i just wanted to know how much i love and appreciate you as a friend..you're always there when i need to talk to someone..always there for those late night runs to the diner..always there to yell at someone for me..and always there to bail me out of a tight situation..where would i be without your ass? i'd be drug free and a whole lot more innocent, that's for sure..hehehe..high school wouldn't have been the same without you..remember when everyone used to think we were twins? hahahahaha..of course we all knew that i was the hotter one..i just keeding!! maybe =P i still remember the corny letters we wrote to each other during school even though we saw each other every hour and shit..glitter pens and cartoon stationary..that was the shit..but slowly we upgraded to typing that shit out in the computer lab..and remember the train rides to Flushing like EVERYDAY..and just doing a whole lotta nothing..taking sticker pictures and standing around on some random corner or shooting pool..all that just to go home and call each other on the phone to talk some more..memoriesssssss..ahh those were the days..when everything was so new and cool..now i look back and it's like what were we thinking..all the mindless boys and needless drama..but never between us of course..i only remember having 2 fights with you..but nothing serious cuz 10 minutes later it was all gravy..now things are a little more hectic with college and new boys and new drama, but it's ok cuz we're in it together..even though i may not talk to you or see you as much as we used to..we could talk one day and not talk for like a few weeks and then just pick up where we left off and fill in the spots in between..although no longer joined at the hip, we're now crazy glued at the heart..you're like my big toe..if i didn't have it, my foot just wouldn't be the same..if you were a booger i'd pick you..and i did!! you're my giant green partly slimy partly crusty booger..and i keep you in my pocket..i love you you korean freak..all of you..from the way too long blonde hair..and the lip/finger skin picking..and the halitosis..and the way you always cover your mouth when you laugh too hard..and the way you laugh at my jokes even when they're not that funny..and the way your hands and feet sweat for no reason..and so much that you need to wear sponges to keep the sweat in check..and the way you scream out of nowhere for no reason what-so-ever..and the way you get pissed at the littlest things..and the way you do your little korean whine..and the way your house smells like kim chee..and the way you drive like a freaking MANIAC..and the way you have no butt..and the way you always drag me to get curly fries and chicken salad/tuna on a roll..and the way you yell at me when i tell you i'm on a diet..and the way you think you're fat but you weigh like 100 pounds (it's the hair though i'm tellin ya)..and the way you hate your feet..and the way your parents love me and give me hugs and kisses..and the way you're down for anything even if it's to go to Stony at 5 in the am with me just to sit and do a whole lotta nothing..and the way you don't let other people's comments affect our friendship..and how i know you'll love me no matter what cuz you know i'd never do anything purposely to hurt you..and they way you call me out to go shopping but i but madd shit and you only get one thing..and when you smoke you don't blow it in my face cuz you know i don't like it..and the way you help me move all my shit out of the apartment at 3 in the am after a night of partying/drinking..and when you look like a total dork in your glasses and dirty ponytail hair complete with hole-y boxers and crusty cartoon t-shirt..and the way you're so facinated with my dog cuz she knows how to give a high five..and the way you're not grimey with your money..and the way you're so computer illiterate but think i'm a computer super genius when i'm totally not..and how it could just be the 2 of us at Prince II listening to sappy depressing korean music but still have a blast with our friend Johnny Walker..and the way i could tell you anything and know i won't be judged..and simply cuz i just do love you that much

always always and always forever and ever and ever ever..
Anj..Angie..Angelica..Noelani Rei..Yogi..the love of your life

Ecstasy  Yogi

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i just wanted to clear some shit up..
just in case you guys were wondering Ecstasy is Suzie and Yogi is me (Anj)..
yea i know some of you guys were thinking Suzie has a new boy toy..
negative..
she has officially gone lesbian..
and i am head over heals about my lover..
muaahahahahaha