Currently Listening Hello, Good Friend By The Rocket Summer see related

so yea... i haven't written on here in what seems like forever...

but myspace is down

so here i am...

talk to me

Currently Listening The Moon Is Down By Further Seems Forever see related

how long has it been since the last time i wrote... forever... well... im doing this for one person and you know who you are b/c your the reason i even freakin have a xanga...

all i want to say is hi... stop ignoring me...

maybe i want to talk now

Currently Listening You Can Play These Songs with Chords By Death Cab for Cutie see related

im so tired but sleep never comes to me til its to late and then its just a hassle...

i want to be able to sleep whenever i want to sleep, not when my body wants to...

AND I WANT TO SLEEP NOW... damnit!!!

Currently Listening Monkey Business By Black Eyed Peas see related

why am i crying? its probably because of you... you should feel bad...

oh am i making myself cry? i probably did something to make myself cry...

i shouldn't think so much...

i need more sleep... i don't need to drink as much coffee and soda as i do

i don't have any friends... ok maybe like one, but i don't know...

i feel very alone a lot... i shouldn't... i have a wonderful boyfriend that loves me... i guess i just get lonely mainly at night when im all alone... i hate it...

Currently Listening Evan & Jaron By Evan & Jaron see related

IM MATURE...  i swear...

so yea... what now???