| James: hey....im guessin ur prolly out with ur family or with jerry or sumthin b4 u leave 2morrow...but all i day i thought about wat i could say to you to let you know ill always think of you...and after walking up and down 3 floors a million times...the same thing stayed on my mind the entire time...just remembering your smile is all i need to keep you fresh not only in my mind...but heart as well...i also remember the 1st nite met...december 09,2004...greatest night ever...i remember how great it was 2 have met sumone else who loves cookie dough ice cream..lol And...yet, i remember when I first took you to the overlook here in frederick...I remember when we drove around from 9pm till 4am the next morning...but, what sticks 2 me the most...is your smile..I dont think it's fully hit me yet that your leaving...and..its over...maybe because I'm scared to...i don't know...but it will happen...and I'm not lookin forward to it...
but I really hope you enjoy life in West Virginia...I think you'll blend right in with that accent of yours...lol But just do me one favor...keep the poems and song I've written you...that way you'll never forget who I am...and just how much you mean to me...but more importantly, dont lose the braclet..please...I bought that for you for christmas i know...but I wanted diamonds for you...Because like diamonds are forever...so is my love for you...well...I hope you have a safe trip...call/text me when you get this if you want...I love you...always and forever...I swear... |
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^^Stole that from sara's... hehe... shhhh
the best & most beautiful
things cannot be seen or
touched... they must be *
felt with the ---»[ heart ]
you know that good feeling of butterflies
in your stomach when you know that if
even for just a second you have crossed
his mind & then you know that bad
butterfly feeling when you know that
another girl has crossed his mind & that
girl. she is everything you want to be
scatter me across the sky,
I'll shine all night for you
and just like a star
...I will fall for you
& she'll continue to smile
no matter how broken up she is inside.
i don't know why i still hold on
when you lost my grip so fucking
long ago.. </3
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|  I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
I know I'm not perfect
there are mistakes I regret
People I have hurt
Friends will come and go
Best Friends are always there
Family will be there most the time
Lies were told to people
Promise's were never broken
But what do you expect in my life? |
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| Why iZ it that once youh found the right one another comeZ in your life...& once youh can haVe that special guy thereZ one in your life already......
*~when we were little, boyZ were icky~*
*~but now....~*
*~they are the only thing we can think about 24/7~*
*~some eVen break our heartZ~*
*~don't youh wish it waZ back to icky~*
*~then crying oVer them oVer a broken heart~*
*~i do~*
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| because once upon a time, we were BEST FRiENDZ
& yea there`s been a lot of bad stuff in between. but none
of that matters right now okay? youu need me, i`M THERE
anytime, [any place], anywhere !!
I know im made of mistakes,
disapointments and failures
but i promise you there`s a
part of me that is actually
worth <3 keeping
+ its not that im mad at you..
i just wished and hoped so hard,
that you would be the one thing i could truly
count on |
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