wow haven't posted anything here in almost a year....time flying by so fast..only 3 months till i leave for college...reality kicked in today as I was chillen w/my closest friends....I asked them how I would survive....who i'd talk to..chill with..who would come over late at night to chill and talk....fucken sucks...I spent the past 2 years of my life working hard to get out..but now that I've achieved my ticket out...the things/people i've grown to love are growing distant.....I've had hella talks with family over the past weeks...and I don't know how i'm going to be able to leave....honestly life is really grim right now..and I'm caught between a world i love and the world i must go to.......

on the side: I hope you read this....I' would never intend to hurt you anymore than I already have...I konw it's my fault and it's wierd of me to be acting like this..after the things I've done..I just want us to be cool......Want us to be able to talk and chill.....if it's asking too muchi understand..but at least tell me ur don't want it that way...

alright it's 2:18 am..i need to sleep =(..goodnight niggahs~~~ bo go sip da~

damn haven't been to this site in years..well i'm DONE with xanga..hahaha i'm officially drawn into the myspace world...

hit me up there: www.myspace.com/danielxjjang