the tan lines may fade but the memories last **forever**-- Summer 2005

No matter what, I'll always be there for you.. I will always love you.

+ + Happiness is falling asleep next to you and waking up thinking I'm still in my dreams. + +

I look at you and everything's alright.

& My heart is set on you

I always wonder what crosses your mind as your eyes meet mine..

Every long lost dream
Led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart
They were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way
Into your loving arms

Till that day you came along, my heart was empty like the soul was missing fROM a song. And I thought I'd loved a few, no one ever made me feel the way that you do.

I love it when I am just walking from kissing you goodbye and we both turn around at the same time to get just one more.

i can't get u out of my mind, i keep thinkin of how much i love talkin to u... how good u look when u smile, how much i love your laugh ... i day-dream about u off and on, replayin pieces of our conversation, laughing at funny things that u said or did... i've memorized your face and the way that u look at me... i catch myself smiling again at wut i imagine... i wonder wut will happen the next time we are together, & even though neither of us kno wut the future holds, i know one thing for sure, your the best thing that eva happened to me in a long time.

wheN iM wiTh u...i Can do AnyThinG

**01-23-05**

::This Entry Is Dedicated To My Lovly Sister::

moving out on august 19 :'( ((tear))

sooo funny

you kinda had to be there haha

sooo pretty on homecoming nyte!!!

her n her bf...how precious!

uber old pic with the cousins!

another oldy with the cousin

stef: thanks for everything n being there threw it all haha im glade u are my older sister n thanks for going threw everything first so it was easy for me....even tho u didnt have a choice haha ill be put like every other weekend to see u!! haha so u better like seeing me!!! i love u!

a BLaSt from the PaSt

hash me n jenna in ms barkles bio class! haha

gorgouse jenna!!! end of sophmore year

really old pic of me! haha like freshman year

b4 a football game sophmore year!! lol emmay looks adorable! def at divonnies or however u spell it haha who would have thoguth then that u would have worked there!!

me n alicia!!!! i miss her!!! first year down at nationals!

me n em like two summer ago! haha

haha i love old pics....ill scan sum from freshamn year lata!!! but yea im getting my hair done on tuesday n then getting senior pics done on friday...then on sunday i leave for cali and htne cum home on friday n leave on wednesday for cheer camp till friday! so yea busy summer!! haha but yea....thats it for now!!

*PICTURES FROM WARPED TOUR!!!!!!*

((soo bomb))

me n em on our way there!!

cute sunglasses jon! hah ((there mine fyi...haha))

b4 we left to meet up wit everyone

em n garette on the light rail! haha

ooo no! haha

thanks jon lol

haha

all of us minus like 2 or 3 or left earlier

*bands*((only got acouple pics of them))

my chemical romance

my chemical romance

my chemical romance

hawthorn heights

hawthron heights

and since we save the best for last......

FALL OUT BOY!!!!!!!!!

well tahts all for now! if u didnt go this year....go next year!! its so fun!

someday someone's going to come along
and put the pieces of my heart back together.
I'm just worried about the one little piece that
they're not going to be able to find, the one that
-makes the puzzle complete-, the one that you took
the day you walked away.

They didn't agree on much, in fact, they rarely agreed on anything.
They fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday.
But despite their differences they had one important thing in common::
they were crAzy about each other.

i love those fake little fights we
have when we're together . .
because i know that if i walk -
away, you'll come after me

because some people hang on
when they should really let go.

my mind and my heart are in a fight right now
my mind is telling me to get over him.. and my
heart is telling me to fall for him

she finally stopped playing their song..
when she realized she was dancing alone.

maybe she laughs
to cover up the tears
and her precious smile
is just to hide her fears..

i want to hold on
but it hurts so damn bad.
yet I really I can't keep somethingI never had.

if you want to know where your
heart is, look where your mind `'
goes when it wanders

Same old story
everyone knows
one heart holding on
one letting go

&& all she wants` is someone that will treat her riqht.
someone that will call her beautiful
when she needs it the most

i guess the perfect guy would be someone who could be anywhere in
the world; but he chooses to be with her.. because life is better with her by his side.

you and I were everything, everything to me

It kills me to finally know
that afer all that ; after everything
that happend ; you can just walk
away, forgetting it all..

I knew it would never work,
but i kept on loving you. I knew
that you would break me, but i
kept my faith in you. & i knew you
kept telling me lies, but i still
believed everything you said..

I was never really your girlfriend, but i was
never really just your friend. I would sneak out
to see you, i would hug & kiss you & think about
you every other minute, late night calls & i love
you's.. but it's not like that anymore..

I realize now that it's over. That there's no point. That there's
no chance. I know all this and yet, i still have hope that you'll
come back to me. It's that hope that is slowly killing me