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[06 Sep 2004|09:35am] |
I listened to her.
Like ive always wanted to.
And we sang with each other.
Because thats the thing to do when your driving.
Me and nicole baked a cake just for her.
To make her smile.
And i think she managed to alot.
Me and nicole decided that we fil be in a hardcore oi band.
Nicole will scream and well come up with the lyrics later.
Julia and ashley and i went to david partay and it was okay.
I wish i didnt like david.
Then ashley and julia sleepover we stayed up extra late.
I became a pteradactyl.ah.julia was squid.and we launched rockets and broke legs.
we made bracletes and we are so awesome.
PENIS+CUNT=YUM
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Music echoed throe my walls
as of the names of boys.
I miss becka BECKA COME HOME DORKKkKK.
Today i am going to hang out with mah gurls<3
edit//my writting sucks i wish i could write again.her voice is singing in my head.and i love it.<3
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| There is nothing in this world that can describe my love for my girls.i love you.and with out you i would be in the ground.i love you.
MY GIRLS ARE THE BEST IN THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD AND I AM CRYING ABOUT IT.MY DAY WAS A -3865689 NOW ITS THE BEST I HAVE EVER HAD IN A LONG TIME.AND I LOVE YOU GIRLS.I FUCKING LOVE YOU.
THIS IS BEING DOCUMENTED IN MY JOURNAL.MY NEW JOURNAL TO A NEW BEGINING.and you are at the top of the page.<333
I Don’t enjoy my dad calling my house like he did today
He told me to lie. And not tell anyone that he called.
Which he can go to jail for.
And he told me to lie about the abuse.
HE HASNT CHANGED
Me not sending him to jail has done nothing
So I cried.
My uncle held me.
It was something ive always wanted I think I mended.
He told me he loved me.
And his voice cracked I covered my eyes. I couldn’t look up
but it was wonderful.
Then I went to a party today.
I think I’m starting to like David.
And I think he likes me back.
Which I don’t know if I like.
I Don’t like, liking him.
It seems wrong.
I was a slut today.
But it was fun.
xThiskiddcanpose: I was such a slut today
agrofoodhut: no, you were just flirting
xThiskiddcanpose: it was horrible
we are doing secret things and then visiting jess.because we love her!<33
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| To bad jessica isnt in the dictonary, then i would have an idea of a word to describe her.
But there is no word.i hope that says enough in its self.
<3
fuckingEDITfucking///
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[03 Sep 2004|09:11pm] |
I am talking to jess.
alot of things are running throe this space of a mind.
and it has alot to do with him.
and how it will never happen.
how i got sick over him.
and it will never go anywhere.
and i hate myself.
maybe its somethingc i should work on.
i wounder what i would do if i saw him holding hands with someone.
a girl.
not just any girl
but his girl
i have nobody and i am not okay with that.
x dead circuit: Why do you hate yourself when things get hard
x dead circuit: I don't get it
x dead circuit: Times are rough.
x dead circuit: That's how it workd
x dead circuit: Don't hat eyourself becuase of it
xBr0keNXbLInGx: i let it
xBr0keNXbLInGx: and its just shows how that much of a faliure i am | |
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[02 Sep 2004|09:33pm] |
panic attacks were almost multiple.
i had one right before dave came.
it lasted for one and a half hours at least
it was so horrible i punked.
but i still love life.
and such.
AND I GOT CHASED DOWN BY GHETTO MEN IN A MINI VAN.
it was so alarming.
i had guitar lessons
nd matt has add x 5689365896598
he fell asleep at practice.LAME
but me and nicole are ganna hang out tomorrow.
and we will fall in love with new cool thing
i taked to nikki which was nice.
i took my permit testYAY
PEN PALS POSITIONS AVAIBLE.
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