| | wow... im sorry it's been so long. but i'll be updating this more. with actual updates. not just me saying im going to n not doing it. sorry that life's gotten in the way. i mean.. new town.. new people.. family completely split in half.. new boyfriend.. yeah.. its hard.. and challenging.. but im making it thru.. so yeah. anyway. here's the update!
Sometimes in life, you hit that time when you just need to say goodbye.
When your past is your past and you need to get a new beginning.
Sometimes you have to realize that you're not who you used to be, and there are some things that you need to do.
Sometimes, these moments come and go, and they will never go until you fix them.
So just let go of him.
It's over.
Go ahead, say it...
You're leaving.
You'll just come back running,
holding your scarred heart in hand.
It's all the same.
And they all say shes so damn strong
they watch her walk with awe.
But they dont know shes a fucking mess
Just waiting to finally fall.
Today I made you a mix tape
to say exactly how I feel inside
and make you feel it to.
These are the songs that make me smile
and cry myself to sleep at night
when I'm lying without you.
I love you more than I ever loved anyone before.
These are the words that tear you apart.
And these are the words that take you away.
And these are just words they'll tear you apart.
When no one here will say what needs to be said.
Desperately waiting on something that's more than nothing.
I've been here forever waiting just to see your hands.
If you hear me cry, it's just something I'm always doing.
Desperately waiting; this wait, I hope it'll be over soon.
He was different.
He never said "I want to be friends."
After he said goodbye, it was like he knew,
he knew that he had broken my heart bad enough
when he saw my tears fall. He knew me well enough
that he just knew what to say. And when he
spoke, he looked me in the eyes and said,
"I hope you talk to me again someday."
look down at me && you'll see a fool.
look up at me && you'll see your god.
look straight at me && you'll see yourself
~Charles Manson
And I claim I'm not excited with my life any more
So I blame this town, this job, these friends
The truth is it's myself
And I'm trying to understand myself
and pinpoint where i am
Can you help me remember how to smile?
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded?
Life's mystery seems so faded
I know you're worth the wait
And I can't explain
What I'm going through inside
But I would turn away the world
Just to have you here with me tonight
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| | Posted 10/26/2007 9:59 AM - 0 comments
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