When you smiled, you had my undivided attention.
When you laughed, you had me laugh with you.
When you cried, you had my urge to hold you.
And when you said you loved me,
you had my heart forever.

you don't know me like you knew me
you stopped listening
the moment that i needed you the most

so, when the rest of the world turns their back on him.
let him know that your still there. & that you always
will be & that your love for him will never change

I thought I was going to forget you but I was wrong.
I thought I was getting over you but it's been a lie for so long.
I thought I'd be able to hate you but it's something I can't do.
No matter where I go or what I do, I'm still in love with you

&& do you think
I'm wastin my time always talking to you?
'cuz it hurts when you flirt with other girls
&& now i try hard to keep you
i just want to make you.....mine
am i ever gonna be good enough for you

& for once im left speechless
nothing to say
i have no idea what to do
how can you just turn away?
i want so badly to grab your arm
& pull you into my kiss
but what would that fix?
i dont know what i did to deserve this

Just cus we're separated by miles
Doesn't mean your not the one that makes me smile
It doesn't mean we can't be together
cus you'll be in my heart forever

I was never really your girlfriend
but i was never really just your friend
i would sneak out to see you
i would hug & kiss you & think about you every other minute
late night calls & i love you's.
it's not like that anymore
not since she came into the picture.
now you want nothing to do with me
but it hurts me so much
i didn't lie when i told you i loved you
i promise.
i cry over you, every night
i dont care if your a jerk,
you were mine & that's what mattered
your the one i love, & i miss you

loving someone's gonna hurt,
& the sooner you let yourself feel that,
the sooner you'll be able to love again

when I'm gone
will you throw out all the photographs
will you spend a moment in the past
when I'm gone
will you miss me in the night
will your arms reach out to hold me tight
will you keep me in your dreams
in your heart
in your life?

Like it or not ; something always seems to go wrong - sometimes people build you up just so they can knock you down - sometimes they'll have you there just cause they need someone around..

My dreams were in you & now your gone..
do you know what that means..
now my dreams are gone too

sometimes i just miss that sweet kid,
i fell in love with.

don't say you love him
if you can't let him go.

& i keep thinking of leaving
but i know i'd die without you
i never knew i could feel like this.

Sitting on the roof starring at the stars
Thinking to myself how could i fall for
someone so hard when all i was told was lies
now that i think about it, it makes me cry.

I don't want to go out & meet new people. I don't want to.
I'm tired of it & i'm scared. I already got my heart broken one too
many times. I'm not ready to hand it out again. I guess what i'm
afraid of is that i'll find someone new & fall in love with them
& then get hurt again. I don't want to go through that again. I
really don't. I mean, I do want someone to love & to be by my
side, but i'm just afraid of falling in love again. I want to fall in
love, but at the same time, I don't want to experience the hurt
& pain that goes along with it. <|3

i remember every word you said, okay?
i'm not naive & i'm not stupid. i've been broken before.
i can deal with it. i'm not scared of moving on with
my life. what i'm scared of is that somewhere
along the road, i'll realize that you were my life.

The truth is I've been lied to so many times. I know I come second best to you. I'm not the one you think of & I'm sure as hell not the one you need. So why do you hold onto me? You're making things worse. You're the only thing I have. But to you... I'm just the girl you've got because you can't have the girl you want. She's your everything while I'm just there. You close your eyes when you look at me to pretend you care. I'm not stupid. I see it. But my heart just never wants to believe it. So go ahead... Tell me another lie. Whisper in my ear & tell me how much you pretend to love me. Tell me how much you wish I was her.

» suicidal angel «
cuts her skin with razor blades
in hopes that she'll forget you
but your image never fades
DEATH is around the corner
she'll soon be resting up above
»suicidal angel,«
d i e d just for your love

just for the record;
you’re still my everything.

I listen to music
To hear the words I'll never hear from you

Don't even pretend to love me
It only makes the goodbye hurt more

I always end up being your second choice
When you've always been my first.

&&she looked in her mirror as the eyeliner smuged her eyes
two sides of the story the truth and a lie
all that was left for her was pure confusion

&& when you said goodbye my heart shattered
into a million pieces like a rock crashing through a window

i'm fighting myself to get you out of my head.
but i'm hanging off every word that you said.

if you don't tell her how you feel, she'll
find some other guy who tells her all of
the things that she wants to hear from you

she's the most amazing girl you'll ever meet
that you never got to know because
you never took the chance.

..& i find myself tryin to stay by the phone
'cause your voice always helps me when i
feel so alone

i remember when you came with me that night
we said forever .. that you would never let me go.
but here i am again, with nothing left inside
no, i don't wanna, but i gotta let you go

i`m sick of hookups, the set ups, the fuck ups, the
guys who only want one thing, the guy who doesnt
know what he wants, + the guy who does but wont
admit it                             - i just want the real thing.

misses me?
(ill do the update another day)

If I don't ask you to be mine
I'll regret it for the rest of my life.

Love is almost like suicide,
you give so much to that special someone
you sometimes end up killing yourself inside.

I don’t have to be your first kiss.
I kinda just want to be your last one.

Every now and then, three little words come out.
No, not I love you and no, not I hate you.
But, I miss you.
And for a second, I can’t stand myself.
Because I know you never thought about me.
As much as I still think about you.

You look and he looks.
You walk away wondering if your look.
Had the same effect on him as his did on you.

And maybe all I ever needed.
Was someone that won’t care that I hate wearing shoes.
That I’m incapable of sitting still.
That I can’t grasp the concept of cleaning.
And I refuse to be ladylike.
Someone that realizes that half the decisions I make are usually ones that I regret.
And that I have the right to overreact at any given moment in time.
I need someone who knows how completely insane I am.
And still, he wouldn’t want me in any other way.

nothing good was on T.V.
called you up got your machine.
i thought i saw you in my dream last night

If you're upset, call me.
I won't guarentee I'll make you laugh
but I can cry with you.
If you ever feel like you need to run away, call me.
I won't guarentee I'll persuade you to stay
but I can run with you.
But, if one day you call and there's no answer....
I might need you.

So here's to late nights on the phone.
Sneaking kisses in the hallways,
dancing in the rain, and the sound of my heart,
breaking when you tell me this is goodbye.

So suck in your cheeks and draw on your eyes
realize girl, you need to be pretty tonight.
You're the latest trend, all the rage,
clothes for kids half your age.
Tease your hair, they think you're hot stuff
but yet again not quite good enough.

Friends will always be like:
"Well, you deserved better..."
But best friends will be prank calling
him saying, "You will die in 7 days."

I've never been scared of someone before.
Sometimes a little intimidated, but never scared.
But you, you scare me with your hazel eyes and
your amazing smile. I'm so scared that I'll want
to love you forever and you'll want me for only
a few moments in your life.

Whenever you talk to me,
I get the best feeling in the world
and I hope it lasts forever.

Oversized sunglasses and a string of
pearls around her neck.
She's devistatingly beautiful,
in a L.A. kind of way

When I think
about every other gorgeous girl
who likes you now,
I wonder why I even try

dressed up with a fashion sense,
approach you and spit clever pick up lines.
my name is whatever you prefer -
you said 'my friends call me insecure'

do you believe in love at first sight?
i think you do.
lying naked under the covers.
those were the best days of my life.

i can do without many things with
no hardships ; you're not one of them.

He was my fairytale boy, well at least for a night.
But then we went away but I don't miss him
as much as I miss the feeling of being missed.

i remember counting days down till the year could be done,
so i scatter all my notebooks on the prep school lawn and
disappear again into a summer's bliss of staying out,
sleeping in, and getting drunk with my friends.
that's gone, and i know that it won't ever come back. i
accept; i won't cling to what i had in the past, but life's a
slippery slope; regret's the steepest hill. hope for the best,
plan for the worst, and maybe wind up somewhere in the middle

The higher he hold you up
the harder you fall.
and trust me, you always fall.

we met on that wednesday night.
i was down, but you were so bright.
i remember that wednesday night so well.
we played guitar all those afternoons,
heard records on the floor of your room
i knew that i would fall in love with you.

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