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| | hi everyone..
update.
i now have a boyfriend. he's amazing.
he makes me so happy. which is a first.. haha.
okay here's stuff for you.
Sometimes you have to test someone. Not
because you don't trust them, but to see how
much they'll sacrifice for you. And sometimes
you have to let them go, not because you
suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if
they love you enough to come back.
Goodbyes make you think. They make
you realize what you had, what you've
lost, and what you took for granted.
Thats all we are now.
Memories in a taped-up box
under an unmade bed.
So if you happen to miss me,
take a deep breath in and
remember to forget again.
And stop calling me and stop
playing games because you've
let me down one too many
times now and my heart can't
handle another disappointment.
She's been through more than you will ever know.
If you want to help her, start by looking deep into her eyes.
It'll expose all of her bullshit lies
If you'd look inside her heart, you'd see how much she really cries. You'd find hidden secrets, best friends, and lies. But what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong, when nothing's right and everything is wrong.
you can't waste time over missing something in the past. life changes, people grow up and grow apart, and you accept that.yet you still can't stop thinking of how good it used to be. afraid you'll never experience something like it again - afraid you've already lived it and already lost it
there are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world - it's the beginning of a new life. there are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go.
Be strong now, because things
will get better. It might be stormy
now, but it can't rain forever.
why do people think it's okay
for them to do horrible things
to other people as long as they
apologize afterwards?
Too many people get caught up in what could be
instead of appreciating what is. Don`t fall into that trap.
Appreciate what you have & who you have,
cause the future can take it all away from you
If I die tomorrow, there will be people who have totally different memories of me.To one person I might be the bitch who thought she was better. To another person I might be the ugliest person on this planet. To her I might be the gorgeous, lucky girl who she despised because I was spoiled rotten. To another girl I might be the girl who got really good grades, so jealousy erupted.. To him I might be the girl with the annoying laugh. To another guy I could be remembered as the girl who wasn't anything to him. Maybe I'll be remembered as the girl who was always on her phone, or the girl my roommate disliked. But none of that matters, you know why? By my best friends I'll be remembered as the girl with the contagious laugh and the girl they would go to if they ever needed anything. By my boyfriend I'll be remembered as the most amazing and beautiful girl he has ever met. But most of all, I'll be remembered by my enemies as the greatest thing they couldn't add up to.
We were both selfish, but I think I was more
I would like to thank you, for showing me
A part of myself that I have never seen
Yeah, we were young and dumb, but it still was fun
And I guess these things just tend to fall apart
And I hope you feel the same
My empty promises
Brought us to an end
I just hurt you and I never looked back
Now I have no logic to defend.
it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
it's funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time.
it's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, and when you
want to move on but you're stuck right where you started.
when feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want.
when you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start.
In your heart, you know what is right & what is wrong. You know what will ultimately move you ahead & what will hold you back. Though you may be very good at rationalizing against it, the truth is evident when you make the effort to look for it. Though others may be skilled at talking you out of it, you know what is best for your life. Go with your heart. Listen to that voice inside you, the one which makes the most sense & which, in retrospect, is almost always right. In a world where deceit too often is just another strategy, develop a habit of seeing the truth with your heart & not just your eyes. No matter who else might want to take credit for it, the fact is that you have succeeded in bringing yourself this far. And you are the person best equipped to move yourself positively into the future. The value of your life experience is not only in your mind, it is embedded in your heart. Look at the world with all the good that is within you, & you will see it with sparkling clarity.
I've been trying not to love you, I've been putting up a fight.
I've been barely holding on, and letting go with all my might.
There's a part of me that's empty, I know only love can fill.
I'm afraid I'll never fill it, and scared to death I will.
Give me something to believe in,
because I don't believe in you anymore.
Take either all of me, or none of me. You can't
take bits and pieces and hope they fit together.
&& sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere,
All of a sudden. this overwhelming sadness rushes over me
&& I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt
&& once again I become numb to the world.
lots of things fade in life- pictures, memories & some
people say feelings. I think theyre always there, they
just hide sometimes. & maybe its cause they're just
sick of getting hurt or someone doesnt have feelings
back. but i dont think feelings ever really go away.
| | | Posted 12/24/2007 7:53 AM - 2 comments
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