| hOly shit! it's been sOoOoOo lOng since i've written in this ting! i tried making a whOle new One but i dOnnO hOw. it was pissing me Off trying tO dO it sO i was like fcuk it. i dOn't have anyting tO say right nOw. hOnestly i'm tOo tired tO write. sO bye. |
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| last nite i had yet anOther dream that i was getting married. and Once again, it was cancelled the day Of the wedding. what the fcuk dOes this all mean?!? i seriOusly need tO lOok this sh!t up in One Of thOse dream dictiOnaries. i'll let yOo knO Once my missiOn is cOmpleted. |
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| it's hard fOr me tO tell sOmeOne hOw i feel. hard to keep it real and be hOnest. i'm sO used to hiding it and hOping it mite pass. wOrried abOut regrets and bein shut dOwn... afraid things mite change. i've been tired Of playing games. then when i finally come thrOugh and tell sOmeOne hOw i feel... nOting happens. i feel as if i've been lead On. i've learned a lessOn frOm this. |
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| damn it's early... i juss went Online tO check my hOrOscOpe and i came acrOss sOmeting rilly interesting abOut aquarius. it kinda freaked me Out a lil' cuz it's sOoOo trOo. it said:
"Trouble for an Aquarius occurs on a more personal or private level. While totally at home in a crowd, Aquarius doesn't do so well one-on-one and can actually come across as cool, aloof or indifferent to anyone trying to gain its personalized, intimate attention. Why does Aquarius shy away from intimate contact? In truth, Aquarians tend to be shy and lacking in confidence; that cold demeanor comes not from a cold heart but from a basic sense of insecurity."
"During slow, intimate moments, Aquarius may feel more and more restless by the moment, wishing it could stop wasting time relating and get back to the workshop (literal or figurative) where it can continue to invent, innovate, create! This restlessness can come across to others as tactless or rude, two of the last things this people-loving Sign would want to be. Aquarius must develop a certain level of comfort with its own ambiguity in order to be truly comfortable with other people, to be able to relate to others as individuals."
see ?!? fOr all yOo guys whO knOe me... isn't that crazy ?!? i dOnnO why i get like that. i've brOken hearts and i dOn't wanna dO that n-e-mOre. i've tried gettin intO relatiOnships and i juss never feel satisfied. is it cuz i dOn't try hard enOugh? Or is it cuz he's juss nOt the One fOr me? i hOpe this is juss a phase Or sOmeting. hehe. |
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