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Sunday, November 04, 2007
 

lost within two worlds

ohh boy.. i have an overprotective // in love with me boyfriend.. and an ex who wants another chance.. im so confused.
so yeah.. update!

Save yourself.
Because the only thing that matters
is that you get away from the pain and the thought of losing your mind.
Don't blame yourself.
It was everyone around you who made you act this way

Is it safe,
Is it safe to say we’re
Past the point of sweet talk
But not quite to the sweetness yet?
If I asked,
If I asked just one time would you
Take a step towards me and
Remove your tailored jacket?

She cries cause she's lost and she doesn't even know what she wants
And she hides all alone inside the pain that she wont let go
Watching her life pass her by, watching it all through her watering eyes
But I'll be chasing dragonflies from her darkest skies until the day she dies.

I'm sorry I've been so detached lately,
And that I can't even seem to find what to say.
I have all these thoughts inside my mind,
But I know you don't have time enough to stay.
I'll just continue thinking about this forever,
Even though you will never know...
And you will leave me one day and never come back.
But you won't know how much you meant to me.

And I will probably spend most of every day for the rest of my life
just thinking about you and the way you used to make me feel.
And i will wonder every minute why it couldn’t work out
And i will cry every night, wishing to be the girl you left me for.

scar tissue has no character. it's not like skin.
it doesn't show age or illness or pallor or tan.
it has no pores, no hair, no wrinkles.
it's like a slip cover.
it shields && disguises what's beneath.
that's why we grow it ;; we have something to hide

give me something worth living for.
tell me a reason worth fighting for.
give me anything,
anything to keep me breathing

never wanted anything the way that I want you
But my words don’t seem to matter
My words don’t seem to matter
And you look at me and I can see
The lies you’re running too

you do something to me that I can't explain
so would I be out of line if I said I miss you?
I see your picture; I smell your skin on the empty
pillow next to mine you haven't been gone for
many days but I'm already wasting away
I know I'll see you again whether far or soon
but I need you to know that I care and I miss you

I love you and I probably always will,
but we go days without having meaningful conversations,
and I used to miss you so much when that happened.
But it never seemed like you missed me,
and I guess because of that,
I stopped missing you.

It's the people who hug you & never want to let go,
the people who you haven't seen for months, but nothing has changed at all,
the people who give to you more than you give to them,
the people that truly understand who you are, the people who you cry about,
the people who you live for, the people in your photographs that
have light genuinely shining through their eyes & their smile,
the people that take your breath away.
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