Sunday, May 13, 2007

Sun, 13 May 2007 16:24:51 GMT

So I'm really going insane. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to be with him so bad. But it's like I know I can't. I know he takes so much anywhere for me. But it's like I have a hunger for his love. I'm tired of feeling like there is something missing from me. Everyone tells me that my heart will go back to feeling the way it used to. But I just don't know if it will. He was my first true love. And I just don't want to lose it or him. Gah I hate life right now. =/

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 21:44:59 GMT

oh my.
myspace won't work.
so I decided to look at this.
and I would have to say.
I have changed a lot.
I really have.
Some for the better.
But I'm sure it's more for the worst.

Poor me.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 01:14:56 GMT

this is for tyler.

hi.

you happy you dumb cunt.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 06:23:31 GMT

im black.

yulp true story.

i love dirty mexican cunt.

w00t w00t!

Friday, October 27, 2006

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 21:35:31 GMT

morgan dont get mad but this is tyler.

and yeah i love you.

bff niggguh.

i still have your castle.

i love you more than moose knuckled clunts.

and thats alot.

dear diary..

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 03:41:44 GMT

<center>so I don't know exactly if I should say all this on here..but I'm going to anyway..I have no one to talk to about anything anymore so I guess this thingy will just have to do..even though it won't talk back..but anywho..so I'm confused about my boy..I never know if he wants to be with me or wants to be with someone else..I love him more than anything but I don't always think that he feels the same way..but I sure do hope that he does..really I do..he like attempted to break up with me today..it was horrible..but I guess he just stopped and then later apologized for it all..so that at least meant something for him to be big enough to say something..Anywho..well I feel bad cause I kinda ditched Tyler today..I didn't but I did..and I feel really fucking bad..like you don't even understand..all because me and David were fighting..were always fucking fighting and it's so fucking annoying..but whatever we get over it..but me and Tyler are talking now so it's all good..we talking about how after David comes over and talks to me once he gets off work I'm going to go over to his house and were gonna have a tea party build a fort play with my castle play with the kittens and rent some movie called pedophile? lol yeah it should be great..and most likely I will do that..because today has sucked so fucking bad so I think I deserve to go and have fun..but whatever..hopefully it is fun..and hopefully it happens..and even if no one takes me over there I will walk..even if it is raining..I don't really give a shit..anywho..so people who haven't talked to me in a really long time decided to talk to me today..I was like whoa..thought you hated me..but yeah with that..well I'm seriously about to beat my fucking sisters ass cause she is being a dumb annoying cunt like always..every time I say something she has something smart to say after it..and I'm like what the fuck you dumb cunt shut the fuck up..and like it pisses me off cause like one of the reasons I didn't go hang out with Tyler was cause of her..and Tim..and Michelle..and Nash..but what the fuck ever..I'm seriously about to fucking kill her though..and it makes me mad..because like I'm always with Nash..Tim..Michelle..and her and like they always spend the night at my house and like when we sleep Nash and I always sleep together and it's like fucking Bree gets jealous and it pisses me of so when were like trying to sleep she always starts shit and during the day she will always try to get his attention and shit and I'm like god bitch your dumb you lost your chance with him already so get the fuck over it..and she is always like touching him and shit and I'm like okay bitch back the fuck off..I mean yeah were not dating and yeah I shouldn't be this over protective but whatever I don't give a shit..and I defiantly have a feeling that me writing/typing all this is gonna blow all back up in my face..but what the fuck ever..I don't even care anymore..cause it needs to be said and I guess this is the only way I can get it out..and like everyone is like at my house and I can't even sit on my own mother fucking couch..what kinda bullshit is that..I'm so fucking tired of being around all these people that treat me like fucking shit all the damn time..and I'm just tired of so fucking much..I'm tired of Tim and Michelle dating it's so old..he fucks around on her and all this shit and they just act like it's okay..and I'm just like what the fuck..and when they kiss it's sooooo fucking gross..she is so small and he is so big it just don't go and they claim to love each other..my mother fucking ass they love each other..your first love don't last forever..sorry to break it to ya..and..I'm sure all of them are gonna read this and are gonna be mad at me..but whatever I don't even care anymore..I'm so fucking nice to all of them..I bend over backwards for all of them just to fucking make them happy..every single fucking one of them..god I seriously don't think I can take this shit anymore..I think back to last year and this year and how different everything is..you know the time where me and Tyler were best friends and we didn't have any worries cause we were always together and we didn't give a shit about other people..we didn't have boyfriends and girlfriends cause each other was good enough..I miss that so much..now I have multiple best friends and I have a boyfriend..and all that shit ever does is just give me problems..whatever fuck it I'm done. I might come back and write more later..but for now..I'm gonna go..make myself something to eat..go upstairs and cry and then wait for the phone to ring..so guess what the best part is..now one fucking person here will care..ain't that some shit?

and there was way more to this but I hit a button and it all fucking vanished.

bree-fuck you and your annoying as bullshit
nash-thanks for making me feel used all the fucking time
tim-stop being a fucking ass..and get over yourself and stop being an ass to michelle
michelle-become the person you used to be and get over the fact that tim gets mad all the time.

and if you read this shit and get mad..don't even come up to me and tell me you are..cause I don't fucking care..it needed to be said..so I fucking said it.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 22:08:13 GMT

so myspace is retarded.
and so is school.
aren't I cool?
yep I'm a raper.
Didn't you know?

well today David and I have been dating for 40 days.
Yes I counted.
I was bored in school today.
What a surprize there!

yeah so I think I'm done?

I love you.

Monday, July 10, 2006

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 20:42:08 GMT

Hmmmm...
What to say..
Yep...
That's all I got.

Monday, June 26, 2006

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 04:42:07 GMT

So I redecided.
I'm making a new post.
Cause I'm really bored.
Yep that's about it.

Oh and see this boy...
I love him more than you. =]

I love you Vlad. <333

<333333
Miss.Morgan

Monday, June 05, 2006

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 00:30:30 GMT

I'm tired of all you fake ass people.
If your gonna comment my Xanga to be raciest or to internet fight me..don't bother.
It's not like I'm gonna answer you back.
So whatever think that you have won.
See if I give a shit.
I don't think I'm gonna update Xanga anymore.
Nothing to say.
Plus no one would even read it.
So why spill my guts out?!
Yep I'm done.

Goodbye.

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