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heyy guys!

Well im sitten in school in 6th and 7th period because im with gilmore and Mr. Hale and the LD kids! yep!! haha but like i CANT WAIT till tonight cause like im goin to the Openin Ceremonys at American with like a BuTtLoAd Of people and Justin! yeah and like right now i have a MAJOR stess headache cause of stupid 5th period!! aHh it hurts!!and then im spendin the night with cindy.  but like i saw chad at lunch today and it was very *awkward* cause he like gave me this look but like i've actually havent been thinkin bout him an its been really good cause justin makes me happy! but like here are my stuff to chad. . .

"Now you, sayin I complete your dream
Now you, sayin I'm your everything
You confusin me
What you say to me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
And when you came home, you'd always have some sorry excuse.
And explainin to me, like I'm just some kinda fool
I sacrifice the things I want to and do things for you
But when it's time to do for me, you never come through
Now you, wanna be a bond of me (eyyy)
Now you, have so much to say to me (heyy)
Now you, wanna make time for me
What you do to me.
You confusin me
Don't play with me
Don't play with me.
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me
What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back
I remember when
I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you
Til 3 o'clock in the morn
Night after night
Knowin sumthing goin on
Wasn't home befo me
You was,you was gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy, but believe me.
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceived me.
And never do wha u was supposed to do
No need to hose me fool, cause I'm ova you
Cause what goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
Now who's cryin, desirin to come back to me " Karma- Alicia Keys
^^exactly!! omg!! haha

heyy yalll!!

well today at school SUCKED because of SOoOOO many freakin reasons...UhHHhh!! but then i got home and got ready and me and lb went up to the ballfields so i could see justins practice!! awwe he looked sooo cute out there!! lol and then like we hung out with amber and felisha and it was fun but COLD!! then his practice let out and he stood over there with me for a while and that was *fuN* too because he kept me warm. . .lol yeah but that like made my whole day wonderful! then he went home and called me an we talked for a while on the fone and then i had to do my chores so that i could go out this weekend!! its gonna be sOOO fuNn!! yeah.. . .lol but thats about it!! ill write tomorrow!! love you bye!!

             .*.aBbeY niCoLe CaNnOn.*.

ToDay. . . i wore that shirt today!! lol

JuStiN MiTcHeLl UrNeSs!! haha

 haha lb!!  EXACTLY!!

HaPpY BiRthDaY To MaTtHeW DuNcAn FoX!!!

       AwWe!!

wow. . . today was a very *intresting* day. . .here goes...

 Cindy was supposed to give chad a note but he wasnt at school which made me look like a total *idiot* running around in the lunch room trying to hide and go to the bathroom when his class came in. . . lol but cooper went and checked for me to see if he was sitting down and he wasnt even at school!! how stupid am i!! but anyways i went the whole day after that having to answer questions about what was going on between us which didnt make my day anybetter. . .plus it was very awkward seeing mrs. wilson because i saw her at the ballfield yesterday and i was wearing my short holey abercrombie shorts! haha VeRy AwKwArD!! but anyways. . . ThEn i sTaRtEd tO hAve this really bad migraine so i jes called my daddy and went home during 5th period.

then i layed in the floor and talked to my mom and we went out to eat at scholatskys because i havent eaten in 48 hours. . .and we like talked about all the things going on in my life and it felt really good too. . .i think shes actually starting to understand. . .it might take a while tho. . . but we're getting better!

then i came home and jes got on the internet. And cindy broke up with chad for me. It was hard...but i really do think its for the best becuase im tired of being let down and disappointed because our relationship sucked. yeah but anyways chad been callin like nonstop today and i know i should have answered but im jes not ready right now. . .

then i got in this humongo fight with kristi but we got it werked out...and then taylor called and said chad asked her out and that was kinda a shocker but i told her i didnt care if she went out with him. . .yeah and then gilmore got mad at me and so im just not having a very good day. . plus im still sick and stuff soi prolly wont go to school tomorrow . . . if im lucky! lol but then i got online and everybody is being really nice to me now so thats makin things easier! yeah well imma go now!! ill update tomorrow!! love you guys!!

                            .<33 me.

Today. . ., ,, ..hmm<33!!!,

and a quote-

Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone. . .