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| mmkay i have no idea where to start typing really. damn. i never keep up to date. well i ended up going to jesse's house on the 18th. jesse && joey came && picked me up from my house. we showed joey around and got something to drink && left.
at jesse's house we played videogames and guitar while joey was there && just hung out && talked. joey had to leave. josh ended up coming over and talked with us for a bit && then he left to ride bike but then jesse and i rode bike for awhile too and then went into the fire hall for their weekly drill. hardly anyone was there though. it was different than it usually is. i dunno. so we sat around and jesse and his dad rode our bikes around the fire hall, but my head was feeling really heavy all of a sudden so i just sat down, rested, && watched them.
i was getting sick.
&& it kept getting worse as the day went on. while we were sitting in the firehall still while they were looking at new ambulances my skin was super hot, but i was getting goosebumps && shivering like crazy. i felt like i was really cold.
we ended up going home.
we rode our bikes home (sorry, jesse's house, home, same thing.) && i was reeeealllyyy cold. we got to the kitchen && had some cheerios, && jesse said to go upstairs and get under a blanket && he'd come up in a little bit.
he layed there with me for awhile asking what hurt, what was wrong... etc. it was nice though, like he cared or something. i was all like "noo i'm not sick! no no no!!!" ha i don't want to be sick. but we ended up playing video games && other stuff but then joey came over so we played guitar, more video games, and then some card game called meow with coley (dad), drake, cassidy, me, joey, and jesse. && thennn.. we went back upstairs and continued with the guitar and videogames. that's pretty much what we did the rest of the night.
then the 19th, i didn't get to be with jesse. he was supposed to come see me at my house but i dunno. he didn't.
so thennn yesterday, ol' 4/20. ha, lame. sorry. not into all that. hope you all had fun.
anyways, joey && jesse came and picked me up again. this time we took a bunch of food back with us from my house to eat cause we were hungry. candy, snacks, spaghetti-Os, mini ravioli... indeed.
so when we got there we made food, ate, played videogames, && watched a movie called "waiting." it's got comedians in it, one of course being dane cook :D haha. it doesn't have much of a point to it, but it was still pretty good. ha. kind of weird && pointless but yeah. it was about a restaurant. i don't know.
so then.. i dunno somewhere in the mix joey ended up leaving. that was probably when jesse and i had to leave cause jesse had to work with his dad && nick. so i hung around there with everyone for awhile. we skipped stones, balanced on stuff, i watched them work, we talked, stole a sign... yeah. ha.
after that jesse and i were hanging out upstairs but then his dad told us to come ride in the back of the truck with the boys (virgil && bowie) while they went to go get hay.
where we stopped... was right at the very farm with the hill we watched the fireworks from on the fourth of july.. in 2005. when jesse asked me to be his girlfriend. he asked me, "so, have you been here before?" && i was like... *gasp* "wait!... wait!!" && then i told him what i remembered. mhmm. it made me kind of sad actually, even though at the same time it made me happy to see it again. i won't get into it though.
so we went back home, got some stuff, and headed over to victor's. that's where we were pretty much the rest of the day.
first, we met victor, his girlfriend//fiance leighanne, and chris over at their dirt track they use their four wheelers on. it was really awesome. they had a ton of different lines with a bunch of dirt jumps and stuff. it was cool to watch victor && chris for awhile but then the bugs were getting the best of us. plus, it's obviously not that great to watch when you aren't riding at all. but yeah it was still cool.
after awhile chris stopped and finally so did victor. so then victor took me on a ride and it was insane. i honestly thought i was going to die. he took me up around the track and then through the woods, up and back through the field (where we went extremely fast, like, i was airborne for a second here && there), through the woods again, then up and back through the track again. i had like, a death grip on him. haha. it was so awesome. soo much fun.
then we headed back to their place and hung out outside. leighanne and i were trying to get everyone to focus on the food issue cause we were starving but of course "boys will be boys" ... meaning they were being absolutely ADD-like && retarded. still a good time though. mini bikes, mountain bikes, talking.. messin around, i don't know. eventually leighanne, jesse, and i went to go get the pizza.
for the rest of the time we ate pizza, jesse held me on the couch and i was all comfy, leighanne was burning dvds && cds, chris was sitting on the other side of the couch and victor and leighanne sat on the other couch and we watched waiting again cause jesse thought they would like it. && they did. so we chilled there til about 10:15 or so. my dad called so we went back to ... wow i was just typing "my house" hahaha. anyways, we went back to jesse's, got my stuff, and i left.
so here i am this morning. i really want to go see the switch at the hangout today. but i dunno. i don't want to go all alone. i'd rather be with jesse. so pretty much if he doesn't go, i guess i won't. it's not that he's making the choice for me.. it's that, well, this is spring break.. and i would just rather be spending it with jesse in any way i can than at a show all by myself. so, yeah i dunno. he was supposed to call me back "in a little bit" after he talked to his mom and made a game plan for the day. hmm, yeah, it's been an hour. i knew he'd start playing that damn videogame. ugh. what a dork<3 rawrrr. i don't know what i'm gonna do with him.
i should probably get out of my pjs though. one way or another, he's probably gonna come get me eventually. might as well.
i'll update later, maybe tomorrow. | | |
| findley lake for the day @ jesse's house!
((yesterday))
so my papa brought me over along with..
my bike
my laptop
my iPod
my bag of random stuff
clothes for the boys
pj pants (jeans just suck after awhile)
...&& more.
it's all still over there too. haha. everything except my guitar.
i did however, finally take home my snowboarding stuff && my chucks. they've been living there since our trip to gore mountain<3 which was in like february. ha, it's april.
my bathing suit is still at jesse's as well. && my green studded belt. man, i'm just about ready to move in. hahah.
so, anyways, i got out of my car, && there's jesse's car parked all fancy in the driveway, just like he said it would be. but on stop, there were a ton of these really really pretty yellow flowers in a jar with water and a piece of paper taped to it that said, "to: HANNAH" aww. that was so nice. they're still at his house too though! we put them on the roof out his bedroom window so the sun could keep to them && i forgot them. ((i'll get them today though.))
so i went inside and then we listened to music && talked && i dunno what else. the whole day gets jumbled up. i can't always remember things in order. haha. we ate icecream bars too. yayyy. && then we stopped at the hardware && thennn we ended up going on a bike ride in the woods for awhile. we talked to scott for a little bit awhile we walked in the woods cause he was checking all the trails on his 4 wheeler. && before the woods, we were playing around with our bikes in the parking lots && this other place. he's trying to teach me to bmx. so that's our project for the summer. && he wants to teach me to ride 4 wheelers on the side.
this girl is gonna do it all!
ha.
so, so far... by the end of the summer, i should be able to...
inline
skateboard
bmx
4 wheel
snowboard
&& we both want to learn to wakeboard.
indeed.
so anyways, after some bike riding we went inside and finished watching Eurotrip from Saturday && chilled for awhile. we went on the computer from time to time... i dunno what else.
drake was there with cassidy too. so the dinner table was set pretty huge. it was awesome. but they were picking on me because i can't bowl to save my life. hahaha. it's all good though. it was funny, i'll hand it to them. bowie, getty, and virgil were all going insane, as always. && driving amy up the wall. wormy is still a pain in the butt. coley can be heard screaming, "WORMY" all throughout the house.
it's good to be... home.
<3
life wouldn't be the same without the browns. i swear. i would really miss all of them. i dunno. i love them lots. they've practically become a second family or something. i don't know. it's pretty, well, yeah, amazing. me jesse cassidy and amy have all slipped at seperate times where i would call their house "home" or they would be referring to me saying like, "are you coming home later" or "we'll go back to our house after this" or... well, you get the idea.
anywayyys... i think i'm finally getting jesse into jesus wept, atreyu, && DANE COOK! yesss! haha. horayyy ::dances::
josh came over too... just for a minute upstairs anyways. i guess they were talking downstairs for awhile. i was in jesse's room listening to music. but yeah he dropped off some videogames for jesse and i to play. yay. we got hooked on this star wars one. we are an awesome team. haha. it's super fun cause you beat the game 2 player, rather than jesse and i always competing against eachother... ((don't get me wrong, that's fun too cause i'm.. well, competitive.)) anyways.. hmm... yeah it was awesome. haha. we'll have that whole game beat by.. well, i'd say before summer probably. depends on how many days we hang out seeing as after spring break is over we won't get to as much. this is so nice though.
we hung out with drake && cassidy downstairs for awhile.. watching TV, talking. it was a lot of fun. i was doing jesse's hair the whole time though. i had to relive the nasty, but fun, beeswax. i had to twist his dreads, add some wax to those who needed it, and add one or two little hair ties to the bottom or middle. it's really hard cause it's so slippery. i like hanging out with all of them.
&& the four of us are now going to go see the switch @ the hangout on the 21st ((FRIDAY!)) horayyy! ::dances some more:: i'm so excited. it's gonna be funnnn stuff.
so then it was nighttime && we just played more video games, listened to music, talked, && layed there && stuff. then, i had to rush out very quickly cause my dad gave me a 2 second warning as opposed to 15 minutes or so. that's one of the reasons i left all my stuff there. it was a great day though.
&& the second reason i left all of my stuff there is cause i'm most likely going to jesse's house today! i think joey is gonna hang out with us too for awhile. && i'm supposed to bring my guitar. mhmm. but, they're supposed to come && get me. yay. fun stuff.
that's the plan, cheif. | | |
| needless to say, yesterday was yet another great day  i love spring break so far. haha. spending it with jesse has been awesome
so, i'll try to remember. yeah, i should have just updated yesterday.
oh well.
i ordered pizza && chris && jesse came over around 2. and we showed chris around my house. he thought it was gonna be way bigger. see? i TRIED to tell them, but hey, what can you do?  haha. so i'm glad that's all cleared up. then we just sat, ate, && talked for awhile once chris got aquainted with my "mansion" (not really). it was nice. && then chris left.
so then the rest of the time @ my house, jesse && i just chilled. i liked it<3 it's really nice.. i mean, both of us kind of being on the same page where it's like.. well, we don't have to be on-the-go constantly, ((but we do love doing that together too)) still, we have a blast no matter what we do. just sitting around relaxing is still an amazing day.
how can things get better?
we were mostly in my room laying on my little couch while listening to music//downloading a bunchhh of songs. && we just talked, found songs, sang songs... i dunno. i love every minute.
finally, my mom && grandma got home so we ended up going to the mall with them. our only mission really was to get beeswax for jesse's hair. later on in the day was planned out to give him dreads at chris and stephanie's. so that took a good, well, 5 minutes. we were still stuck there for hourrrss. after awhile we decided to buy eurotrip, ask my mom for the keys, && watch the movie in the car.
&& that's how we spent the rest of the time. then my dad came around and got us. we packed up all of the stuff we had to bring && got dropped off @ jesse's.
immediately following, we got dropped off @ chris && stephanie's house, where the remainder of the night was spent. we made the many many CDs from all of the songs we had downloaded for jesse's car. we made PB & J, ate popcorn, && PLAYED SONIC THE HEDGEHOG! it was amazing. it was on gamecube, but the EXACT same games they had for sega, same graphics and all. the only difference really was they were all on one disc and you were using a different controller. it was seriously... wow. amazing. i couldn't believe it. sonic, knuckles, TAILS<3333  hahaha.
okay okay, and the major project was giving jesse dreads. stephanie and i did that together. i, of course, did the messy work --- putting the beeswax on the knotted hair. haha.once the beeswax washed off, my hands were really smooth. pretty sweet. haha. it was nasty, but actually really fun doing. it was a lot neater than the job eric and i did on the red head at woodward<3. PJ? i think? i forgot his name  doh! hahah.
well, anyways, i had to actually leave early cause my dad came. it wasn't really early though, i got home a little after midnight. ha. but they didn't get done til 1:00 or so;; jesse left me a voicemail to wake up to this morning. it made me happy. ha, i'm a loser. awesome.
so, today was Easter. i woke up to jesse calling so i got to talk to him for a little bit. horay. thennn i went to church with my mom, && then after the service i ran into kaitlin && brittany [smith]. i haven't really talked to them much in forever. so yeah, that was nice. then i had to teach the 2 yr old class with my mom && watch the kids there && feed them... all that stuff. this week was a nightmare  i won't even get into it. then i went home and played guitar. then jesse called again so i got to talk to him! thenn... i played more guitar and wrote on my wall with some chalk. yay. haha. thennn my mom, dad, brother, sister, grandma, papa, and myself went to kahkwa for Easter dinner. i didn't like it very much oh well. it's all good though. i liked my desert, if that counts.
yeah, && now i'm here. jesse called again, && he might come down here again today. he's all down. i want to cheer him up. he wants to see me && do something with me today. aw. i'd love it if he came here. i never really pictured any of this happening. well, i pictured it, but never really thought it would happen. he's actually coming here voluntarily. he likes just chillin here with me. i'm definitely lovin it. && i love being at his house too. so, it all works. yayyy
uhmmm so now i've just kind of been relaxing, fixing up things on iTunes for my iPod... and... yeah. haha. just.. listening to relaxing music;; little bit of Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers and some Sublime.  good stuff
Happy Easter<3
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| the boy came over again today.
it was only for a little bit again, but it made me happy jesse brought his bike too so we kinda played around with those for awhile, but just around my driveway/garage and stuff cause we were watching my sister && she was sleeping so i had to listen for her.
we listened to music, i showed him my graduation dvd from villa too. and we just layed around && talked. it was nice. we "danced" for awhile. hahaha we're so cool. && he picked me up like a baby and then he threw me in the air and caught me. my eyes were like  hahaha. i was scared. it was a really nice day though. i worked on part of his easter present for awhile before he came. ahh i have to finish itttt! i started working on it like 3 weeks ago and after a week i put it off for awhile. i hope he keeps this one.
i wonder if he knows how much it all means to me.. i'm a simple girl. && well, just the little things like him coming to see me for awhile... leaving me messages on my marker board.. those mean a lot. i'm not asking for million dollar presents. i love the little things. even like, when i see he's wearing the necklace i bought him when we went to the hippie store<3. ((we got eachother hemp necklaces for Christmas.)) or you know, at least calling one more time at the end of the day even though you're super tired.. even if it's just to say goodnight. the little things. i can't stress it enough.
well, i think we're hanging out in his town tomorrow. should be fun<3
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"it was an improbable romance<3 he was a country boy && she was from the city;; she had the world at her feet while he didn't have two dimes to rub together.
...they didn't agree on much. in fact, they rarely agreed on anything. ....but, despite their differences, they had one important thing in common.
they were crazy about eachother<3"
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that movie... story of our lives. expect to hear that quote a lot from me.
well i'm gonna talk to jesse && go to bed.
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| so i had the best surprise ever today.
i'll skip the school stuff. who cares.
so i talked to jesse throughout the day on the phone. i was in beacon books during one of the phone calls.. trying to find an easter gift and such. then mom me and maddie went to hibachi. yay.
&& so i was sitting in my basement in my room and jesse calls again && just talks to me and says that they'll be leaving tomorrow (friday) around noon so he wont be home til friday night. the plan was we'd chill on saturday. he's tellin me they're just driving back to their hotel. so he's still talking to me telling me how he misses me and he ca't wait to see me... just how ecstatic he is to see me. and i smiled really big. haha. anyway, my mom comes downstairs and says i need to come upstairs and help her with something. so i'm walking up the stairs still talking to jesse and i walk right past him and he's still talking to me on the phone.
yes, i'm stupid.
so i'm all "okay mom, what do you need help with?" && she points and i look over and scream. cause yeah, right there on the couch is jesse && he shuts his cell phone, smiles, waves, and says Hi Hannah!
it took me 5 minutes to realize what happened.
i was.... i don't even know. just... wow. stunned.
completely in shock
so he definitely was in a car for 7 hours today, got home, put gas in the van, and drove another 20 minutes or so just to see me for like 2 hours.
that was the best surprise in the whole world.
i've always wanted something like that to happen.
he's amazing<3 i absolutely love that kid to death. we make it through everything. he really means the world to me.
we ate pizza, talked, and just chilled. it went by really fast but i loved it. he gave me hugs and kisses and said he loved me and that my expectations are all he has to live up to && he doesn't care about anyone elses... && then we got stuck together with a chinese finger trap. we're pretty cool. <3
&& so after he left i came downstairs and found he wrote a big heart on my dry erase calendar board thing followed by "love u hannah", a peace sign, and "JTB"
i don't know what i'd do without this kid.. you have no idea.
&& he just called && told me goodnight. we're probably chillin tomorrow. i can't wait. i've missed him so much. what a good day =]
happy spring break<3 | | |
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