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                                            new and improved.. i guess?

<3rachel683

new layout..
        changed it again

      it was my birthday yesterday.. pretty over-rated.. like many things..

             going to  homecoming for a while tonight..
         wes leaves for soccer 2morrow at 8am.. =[ GOOD LUCK

                  <3R ache l //683 I LOVE WES <3


They will detail their pain
In some standard refrain.
They will recite their sadness
Like it's some kind of contest.
Well, if it is, I think I am winning it,
All beaming with confidence
as I make my final lap.
The gold medal gleams
so hang it around my neck
cause I am deserving it:
the champion of idiots.

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And when it all goes to hell
Will you be able to tell me
You're sorry with a straight face?

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EDIT AGAIN!!

ohmyHECKitsJEN: i finger you
ohmyHECKitsJEN: hahaha omgahhhhh
ohDANGitsRACHEL: GHAGHAAHA
ohmyHECKitsJEN: i just showed it to ciara and she said how is that funny
ohDANGitsRACHEL: WHAT!? SHE WOULDNT NO FUNNY IF IT WAS STUCK UP HER BUTT
ohmyHECKitsJEN: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

i love jenica..<3

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ok so yea this week has went by soo fast..

thursday;; Leah, me and my older sister sarah, went to a saliva concert...
          it was pretty dang awesome if you ask me =]

saturday;; chelsie, leah and me all went to the camdenton courtwarming
      got to hang out with jen and her friends.. wes and tyler.. and lewis.. fun

yes so only like 4 days till im 16 .. wow   i already spent all my bday $$

    got me some converse and pants.. im outta here....mmkay bbyee

<3 r  ache  l  //683

no school tomorrow.. =D

      i love wes..

             im here at chelsies.. watching phone boooth .. although i wish i was watching fight club .. or the notebook.. idk ...but whatever ..

     so this weekend was pretty cool .. hung out with chelsie & leah ..=]
                                      i miss skiddy .. <\3

im hoping that wes can come over tomorrow// well actually it would be today since its 12am ..lol ..but that would rock my world..
       me, leah, and sarah are going to saliva concert on thursday..             friday;; me, leah, and chels are going to camdenton's courtwarming
                                                      should be FUN..

11 til 16 ..

      <3r       ache     l//683

last night .. something really weird happend..

           hmm.. but i really dont want to explain it all..

        thank you for all the comments guys .. means alot

                          <3 r       ache       l  //683

17 til 16

..right now, im more in love with wes then ever.. and everyday it seems to get better..im the luckiest girl alive....god.. i just dont know what id do without him.. hes everything ive ever dreamed of.. <3

[[im pretty sure plenty of people have told you that they love && care about you..but nobody will ever mean it half as much as i do ..<3]]