| My mom encouraged me to break up with bryan.
i doubt anyone gets how much i have invested into this.
i dont know why i say invested... i mean hes more than an emotional investment.
he is everything.
i like it that way.
i want to be able to touch and see what i love.
until its gone you wont or cant understand.
dont take things for granted because you never know when they will be gone.
dont look to the past for answers and excuses.
look ahead to what it will become.
hold him every chance you have. dont say what you dont mean.
tell him everything you do mean.
hes going to listen and he will know.
decide on how much you are willing to be vounerable and how much you want to risk.
its all a risk. but is it worth it.
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| im so excited... only 2 more days
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| the day i found my soul i felt it die inside of me.
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| maybe one day i will grow out of this.
and maybe one day i will believe again.
i miss the way summers used to feel.
i dont miss the ways i used to feel.
i wish the mail man came earlier in the day.
and that someday someone else will believe with me.
when he says im beautiful.
i know i am.
the ache in my stomach is still there.
until i see him again.
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| schedule for school.
Algebra 2 w/ Korener
Pre AP English 3 w/ Myres
French 3/4 w/ Fortner
World History w/ Kern
Creative Writing w/ Harris
Biology 2 w/ Prickett
Team 11 w/ Tipton
but im trying to drop the french class so this whole thing could be wrong... idk.
and today is my 6 month anneversary.... whoot.
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