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| Kannitha Raina Sous! hey baby hey! ;]Vitha's baby was born today!! I was really upset that I wasn't there when she gave birth, but I'm glad I got to see her today. Vitha gave birth at 1:50pm and Kannitha, my niece, is soooooo adorable. She's the cutest thing I've ever seen! I've never seen a baby when it were just born, so I felt really panicky. She's so tiny and fragile. I'm clumsy so I tried so so so hard to be as careful as I could with her. Vitha was like chillax. XD lol. But I stayed there for a few hours after I got out of school to keep Vitha company. Vitha was super tired so she didn't talk much, so I just sat there and stared at baby Kannitha. She's so cute. She reminds me of a hamster! ( I'm sooo gonna nickname her hamster.  ) my little baby hamster niece <3 . Vitha told me that Linda said the same thing! haha you really are a hamster, Kannitha. <3 cuuuute. and she's so cute when she sneezes and farts. she farts so much. haha it's adorableee! Ahh but when she cries it makes me really panicky, but it's really cute when she cries too though. her bottom lip quivers when she cries! my pooor babbyy! :[ ! </3 . She has sooo much hair, and her toes and fingers are super skinny and long. they're so tiny and cute. ahhh baby. you're so cute. <3
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| Baby!?Okay! at around 7:15pm-ish I was bored so I was going to put some nailpolish on in the living room... and all of a sudden I see Vitha laying there on the couch making weird grunting noises and weird faces. At first I kind of chuckled and was like "wtheck! Vitha, what're you doing?" LOL I know. I'm an idiot. Then 5 seconds later I was like O____O !!! Holy crap! So I ran to her and asked her how she was feeling, she was just crying so I told Linda to run and look for my mom. My mom was actually walking our neighbor's dog... e_____e . Lol so Linda had to run around the block to get my mom. Finally they both came while I held Vitha's hand and made weird breathing noises with her. We called the ambulance and they couldn't find our house. lolol. They called again and I described our house and they finally found us! Then Vitha left in the ambulance with my mom. Tomorrow Vitha's supposed to give birth at 4pm!! <3333 Can not wait  I'm going to make my dad pick me up from school tomorrow. I hope I make it there in time.
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| I've made up my mind.I know, I know. You probably hear me say this a lot. But,
I hate my hair.
And... I've decided I'm cutting my hair again. I'm going to chop off all the thin ends of my hair and get "normal" hair again. I don't like short hair, but my hair will be really really short when I chop off the thin ends.. BUT i dont care!!! I'm so desperate to get rid of them! I'm impatient. I'm not waiting any longer for my hair to grow. :| humft.
I'm not cutting it until the summer program is over. Until then, I'm stuck with pretending to cut my hair in class with my fingers.
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| Mm!A day off. Finaalllly. No work, no school, no nothingg. Sweeeet. But soon I must do my homework. :| The fun is over once I finish this entry.
Home feels more like home, when you're here. IMYsomuch. I'm so happy when you're home. like sadjhahdj alot. XD I hope you come home more often. <3. You're my savior.(maybe I'm over-exaggerating. lol) But whenever you're home I feel like life isn't so bad after all. You still have stupid bad habits that still piss me off, but that's what makes you, you. and anyways... I have some annoying habits too. XD
I don't think I'm making the efforts. You've spent 17 years raising me. Your job is done, and now it's my turn to do you both a favor. "Getting to know you." I don't even think I know my parents personally. I mean, I know what they show me. But I don't know who they are and everything they're about. I don't know anything they don't tell/show me. It's my job to 'figure' them out. They have all the time in the world to stress about everything and anything, all they want is just some time and love. At home, I feel like I just do my own thing, and let them do their own thing. I don't think I try hard enough to show you that I love you. I really appreciate everything you've done for me.
My cousin "Michelle". Lolol. hahah Michelle Smiley. Dora the Explorer. or Bong Chowvann however you say it. lol. I'm so glad she came to visit from Colorado. for the past month and a half that she's been here I've had a lot of "talks" with her. I swear, she can go on talking for like days...... seriously. She has soo much to say. But she has such a great personality and I really like that her mind is set. (even though I don't agree with a lot of things she says) She has an opinion on everything.. lol But I've had a lot of longgg talks with her and she's made me think about things I never really thought about before. she has some really great and weird stories. lol I like listening...(when I don't have homework.) o____o yet, she still tells me anyways. jerk. But anyways! I'm really thankful for her and for her coming here. She's a great cousin. 
Dear Tickle Monster,
You're a meaniepanties. humft.
ihatebeingtickled. asdhasjhdk
p.s. you look retarded when i tickle you. stupidbitchtakethat!
i don't like you anymore! 
jk.
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| "TGIF."Thank Goodness It's Friday.
Week 3 is done. Three more weeks to go and I'm finally on vacation, forreals. After this summer program is over, I'm having a "Cindy Celebration Day" with Vanna. Possibly we'll have a picnic at Boston Public Gardens! Idk, anything we do to celebrate is fine. :] But I really want to go on a picnic in an amazing garden because i love floweers and i lovee going on dates with my sailor boy. :D Humn. And I can not wait to hang out with people again. I miss people! I miss seeing and talking to people. :[ ! And I also can't wait to finish that music video with the chicks..I put together the parts of the video we recorded so far, and I love it so much. I can't wait til it's finished! And that music video with my little sister. Music videos are super fun, but I look so lame, but idc cause I like pretending I'm in a music video. XD I've always lip synced in my mirror ever since I was little. I blame "The Great Pretenders". Lol! Do you guys remember that show?! I always wished I could lipsync on that show. lolol. I know I'm lame. I don't have class until 10:45am. And there's no one to talk to besides xanga. XD I have so much things I want to do when this program is over. I want to paint, I want to draw, I want to jog, I want to go to Boston, I want to go on dates with my sailor boy, I want to watch Wall-E, I want to watch 27 Dresses at Vanna's, I want to finish my music video with the girlies, I want to hangout with peeps, I want to go places with my family, I want to go to the beach! I want to do everything! I want to chillllaaax.
But, even though I'm excited for this program to be over.. I actually really like this program and I like how it is here. I'm kind of annoyed of some of the people here because they're obnoxious and it reminds me of high school.. but overall it's pretty good. There are some obnoxious peeps but there's also some really greeat people here. I've met some really nice people! :] Not much because I'm shy and I take long to make friends (lmao) but I've made a few!
I feel so busy. Too busy to even feel anything. I worry about nothing but school. I hope it isn't like this in the fall. I feel like I don't take enough time to relax and enjoy myself. Reminds me of that giftbook I bought a while ago, "While I still can dance." It reminds people to live. It's a really good reminder for everyone, I reccomend that you buy the book or take a look at it. :] Ilovethatbooksomuch. It gives me so much encouragement and motivation.
I mean, It's good to work and blah blah blah but it's also good to take a moment to just breathe.
"First I was dying to finish high school and start college.
And then I was dying to finish college and start working.
And then I was dying to marry and have children.
And then I was dying for my children to grow old enough,
so I could get back to my career.
And then I was dying to retire.
And now,
I am dying.
and suddenly realize that I forgot to live."
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