| Home is where my heart is.
Update and pics from the cruise soon :] |
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| June 26thI leave for the caribbean tomorrow. I cant believe it came so fast. I'll be gone for a good eight days. I'll see puerto rico and tortolla and the british islands. It's gonna be crazy. At least i have a plan to stay in touch. I cant text when out on sea or at the british isles, but the other two days i can. So you can text away, but i cant reply til then. This is going to be amazing, but at the same time, i know i'll be homesick.
I'm going to miss you like crazy<3 |
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| Are you happy now?
Oh boy. Where to start? I've had one of the most amazing summers so far. I've started to hang out with new people, like vick and jamie, and then there are some that ive just spend everyday with me, which would be mandi. There hasnt been a day yet that i havent at least talked to mandi, let alone have seen her. Vacation is going to be rough. I'll be gone june 26th to july 4th at like 2 or 3 in the afternoon. It's funny, because some people tell me they're going to miss me, and i wonder if they really will. Like, they have other things going on in their lives, why would me leaving for like ten days be a big deal? At the same time though, i know that there is a person or two who will probably be going as crazy to talk/see me as i will be for them. I'll be bringing gifts home and sending postcards, so if you want something, give me your address. It's funny, cuz im so excited to be going. But i really wish i could be taking this one person with me, though im sure even if they could have gone it'd have been hard for them to go.
My life has been so busy lately that i rarely get time to just sit down and think. And sometimes when i do get that time, i regret it. It's just that my heart is involved so much more in things then i wish it would be. And because of it's attachment, it makes me really worry, esp with college coming up. I know what i want. And id stick out almost anything to prove that. But what happens if i stick it out and in the end its for nothing and my actions proved nothing? Or what if the other end isnt as strong as my end? I dont think that's the case at all. I mean, i dont feel that way at all. But im just scared of what time or distance can do to feelings, esp when there are other people out there who can easily get the same thing. Like "im not the only one for you but you're the only one for me". One of those type things. I'm not upset at all, so if you're reading this thinking i am, im not. Honestly, this is the happiest ive been with life in a really long time. Almost everything is going my way. Sometimes i just think about a lot and wonder if what im doing is right. I was told as long as you're happy, then you're right. So ive been basing my logic off of that. I just hope im making my decisions right when it comes to this last summer home.
She's the girl who is always
laughing her ass off with her friends.
She's not faking that smile.
She's happy, but with you,
she'd never stop smiling. |
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I wish that things could just be simple. That there were no complications attached.
Sadly, it's never that easy |
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