what's good all.  felt like updating this thing.

whats new.

my dad died.

thats pretty much it.  i dont care about anything else anymore.

this things pretty chill.  i should go on it more often.

Currently Listening Make Yourself By Incubus see related

Wow.

It.s been a while.

It's finally clear now.

I'll be lonely for the rest of my life.

Thank you.

And I hope you're all happy.

When you find me gone.

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It's all a joke gone horribly wrong,
Leaving unwanted results.
For the one you long is far away,
And the other just gladly consults.

For the one that you love is gone in the distance,
And the other is just so near.
The other belives she is already yours,
Her actions without resistance.

Her mind is decieved, and now I'm so torn.
The real one should be mine.
Yet now my chances just are all gone,
I've got to pay the fine.

I love that one with all my heart,
And as a friend with the other.
If only I could have the one.
And she could love me like a brother.

I need that girl, Oh just so much.
An entire year I've waited.
I need her now, I'm incomplete;
Instead of the other being hated.

Now it's time, To make the move.
But I don't want to hurt the other.
I need the one.  Not the other.
I'm just gonna hurt the other.

What do I do?  Do I say it was fake?
Or do I make us "break up"?
Do I make the move on the girl I love?
Or go off with another.

The other.

So confused.  Try to understand this one.

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Wow.

I really like her.

And I don't know if I hsould like ask her out.

Because she'll say no.

I'm way too shy anyway.

Might as well forget it.

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