| | Starting again!!!soo.. yeah.. i finished freshman year.. nope.. not really.. i don't have enough credits to be a sophmore.. but yeah, there's definately been improvements since my last entry... i've had two boyfriends since that last jerk.. the last one i spoke of basically ended up telling me straight up he was using me for sex... so i left.. then the next guy we'll call P... he was awesome.. and hot too.. he treated me right.. but he's older, and we sorta mutually decided it wouldn't work out.. then i fucked his friend and his friends now exgirlfriend isn't to happy with me and neither is P... he called me out on it in front of all my friends basically screaming at me at a bar... not fun... next boy.. we'll call C.. OMG him and i are sorta dating.. not really??? we are really good friends, and there are many benefits.. we used to be dating and after we first hooked up, he told me that i was the best he's ever had.. he also told all his friends that too. lol.. but i don't mind, we still are good friends and even tho he's a flirt he still comes back to me, and i'm okay with that.. he's coming out of a longterm relationship (4 years!!) and i guess i don't really need a steady relationship. i'm okay with just hooking up every so often.. and it hasn't been that often, we're more friends then fuck buddies.. its been about 2 months 1/2 months, and we've only had sex twice.. but i love the way he makes me feell!!!!
its summer and i've been away from all my friends at school, and i've been really lonely with just my boring, sheltering parents around me.. so this past saturday C came and surprised me!!! it was sooo adorable, he came and spent the night sat night and sunday night and i drove him back today... it was a great weekend! i really like him... he's just not that boy you fall for... if i end up falling, which i've done a good job at not doing so far, then i'll probably get hurt..
he's soooooo hot and sweat tho... he's in the army too!!
welll.. thats it for the boy update... ana update: NOT GOOD... i def gained freshman 15!!! more like freshman 30!!! yea no joke... i'm disgusting! i need to lose weight fast... so yeah.. i'm back, for hopefully what will be a while... i havn't weighed myself since i've been home for the summer, so i've probably gained at least 10 more pounds.. my ultimate goal is 110!! but right now i'll be happy for 130.... i need to lose weight, and FAST! diet starts now! |
| | Posted 5/26/2008 11:28 PM - 7 views - 0 comments
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