swept away!

 Now for the other part of the trip....

I got to see PJ!!!!!!!! i miss him so much and Jodi!!! They have a really nice house but grrr i wish they still lived here!!! but I'm so glad they are doing what God told them to cause i know its really hard.

The campsite... *face swipe* oH THE CAMP SITE!!!! lets just say i rocked out the whole entire weekend because i hade to sleep on gravel!!!! i swear whoever thought it a good idea to put gravel on a campground needs to be shot with an airsoft gun and thrown into the lake!!!

We got lost for like 2 hours the way there... hahaha we past the same spot like 5 times before we got on the right road... we were really close to the Penn-Del site... hahaha we were in carlise we were supposed to be in lewisberry.

over all it was a great weekend I feel refreshed not so much depressed as before i left.

Now Ill leave you with random thoughts about the trip followed with my Top 5 Favorite moments this weekend!.....

i dont cry i just close my eyes!

                  hello this is samuel jackson and i wanna tell you about a movie that holds a specail place in my heart... "Snakes on A Plane"

                               SOY BEANS!

any one want instant eggs!?!?!?!

                                            Poor little froggy!

        YAY! I GOT EPROPS FOR MY MAKESHIFT BROOM!

Wow! he has pretty nice teeth!

                                     do you have to explain that poster....AGAIN!?!?!?!

EW! my butt is sticking to the plastic from the tent!

                                         remind me to get my rabies shot!

                                                    -TOP 5-

5-  Seeing all the awesome bands and hearing all of them say that if it weren't for God they wouldn't be there!

4-  Buying stuff for Ryan and then seeing his face when i gave it to him.... it was like a kiddy on kissmass!

3-  MEMPHIS WILL BE LAID TO WASTE WITH AARON FROM MEWITHOUT YOU!!!!!!!

2-  The tarp parachute with nick running under it like a little kid... that was fun i dont know why it made me laugh but it was really funny!

1-  Spending a whole weekend with friends you've had for years but learning new things about them like Lindsay walks sideways when shes not paying attention ... and Tony can't sleep when me and Lindsay are snoreing.... and Nick can hardcore scream like really grumbly... and Ryan is as much into modern art as an emo kid!

The best thing this weekend was getting closer to some of the greatest people I know and I'm proud to call some of the greatest friends.

Tu: Ryan, Lindsay, Tony and Nick:

Sorry if your reading this I've kept it all bottled in since Luvdrug and Copeland ... i just needed to get it out... *sniffle sniffle*  Im not gonna say it Im not gonna get emotional ....  I LOVE YOU DESPERATLY!!!!

hahhahaha   I got to go now i cant see to type... im closing my eyes.....   hahahaha j/k

Love ya'll

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Currently Listening Bless the Martyr and Kiss the Child By Norma Jean -Memphis Will Be Laid to Waiste- see related

ARE YOU READY!!!!!!!!!!!

::::NOTE::::

For this segment of my xanga I'm am going to tell you alittle story then present you with a question....... Are You Ready?........ Lets Begin.

::::The Story::::

You walk into your house, and you see some other guy besides your dad. You stare and wonder "Who the heck is THAT guy?" FINALLY he looks at you and these simple words come out "I'm the replacement." Suddenly things around you start to spin... you feel like your being ripped apart from the inside out and just when things settle down for a bit you notice... hes doing things different then your father woudlve done. Hes hurting people around you... maybe he doesnt know it, but he is. Hes changeing everything you've ever known... one day your going to walk in and you wont recognize your own home... the walls... the music... the lighting... and the faces will all be different... you'll feel like you have to start all over again.... like your a visitor in a forgein land... the change will be so drastic you'll feel uncomfortable with yourself and ask yourself these questions "Am I wearing the right cloths?  Is someone going to say Hi to me?  Am I going to fit in here?"  The change will ilude you... and your silence wont save you... it only makes things worse... the people will sometimes shun you.... and when you cry no one will run to you for comfort. You will be alone.

:::The Question:::

Are you ready for the change??????

TRY TRY TRY............... But You NEVER feel good enough...... never feel BRAVE enough...

You go through life thinking everything is okay, Yea ppl have their insecurities, but they seem to rise above those things.... some things just never go away .... you develop self-contiousness.... you feel you have to proove yourself more times then other ppl do... I dont consider myself to be a "Beautiful Person" that is ...on the outside... but i do think I'm beautiful on the inside... but you cant see the inside as well as you can see the outside... you have to spend time... and everybody wants what they can get here and now.... so you have to proove yourself anyway you think possible... i feel like I've been prooving myself for years... and when I FINALLY proved myself worthy.... it starts all over again.

Sometimes I wish I were a "Beautiful People" Things seem to come alot easier for them.

Currently Listening The Hampsterdance Song By Hampton the Hampster -----the Hampster Dance----- see related

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM THE BIG 1-9

Im 19 now... just thought id let everyone know.... its kinda hard to have a party when your working 2 full time jobs.... grrr... maybe ill have one later.,.... like im May! HAHAHAHAH!!!!

                                                                             Love you all...

                                                                                  Stephie