Currently Listening The Same Old Blood Rush with a New Touch By Cute Is What We Aim For Teasing To Please (Left Side, Strong Side) see related

Yeah...i just got back on here...haha.

its weird....

i kinda miss xanga...though its kinda terrible.

maybe someone still checks theres..and will comment me.

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Currently Listening In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth: 3 By Coheed & Cambria Blood Red Summer see related

I fixed my iPod! :)

<3 Ryan

Currently Listening Be Here By Keith Urban You'll Think Of Me ft. John Fogerty see related

Be jealous...

</3 Ryan

Currently Listening I Don't Want You Back By Eamon F*ck It (I Don't Want You Back) see related

Well..i made a choice....

Guys...thanks for always being there...leaving me comments..and sharing your joy with my pain to help me for the best.  But sadly I'm saying this is the last xanga entry for me.  I'm done with the sappy xanga entries.  I just can't stay it anymore.  But thanks a lot guys

And i guess i'll end it with a story.

It was the beginning of a new school year and nothing seemed to be okay.  There was something different about this school year....  A few weeks into the year a friend told another that a new girl thought they were cute.  They just laughed and didnt even care.  After 9 weeks or not caring...she was gone.  It got him thinking...  So he got her email and talked to her.  She seemed just like the normal cool person.  They went to see a movie and went to a basketball game, and kept talking everyday.  He felt tripped, but didnt know what to do.  They became friends and she told him her ex came back.  He was upset, but obviously didnt show it.  But they didn't last and the guy and girl because friends again.  There was a fight, he was pissed, but it brought them closer.  Things seemed to be on the up for him.  He started drivers ed and made a couple new friends from there.  They were amazing.  So after drivers ed they went to a play, and all of his thoughts were lost, and he fell.  They went to a movie one late night with 2 of her friends, he liked them, they seemed cool, but late in the movie, her hand fell upon his.  His world was changed, he was the happiest person in the world.  It seemed like everything stopped that night.  They kissed.....  For the next couple of weeks they hung out on weekends with friends, and everything seemed perfect.  After a little bit of time he asked her out, and the answer was perfection.  "Nothing can stop us" he thought, he was on top of the world now.  Things were incredible, everything seemed to be falling in place for him.  A few days before their one month....something was wrong.  She told him the news...and he was crushed. 

It was at least the best month in my life.

Personally, i think i deserve better....

But thats life....

Ha...I'm sorry our "HISTORY" isnt fucking long enough

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Her last entry on xanga said...."started dating ryan. yay-ness."  ha....

I seriously need help through this....

Thanks a lot last night tylor.  It means a lot to have someone understand what im talking about.  I hope you and KD can get back together at least though me and Kels won't.  Well i'll be seeing you Monday morning.

&& would you have never said that you loved me...just to put it in my face...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=we0c46OE8sw

Currently Listening Trainwreck By Boys Night Out And he gave me this cd...haha... see related

Happiness is a lie.....promises get broke....

A heart is shattered....

</3 Ryan