| I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
For you
For you
For you
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| Theres this one girl that ive liked for a long time and i probably will never stop thinking of her ever morning nite and day she was my first love and when i see her with another guy it kills me down inside and when she comes up to me to talk i freeze and like forget everything and i just want to go up to her and just kiss her one, it would be my way of saying i love u and ill never stop even if her bf is rite there i love her and i dont no how i can live like this i can hardly say hi or hey to her its enough just looking at her cause usually she looks like shes the same bout me i hoping shes the same bout me and i wish i had to guts to go up to her and tell her this but hopfully shell finally get it after ive told her like 48390 million times she just doesnt seem to get it i wish i could hear her thoughts and every little thing she dreams up of and she talks bout i want to help her i want to love her i want to be with her and i want her to be mine for ever cause i have never felt so crazy over a girl before this is my first love and shoild be my only i wish but i guess not will thats my love life |
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