Hey girls! I've been doing pretty well the last few days. I'm actually happy with my eating. Except I started my period yesterday so that fucking sucks.... but I bought hoodia and everything so its not super bad. Let's hope.

I'm pretty upset. Mood swings because of my period. And I wanted to get my tattoo today, I pretty much had my heart set on it and it's all I could talk about and ... my arms haven't fully healed from the last time I cut myself. And I doubt they'd tattoo them that way. They're almost healed, but not quite there yet.

I have schoolwork piling up again. I swear all I want to do is cut myself again. Ahhhhhhhh. I should probably get some fresh air instead, its like 75 degrees here today.

I'll be fine. Fucking mood swings.

I've been promising thinspo. I suck. Sorry i'm so late. I get caught up in things latley. Damn boyfriends and happyness. My eating's been shit though...

Sorry if there are any reposts. Probably just means its great thinspo.

(not thinspo... but funny)

(i'm getting something LIKE this done [not exactly though] next week!!!!!)

<333

I suck. I know I need to update. I've been extremely caught up in things.

Everything is good with the new bf... perfect actually. Moving extremely fast. But still.

School wise -- theres a good chance i'm gonna fail and get kicked out because I haven't been doing shit =/... fuck.

My arms are all slashed up and i'm trying to figure out the best way to hide it from the bf ... my bracelets don't cover it and I tend to take my top off a lot when I see him... lol...

I'll figure it out.

Eating wise... been fucking terrible. So bad. All this junk food and gained 5 lbs .. I feel like fucking SHIT. This needs to stop.

Thinspo later<3

I've been owing you guys a huge thinspo post. I'm sooooo sorry. I've just been caught up in so much drama, and every time I would try to update my comp would fuck up.

But to update: all the drama over with my ex, i'm happy with a new guy. Gotta get my eating back on track.

I miss you!!!! Comment with updates?! please please please???

Love you!