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Name: Lani
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High School.
You meet some of the funniest people.
But the friendships are hardly longlasting.
Yet, you miss every minute of it.
And you cannot believe you let the time slip by.
So this is to my graduating class: I will miss you guys.
We held hands, our hearts took flight.
We wanted to be together,
but we knew it just wasn't right.
Sometimes the people you thought you clicked with
are the people that will let you down the most.
Sometimes you'll find a true friend in someone
that you thought you'd never talk to.
And sometimes you find friendships in other
friendships that ended poorly. And that is meant to be.
I trusted you and let you in,
but you proved to me that nothing has changed.
You and everybody else are all the same.
I know that for as long as we live,
you and I will always be in each others lives.
I'll be your friend and you'll be mine.
We'll pop in and out of each others lives all of the time.
I tried to be someone else,
but nothing seemed to change.
I know now, this is who I really am inside...
Finally found myself.
- 30 Seconds to Mars : "The Kill" -
"And that was it. All this buildup to a great leap, and I didn't fall or fly. Instead I found myself back on the edge of the cliff, blinking, wondering if I'd ever jumped at all. It's not supposed to be like this."
are you here because you need someone,
or because you need me?
I can't just sit here and have coffee with you. I love you. I know the other night didn't mean for you what it did for me, but I haven't stopped thinking about you since it happened, and not because it was great- which it was- but because it was right. It was so right, and you might not see that right now, but I do, and if I have to wait until we're both 80 years old for you to see it, then I'll wait. I'm not going anywhere. This is it for me. You're it for me, and I can't pretend to feel any less than I do, I just can't.
Looking back at what I’ve been through,
I’d be a complete mess if I didn’t have you.
-Friends
Once upon a time, we really loved each other, but as time went by, there just got to be all these things, little things, stupid things, that were left unsaid.
And all these things that were left unsaid piled up, like the clutter in our storage room.
And after awhile, there was so much that was left unsaid, that we barely said anything at all.
 " I guess i just got hurt, really hurt.
and sometimes when that happends,
something inside just shuts off. "
"Seems to me, it ain’t the world that's so bad but what we're doin' to it.
And all I'm saying is, see, what a wonderful world it would be if only we'd give it a chance."
it brings out the worst in me when your're not around.
i miss the sound of your voice,
the silence screams so loud.
 see when you're mad, you don't miss people.
so if you stay mad, it's like you never knew
them at all. that way you don't feel sucky
about them leaving you.
- Uptown Girls
I thought how unpleasant it is to be locked out
and I thought how it is worse, perhaps, to be locked in.
 I think I've realized that I grew up to fast
And listen home I'm thinking of my past.
The good times, and when the sun would make my day.
All my life; I`ve been waiting for a boy like you <3
Don`t dwell on the past. Your history can`t be erased, but your future has yet to be written. Make the most of what`s going to happen instead of worrying about what you can`t change. Don`t waste your time being sad, because you`re wasting away moments in which you could be happy.
I believe that being best friends is part of being in love, & I believe that everyone should get the chance to find a best friend who is also the love of their life.
The secret is, I trust people much too easily. When someone asks for my attention, I more than happily plunge into their gaze, smile too much & listen too much. I create a false image of someone else on my own, believe their sincerity with my whole heart. Therefore I am my own downfall, & there is not one person to blame besides myself.
Anything is possible if you`ve got enough nerve.
There`s no reason to break up. All those unreasonable excuses; why break up when you know you still have feelings for that person? You`re just hurting yourself & the person you love. You know you still feel for them, yet you won`t admit it. You don`t love them anymore, you say? Well, then let it go. Why can`t you let go? Stop noticing what they do or say all the time, quit glancing over when they`re around, stop thinking back to things they said to you or done with you. Can`t? That`s when you know you`re not over them completely yet. You try to keep yourself busy with homework & try talking to other people, but does it really work? If not, you`re either stupid or you`re dumb. Why? Obviously you still have feelings for them. Let someone know when you care about them; tell them if you love them. Tell them if you miss them. Chances don`t come to you; you go find them. Trust & believe. If you think you have feelings for them, trust your feelings & believe you do, because you do.
You hold on to things that were. You wonder what`s to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been & look ahead to what would be. Other days, now days, days to come. The thing is, we didn`t have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves for growing up.
[ The Wonder Years ] 
Act like a nerd, laugh like it`s infamous, dance endlessly & I promise you ; you`re living the life you`ve always wanted to live, just never had.
"Isn`t it supposed to be like this?" he smiled. "The glory of first love, & all that. It`s incredible, isn`t it, the difference between reading about something, seeing it in the pictures, & experiencing it?"
[ Twilight ]
I wanna believe in it all again. In art, fate, & love. & I want to believe that I`ve made the right choices & that I`m on the right path & there`s still time to fix the mistakes that I`ve made. & I guess I want hope.
[ One Tree Hill ]
No girl should ever forget that she doesn`t need anyone who doesn`t need her.
It`s senior year. I don`t think I can go the rest of the year knowing that from now on, I will never see or talk to you again, all because of unsaid words after our breakup. I can`t stand knowing that this it the last year we have together, & we can`t even be friends during it. That`s why I need you, that`s why we need to make this work.
it is by our actions that we are defined, so stand up for what you believe, smile and let the world know that today you wre stronger than you were yesterday <3 the key to courage is to let go of the fear <3 Always look at the sunny side of everything <3 Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side <3
and any belief worth having, must be able to survive doubt <3 | | |
| I tried to be someone else,
but nothing seemed to change.
I know now, this is who I really am inside...
Finally found myself.
- 30 Seconds to Mars : "The Kill" - You say you wanted more.
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you.
- 30 Seconds to Mars : "The Kill" -
You see people in their true colors
when you get them in a situation
that they're not in control of.
They want to fix something
but they cannot do anything about it.
You looked at me, I looked at you.
I touched your face and then you knew.
I wanted to kiss you, but you looked scared.
Just know that in my heart... I still care.
You wonder why I tell you that I hate you all the time.
Well, thats just because you make me laugh constantly
and I can no longer say "I love you" ... and I hate it.
Seeing you today made me feel numb.
I felt weak in the knees and I could hardly breathe.
I wanted to talk to you, but it hurt too bad.
I just wanted you to know you were the best friend I've had.
Now I'm breathing for the first time
and I'm leaving, all this behind.
I've become what I am because of you
- 12 Stones : "It Was You" - You said you were there for me
You wouldn't let me fall
All the times I shared with you
Were you even there at all?
- 12 Stones : "Lie To Me" - I hate the way I feel tonight
and I know I need you in my life.
Yes, I hate the way I feel inside,
and I promise to make the sacrifice.
- 12 Stones : "The Way I Feel" - And I feel like I'm falling farther every day,
but I know that you're there watching over me.
And I feel like I'm drowning, the waves crashing over me.
But I know that your love... it will set me free.
- 12 Stones : "Crash" - I lie here tossing in my bed,
lost in my fears remembering what you said.
And I try to hide the truth within.
- 12 Stones : "Crash" - All the hate deep inside, slowly covering my eyes.
All these things I hide away from you again
All this fear holding me, my heart is cold and I believe
nothing’s going to change until I'm whole again
- 12 Stones : "Broken" - Alone again again alone,
patiently waiting by the phone,
hoping that you will call me home.
The pain inside, my love denied.
Hopes and dreams swallowed by pride.
Everything I need it lies in you.
- 12 Stones : "Broken" - Distance is safer than trust.
Honestly honesty's a fable in love.
- 10 Years : "The Recipe" - How small do you want me to be?
Weighed in the balance left lonely...
So much can be said through silence.
- 10 Years : "Seasons To Cycles" - Why'd you have to be so good to me?
Because now it hurts me to hate you.
You denied me of my right to heal.
And my heart's still broken.
- 5 Days Ahead : "Still Heartbroken" A year has passed and I still have this
cold black pit where my heart used to be.
What did I do to make you stop loving me?
You're everything I wanted.
A buried treasure that I found. And now I feel so empty.
I never picked my heart up off the ground.
- 5 Days Ahead : "Still Heartbroken" -
I'm never over you. No hope for me tomorrow. It's time to end my sorrow once again. I'm getting (never) over you.
- 5 Days Ahead : "Famous Last Words" - I'm done. This time I'm over you. I'm sick of playing all your games. This rollercoaster ride has left me dizzy and I want to leave before I lose my chance to escape.
- 5 Days Ahead : "Famous Last Words" -
Can you feel the love tonight?
Hold my hand, and you just might.
Something tells me we'll see each other in the future.
We may be apart for now, but soon, you'll see;
I'm going to be staring at you and
you're going to be staring at me
Everything I am and everything in me
wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
I'll never let you down, even if I could.
I'd give up everything, if only for your good.
So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong.
You can hold me when I'm scared...
You won't always be there,
so love me when I'm gone.
- 3 Doors Down : "When I'm Gone" - There's another world inside of me that you may never see.
There're secrets in this life that I can't hide.
Somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I can't find.
Maybe it's too far away, or maybe I'm just blind.
- 3 Doors Down : "When I'm Gone" - What you thought was real in life,
somehow steered you wrong.
Now you just keep driving
trying to find out where you belong.
- 3 Doors Down : "The Road I'm On" She said life's a lot to think about sometimes;
When you're living in between the lines.
- 3 Doors Down : "The Road I'm On" - I dream ahead to what I hope for
and I turn my back on loving you.
How can this love be a good thing
when I know what I'm going through?
- 3 Doors Down : "Let Me Go" I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand.
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go.
- 3 Doors Down : "Let Me Go" - One more kiss could be the best thing,
but one more lie could be the worst.
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve.
- 3 Doors Down : "Let Me Go" -
You called me strong, you called me weak,
But still your secrets I will keep.
You took for granted all the times
I never let you down.
You stumbled in and bumped your head;
If not for me then you'd be dead.
I picked you up and put you back on solid ground.
- 3 Doors Down : "Kryptonite" -
I look ahead to all the plans that we made
and the dreams that we had.
I'm in a world that tries to take them away.
Oh, but I'm taking them back
Cause all of this time I've just been too blind to understand
what should matter to me.
- 3 Doors Down : "It's Not My Time" - Looking back at the beginning of this
and how life was living life like an ocean.
But now the current's only pulling me down.
It’s getting harder to breathe.
It won’t be too long and I will be going under.
Can you save me from this?
- 3 Doors Down : "It's Not My Time" - I'm here without you, baby,
but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you, baby,
and I dream about you all the time.
- 3 Doors Down : "Here Without You" - I'm over this,
I'm tired of living in the dark.
Can anyone see me down here?
The feeling's gone.
There's nothing left to lift me up
back into the world I know.
- 3 Doors Down : "Away From the Sun" -
Now, again, I've found myself
so far down, away from the sun
that shines into the darkest place.
- 3 Doors Down : "Away From the Sun" - I hate everything about you.
Why do I love you?
You hate everything about me.
Why do you love me?
- Three Days Grace : "I Hate Everything About You" -
You thought you were there to guide me,
but you were only in my way.
- Three Days Grace : "Just Like You" - I could be mean
I could be angry
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know, I could be just like you.
- Three Days Grace : "Just Like You" -
You always disappear,
even when you’re here.
This is not my home,
I think I’m better off alone.
- Three Days Grace : "Home" - "I wanna marry you because you're the first person that I wanna look at when i wake up in the morning and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that i saw these hands, i couldn't imagine not being able to hold them."
- Ryan Reynolds : Will Hayes - I've been waiting for those two simple words
to come blaring out of your mouth;
"I'm sorry" is all you had to say.
But you're too good for that.
You're never the bad guy and you never make mistakes.
But i never thought you'd let it end this way.
Best friends, worst enemies.
How could we let something come between us?
After all these years, I never expected this to happen.
All of the good times ended and we grew apart.
... I guess it was meant to be this way after all.
I hope I'm not too clingy
I just want to be perfect.
Goofy, yet cute but not annoying.
And I most definately want to be beautiful.
I guess I just want to live up to your expectations,
because if i lose you, i lose everything.
He apologized late last night,
thinking I would just forgive and forget.
But it's too late now.
He can't changa the past.
And now he'll have to lose the best thing he's ever had.
Don't regret anything you've done in your past.
Don't wish you would have done something different.
Live life to the fullest. Your regret will hold you back.
And you just don't have time for that.
Your face has become the color of your heart.
The kindness of your soul was lost in the dark.
Somewhere along the way, your hope was shot.
So this is the end of the battle we have fought.
You know that feeling you get when everything is going wrong
but you have to put on a smile for the moment?
It's like a pressure in your chest, a thumping pulse in your head.
Like you're a ticking time bomb about to explode.
Your cheeks get so tired of holding your lips up.
You start to feel like you can't breathe.
Your throat starts to close up.
& you can feel the tears forming in the corners of your eyes.
But you politely clear your throat & blink the tears back.
Knowing if you broke down right here people would ask questions.
Then you would have to explain to them what only you understand.
Leaving them with confused faces & your tongue stuttering.
So, it's better to deal with the pressure & thumping.
Then when you are alone you can hush the pulse with tears.
& it becomes a little easier. You will not silence my message.
You will not mock my God.
You will stop killing my generation. She stands on her tippy toes just to hug him tight,
he doesn’t know that shell be dreaming of his hug tonight.
He walks close to her, sometimes walking into her with the right intentions,
she doesn’t know that he just wants her to hold his hand.
She takes a long whiff of his cologne before they leave,
he doesn’t know that whenever she smells it her heart skips a beat.
He stares directly into her eyes when they talk,
she doesn’t know he’s in love with her eyes.
Two teenagers in love,
they just don’t know it yet. As you grow up,
always remember where you’ve been, and the people you were with.
And even if you hate someone that you once loved,
always remember there was a reason behind it all.
And if you’ve taken the wrong path,
always remember how you got there.
Choices in your life, will make or break you.
So do the best with what you know,
and keep your head up as you go.
Because someone out there somewhere loves you.
Just remember that. She's a girl.
A seventeen-year-old beauty on the brink of freedom.
A rebellious child with everything to lose.
Just another confused youth who thinks she's special,
because she listens to bands whose names have more words than some sentences. She pretends not to care, and most of the time, she gets away with it. But the truth is, no one could care more than she does. She pretends to hate herself more than she really does.
And she's scared to remember the past, but even more scared to forget it. <3 And then I realized it isn't about love. It isn't about anniversaries and white picket fences. I started thinking that I didn't need love. I needed to be needed. I needed to be idolized. I needed to be that thing that a person stares at and wants more than anything in the world. Well it sure ain’t much to look at, just a dusty drive through town,
but the roots that run beneath it, are what make it scared ground,
I’ve seen enough to know what makes a place a home. <3 She's not like every other girl. She
doesn't give a crap what she looks
like, and to her makeup is a waste
of time. She will eat like a pig & not
care if they make fun of her. She'll
be a dork and she'll act stupid. &&
if you haven't noticed, she probably
has the best friends around. And
it's not because she's a stupid, fake
teenage girl, it's cause she's herself.Love me when I least deserve it,
because that's when I really need it.
+ + Swedish Proverb Never look down on anybody
unless you're helping him up.
+ + Jesse JacksonI fall back on the bed, surrounded
by laughter of newfound friends. I
realize sometimes happiness doesn't
lie with those who know you best,
but those who don't know you at all. What a brave little girl;
instead of adding to the drama
like everyone else, she decided
to be different and not burden the rest
of the population with her problems. Avoiding life.
I’m curled up in a balling hiding beneath my covers
I don’t want the world to see me this way
all exposed ....
This is a place where few are allowed
where I lay my feelings on the floor
but I rarely open that door.
And when I do very few get inside before I go and hide again
Sometimes I get myself in such a mess.
But this guy isn’t like the rest.
I lay my head on his chest.
And I fell complete he is my other half I swear with out him I wouldn’t want to breath air. When I was a boy, my family took me on a trip. We didn't go to any exotic place, we didn't go anywhere glamorous, we just drove. We drove the backroads of Tree Hill, we saw all kinds of great things. We were going everywhere, anywhere. But it wasn't about where we ended up, it was about what happened and who we saw along the way. But something happened the day, something magical. The truth is, I don't think I ever felt safer. That day, it was one of the best days of my life. Just like today. ~One Tree Hill~ She longed to be a bird.
That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay. The greatest loss in life is not death, it's what dies inside while you're still alive.the world ages us too fast. we grow up too quickly, we stop dreaming too early, and we develop the ability to worry at far too young an age <3 You can't put a limit on anything.
The more you dream, the farther you get <3 Maybe I'll change, maybe love will change, but I think we were a once-in-a-lifetime. Sometimes you love, and you learn, and you move on. And that's okay.
<3 | | |
| Why'd you have to be so good to me?
Because now it hurts me to hate you.
You denied me of my right to heal.
And my heart's still broken.
- 5 Days Ahead : "Still Heartbroken"
A year has passed and I still have this
cold black pit where my heart used to be.
What did I do to make you stop loving me?
You're everything I wanted.
A buried treasure that I found. And now I feel so empty.
I never picked my heart up off the ground.
- 5 Days Ahead : "Still Heartbroken" -
I'm never over you. No hope for me tomorrow. It's time to end my sorrow once again. I'm getting (never) over you.
- 5 Days Ahead : "Famous Last Words" - I'm done. This time I'm over you. I'm sick of playing all your games. This rollercoaster ride has left me dizzy and I want to leave before I lose my chance to escape.
- 5 Days Ahead : "Famous Last Words" -
Can you feel the love tonight?
Hold my hand, and you just might.
Something tells me we'll see each other in the future.
We may be apart for now, but soon, you'll see;
I'm going to be staring at you and
you're going to be staring at me
Everything I am and everything in me
wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
I'll never let you down, even if I could.
I'd give up everything, if only for your good.
So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong.
You can hold me when I'm scared...
You won't always be there,
so love me when I'm gone.
- 3 Doors Down : "When I'm Gone" - There's another world inside of me that you may never see.
There're secrets in this life that I can't hide.
Somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I can't find.
Maybe it's too far away, or maybe I'm just blind.
- 3 Doors Down : "When I'm Gone" - What you thought was real in life,
somehow steered you wrong.
Now you just keep driving
trying to find out where you belong.
- 3 Doors Down : "The Road I'm On" She said life's a lot to think about sometimes;
When you're living in between the lines.
- 3 Doors Down : "The Road I'm On" - I dream ahead to what I hope for
and I turn my back on loving you.
How can this love be a good thing
when I know what I'm going through?
- 3 Doors Down : "Let Me Go" I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand.
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go.
- 3 Doors Down : "Let Me Go" - One more kiss could be the best thing,
but one more lie could be the worst.
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve.
- 3 Doors Down : "Let Me Go" - You called me strong, you called me weak,
But still your secrets I will keep.
You took for granted all the times
I never let you down.
You stumbled in and bumped your head;
If not for me then you'd be dead.
I picked you up and put you back on solid ground.
- 3 Doors Down : "Kryptonite" -
I look ahead to all the plans that we made
and the dreams that we had.
I'm in a world that tries to take them away.
Oh, but I'm taking them back
Cause all of this time I've just been too blind to understand
what should matter to me.
- 3 Doors Down : "It's Not My Time" - Looking back at the beginning of this
and how life was living life like an ocean.
But now the current's only pulling me down.
It’s getting harder to breathe.
It won’t be too long and I will be going under.
Can you save me from this?
- 3 Doors Down : "It's Not My Time" - I'm here without you, baby,
but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you, baby,
and I dream about you all the time.
- 3 Doors Down : "Here Without You" - I'm over this,
I'm tired of living in the dark.
Can anyone see me down here?
The feeling's gone.
There's nothing left to lift me up
back into the world I know.
- 3 Doors Down : "Away From the Sun" -
Now, again, I've found myself
so far down, away from the sun
that shines into the darkest place.
- 3 Doors Down : "Away From the Sun" - I hate everything about you.
Why do I love you?
You hate everything about me.
Why do you love me?
- Three Days Grace : "I Hate Everything About You" -
You thought you were there to guide me,
but you were only in my way.
- Three Days Grace : "Just Like You" - I could be mean
I could be angry
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know, I could be just like you.
- Three Days Grace : "Just Like You" -
You always disappear,
even when you’re here.
This is not my home,
I think I’m better off alone.
- Three Days Grace : "Home" - "I wanna marry you because you're the first person that I wanna look at when i wake up in the morning and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that i saw these hands, i couldn't imagine not being able to hold them."
- Ryan Reynolds : Will Hayes - I've been waiting for those two simple words
to come blaring out of your mouth;
"I'm sorry" is all you had to say.
But you're too good for that.
You're never the bad guy and you never make mistakes.
But i never thought you'd let it end this way.
Best friends, worst enemies.
How could we let something come between us?
After all these years, I never expected this to happen.
All of the good times ended and we grew apart.
... I guess it was meant to be this way after all.
I hope I'm not too clingy
I just want to be perfect.
Goofy, yet cute but not annoying.
And I most definately want to be beautiful.
I guess I just want to live up to your expectations,
because if i lose you, i lose everything.
He apologized late last night,
thinking I would just forgive and forget.
But it's too late now.
He can't changa the past.
And now he'll have to lose the best thing he's ever had.
One more thing before I go.
I hope you think of me when you try to fall asleep.
I hope your knees get weak when you see my face.
I hope your hug doesn't fit perfectly with hers.
You'll find that my picture makes you feel safe.
Because I'm just one girl that you cannot replace.
I cant wait until you finally figure out she
doesnt love you like i did & leave her,
letting her feel the pain i did when you left me
Go with your gut but use your head.
He is that complicated. & I think that`s why I like him, because he definitely keeps me on my toes.
Homeboy wore combat boots to the beach. I know you don`t want to call that your boyfriend. I know you don`t!
How will you know if it`s the right decision if you never do it?
I just think before you make an ultimate commitment with someone you need to go through some really rough times, you know? & bounce back from those.
I take you for who you are & the person you are & the heart that you have & I don`t let anybody interfere with that. I think truth, in time, tells all.
I think that everyone can change if the right person comes along. & I think that every girl wants to be the right person. Every girl wants to be the one girl that can change that guy.
I trust him as far as I can throw him & I don`t even think I can lift him.
If you`re sorry, you don`t sit there & make excuse after excuse.
It`s always nice to have somebody new & unique in your life.
You don`t get that many people in your life that you can just tell anything to.
You don`t want to let people in. It`s hard for you. & once you let those people in, you don`t want to let them go. & when they fuck up, it`s like, why would you do that to me? Like I gave you my feelings, I did everything for you, & you still screwed me over. It`s like you wish they were a better person.
Whitney: You need to let him fall down & pick himself back up.
Lauren: Yeah, but I have seen him fall, & he falls hard.
I`m just a normal girl who`s comfortable with who she is. I don`t believe in changing yourself for anybody & I think it`s really important for girls to be as comfortable with themselves as possible. Sometimes I look at what really young girls wear & I can`t believe it - I have underwear that covers more than what some of them have on! I think it`s important that girls know they can be attractive & sexy in a classy way & that guys actually like that more than when they see girls who show a lot of skin. For me, I like clothes & I like to wear them to cover up.
Time together is just never quite enough.
When you & I are alone, I've never felt so at home.
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time.
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me, darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time.
-owlcity, thesaltwaterroom.
Whenever you need me,
I'll always have my ears open,
shoulders dry, mouth filled with words,
hands with tissues, & my heart to give.
I'm holding onto the hopes that we are
& will always be in love <3
So what do you do when the person you love is the reason behind all your pain? When things aren't the same anymore & you constantly see yourself striving to maintain a perfect relationship? When you no longer trust that person because their words continuously contradict their actions? Have you ever felt this unbearable pain in your chest, but think to yourself that the pain is worth it because in the end you are still with that person? Whenever they are out, you have a million of ideas just clustered in the back of your mind. You try your best to trust them, but for some reason you just can't. You want them to do little sweet meaningful things, but yet they don't. You find yourself so infatuated with this thing we call "love" that you isolate yourself from everyone & everything you once loved. But in the end, is it really worth all the trouble & sacrifice?
You should never rule anyone, anywhere out.
They might just become one of the most
important people in your life.
They say that friendship is worth every penny,
but you, my friend, are worth every second of my life.
Holding her close to my chest,
she drifted off to the sound of my heartbeat.
"Love is a form of prejudice. You love what you need, you love what makes you feel good, you love what is convenient. How can you say you love one person when there are ten thousand people in the world that you would love more if you ever met them? But you'll never meet them."
i made a wish on a million of the stars,
registered your name on a few.
that way, if you ever forget who you are,
you can look up and see a picture of you.
you're built from distraction
so brilliantly dull
and we can laugh all we want,
know it's your favorite.
and i'll stare at you all i can,
cause you...you're my favorite.
and when you find everthing you looked for,
i hope your life leads you back to my door,
ohh but if it don't,
stay beautiful.
i remember the first time we danced
i remember tunneling through the snow like ants
what i don't recall is why i said
i simply can't sleep in this tiny bed with you, anymore
"This is love, isn't it? When you notice someone's absence and hate that absence more than anything? More, even, than you love his presence?"
i hope you remember me when you’re homesick and need a change. i miss your purple hair, i miss the way you taste. i know you’ll come back someday, on a bed of nails i wait. i’m praying that you don’t burn out or fade away.
Do you remember our first subway ride?
Our last swim on the east coast?
I remember your warm smile in the sun,
The daydreaming boy without a shirt on.
Empty hallways, you can't get to me. Open doorways, but you're still searching for your keys. And I can't open the ears for which I sing. So I'll just pass along, and baby, you'll start to hear me.
You insist on explaining the obvious when it's pointless. And I'm heartless for saying what's really on our minds. Your words go to rhythm, while mine go to rhyme. You were never good with syllables and half heartfelt lines.
This is when you start to shake. This is when you start to stutter. This is when you say I love you. This is when you swear it was only for each other.
all the stars up in the sky, and the leaves in the trees, all the broken bits that make you jump up, and grassy bits in between, all the matter in the world is how much i like you
I cannot refuse your eyes
Please don't look at me tonight
My heart beats fast, I know you're there
I pretend like I don't care
Cause if you jump I will jump too.
We will fall together from the building's ledge,
never looking back at what we've done.
We'll say it was love
cause I would die for you.
We're friends, real friends.
And that means no matter how long it takes, when you finally do decide to look back,
I'll be here.
we'd meet up at night pretty late by the falls. talked too fast without regret with headlights and stars, it was brighter than the daylight.
"'Cheers!' she said, lifting her glass.
'Cheers,' I said, lifting mine.
We clicked glasses, then drank them off
as the ambulance backed out,
turned south, siren on.
It just wasn't our turn yet."
for nobody else, gave me a thrill
with all your faults, i love you still.
it had to be you, wonderful you
it had to be you.
Yeah, don't degrade yourself the way that I do cause you don't depend upon all the shit that I use to make my moods improve.
the last time i saw you, you were standing by his side. the last time you saw me was in a crumpled photograph that missed the bin.
I have no patience for hypocrites,
have no patience for fakes.
I have no patience for those who make my same mistakes.
So, hold me.
I miss the sound of your voice
I miss the rush of your skin
I miss the still of the silence
as you breathe out and I breathe in
she always said i was too silent, and i never found the words to entertain her, maybe i tried too hard to always be clever while she only stopped for simple words to keep her safe, to keep her safe. maybe, maybe if i can see you now, i'll find a way to sing somehow, something to make you stay so wide awake somehow.
please show me something that can shake my bones.
i want to feel the fear rush through my veins.
my hands are cold from holding on to hopes.
back at the homestead
where the air makes you choke
and people don't know you
and trust is a joke
we don't even have pictures
just memories to hold
that grow sweeter each season
as we slowly grow old
i starting sending you a note
oh how i hope that you're happy
i hear you're somewhere in the sand
and how i wish i was an ocean
maybe then,
i'd get to see you again
you know me, or you think you do
you just don’t seem to see
i’ve been waiting all this time to be
something i can’t define
you meant to make me happy, make me sad.
want to make it better, better so bad.
but save your resolutions for your never new year.
there is only one solution i can see here.
cause if your love is all i had in this life
well that would be enough until the end of time
so rest your weary heart and relax your mind
cause i’m gonna love you girl until the end of time
who doesn't long for,
someone to hold.
who knows how to love you
without being told.
you have my attention
like you've had all the while
since that first day when you made my heart smile
with loving eyes and tired sighs that flow
you have my attention
like a shout through an empty sanctuary
speak but a whisper, i'll hear a sermon
i like the way you like me best. i like the way you're not impressed while you put me to the test.
And when you're holding me
we make a pair of parentheses.
There's plenty space to encase
whatever weird way my mind goes,
I know I’ll be safe in these arms.
This town will never see it coming.
Dressed like that you’d get away with murder
Ditch the car and hit the ground running
This is just a taste of summer
hold on, baby, you're losing it
the water's high, you're jumping into it
and letting go, and no one knows that
you cry, but you don't tell anyone
that you might not be the golden one
and you're tied together with a smile
but you're coming undone
Don't ever part your lips
Instead just follow my lead
And focus on the rhythm of my hips
Fingertips say more than I ever could
eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high stops feeling good and starts to hurt. they say if you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom. but how do you know when you're there? because no matter how badly something hurts us, sometimes, letting go hurts even more.
you’re so good at making bad decisions, but even better at burning bridges.
Being taken for granted can be a compliment.
It means that you've become a comfortable
trusted element in another person's life.
you're in my arms
and all the world is calm
the music playing on for only two
so close together
and when i'm with you
so close to feeling alive
twisting heartache into fine, little pieces that avoid an awful crime but it's you i can't deny.
you've got to show her you need her
don't treat her like a mind reader
each day do something to need her
to believe you love her
You can't break my heart, it's liquid.
It melted when I met you.
Me and my friends,
We don't encourage discipline
Or really much of anything
We do our drugs to wheel it up
And tell ourselves that this is love
But it's never added up
And it'll never be enough
No it'll never be enough
play me a sad song because that’s what i want to hear, i want you to make me cry. i want to remember the places that we left, lost to the mists of time. i know that you’ll go soon. you’ll find out so take me with you always
Please baby you're scaring me now
I knew I'd end up letting you down.
i spend entire days in this bed too small for two
on these pillows that you can’t get used to
and that’s why i don’t sleep at night
and that’s why i don’t feel right in this city
it’s more me than you
it's what you do, not what you say
that keeps you one step away.
am i that easy to forget?
just because i'm hurting
doesn't mean i'm hurt
doesn't mean i didn't get what i deserve
no better and no worse
maybe you'd sing and put words to all the things
that you think of in a day but have forgotten how to say
nothing lasts forever, not even the mountains,
someday they will be swept away and swallowed by the sea.
breathe in and softly release it, i won't let you go.
i think i know what you won't tell me
i've got this figured out and then you,
you go and change it. you go and change it.
i've reached the point where all i want
is to sleep around in hopes that i will catch back up.
we are parallel lines, we're running in circles
we're never meant to cross.
sometimes i close my eyes
and imagine you with me
chasing passion into the night
all tangled in a dream
don't blink, don't close your eyes.
and most of all don't apologize
it's me who's got the demons to wrestle now
there's a patch of blue in a stormy sky
a memory of a brighter time
when everything was new, and less watered down.
before the summer turned to brown.
i'm tired of singing all the sad songs in my head
but i can't find enough of anything to drown out what you said.
don't be afraid should things happen to change, because change can be a beautiful thing. life is loving and letting go.
i will never love you more than woody allen movies.
i will never love you more than god only knows.
i will never love you more than dvd nights with my girlfriend.
where we talk about stupid things like feelings and men.
i will never love you more than my boyfriend when i was fourteen
even if he's now an asshole,
i will never love you more.
right now i am complicated.
right now i am giving this heart away.
how i wish i could just keep turning back time.
right now i'm the walking wounded.
mind set on getting out alive.
instead of beating me up, you should be giving me hope.
instead of bringing me down, you should be lifting me up.
instead of starting a fire, you should be heating things up.
i'd never leave you there, screaming for my love.
He`s everything in summer dreams that fills your head with smiles.
I laugh everytime I start to think about him,
we set that summer out in style.
Well, he`s gone, but he left me with a smile
- cause he was mine for a while -
Even if you`re on the right track, you`ll get run over if you just sit there.
So reach for the stars & pick a mountain to climb. You better dare to dream, but give yourself time. Remember, no matter how rough things seem, with faith, there is never an impossible dream.
You`re going away in late September, but here`s a thanks for a summer I`ll always remember.
In a world of comparison & conformity, make your own statement. Honor your own truth. Have the courage to be yourself; risk speaking your own thoughts & claiming your emotions. Share your vulnerabilities, tears, doubts, & insecurities; let others experience the real you. Have the couage to be yourself & realize that you`re a wonderful person.
When the tides of life turn against you, & the current upsets your boat, don`t waste your tears on what might of been, just get on your back & float.
I know it hurts. I know that. But if you give up now, you may be missing something greater than you could ever have imagined. & no one wants to miss something that will change their life forever. Just keep holding on, & I promise it`ll get better.
I passed it up, the chance of a lifetime. I guess I didn`t realize how truly amazing you were, at least not until she did.
The hurt began to fade & it was easier to just let go. At least I thought it was. But in every boy I met in the next few years, I found myself looking for you, & when the feelings got too strong, I`d write you another letter. But I never sent them, in fear of what I might find. By then, you`d gone on with your life & I didn`t want to think about you loving someone else. I wanted to remember us like we were that summer. I didn`t want to ever forget that.
[ Nicholas Sparks ]
Because you`re young, you`re torn between a world of hate & a world of dreams. So much to lose, so much to gain, so much to fight for, so much to change.
& slowly as the days go by, you lose friends you never thought you would.
As I lay here in my bed, I`ll never forget the way you hugged me, the way you loved me, the things you`ll never do again.
and in the end i wanna be standing at the beggining with you... and you'll never see the sun without a little rain <3 Look towards the future but not so far as to miss today <3 Laugh louder
Hug harder
love longer <3 The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams <3 and now my life is forever yours <3 | | |
| Time together is just never quite enough.
When you & I are alone, I've never felt so at home.
What will it take to make or break this hint of love?
We need time, only time.
When we’re apart whatever are you thinking of?
If this is what I call home, why does it feel so alone?
So tell me, darling, do you wish we’d fall in love?
All the time, all the time.
-owlcity, thesaltwaterroom.
Whenever you need me,
I'll always have my ears open,
shoulders dry, mouth filled with words,
hands with tissues, & my heart to give.
I'm holding onto the hopes that we are
& will always be in love <3
So what do you do when the person you love is the reason behind all your pain? When things aren't the same anymore & you constantly see yourself striving to maintain a perfect relationship? When you no longer trust that person because their words continuously contradict their actions? Have you ever felt this unbearable pain in your chest, but think to yourself that the pain is worth it because in the end you are still with that person? Whenever they are out, you have a million of ideas just clustered in the back of your mind. You try your best to trust them, but for some reason you just can't. You want them to do little sweet meaningful things, but yet they don't. You find yourself so infatuated with this thing we call "love" that you isolate yourself from everyone & everything you once loved. But in the end, is it really worth all the trouble & sacrifice?
You should never rule anyone, anywhere out.
They might just become one of the most
important people in your life.
They say that friendship is worth every penny,
but you, my friend, are worth every second of my life.
Holding her close to my chest,
she drifted off to the sound of my heartbeat.
I've been waiting for those two simple words
to come blaring out of your mouth;
"I'm sorry" is all you had to say.
But you're too good for that.
You're never the bad guy and you never make mistakes.
But i never thought you'd let it end this way.
Best friends, worst enemies.
How could we let something come between us?
After all these years, I never expected this to happen.
All of the good times ended and we grew apart.
... I guess it was meant to be this way after all.
I hope I'm not too clingy
I just want to be perfect.
Goofy, yet cute but not annoying.
And I most definately want to be beautiful.
I guess I just want to live up to your expectations,
because if i lose you, i lose everything.
He apologized late last night,
thinking I would just forgive and forget.
But it's too late now.
He can't change the past.
And now he'll have to lose the best thing he's ever had.
One more thing before I go.
I hope you think of me when you try to fall asleep.
I hope your knees get weak when you see my face.
I hope your hug doesn't fit perfectly with hers.
You'll find that my picture makes you feel safe.
Because I'm just one girl that you cannot replace.
Don't regret anything you've done in your past.
Don't wish you would have done something different.
Live life to the fullest. Your regret will hold you back.
And you just don't have time for that.
Your face has become the color of your heart.
The kindness of your soul was lost in the dark.
Somewhere along the way, your hope was shot.
So this is the end of the battle we have fought.
Dear Diary,
He left me. After 3 years of undying love
he is now throwing me away.
I've filled every page of you with his memory
and all I want to do is forget.
Be prepared to be burned </3
I dont care what they say.
I know its meant to be this way.
Our hearts are tied, strand by strand.
& we are connected hand in hand.
I know it may sound crazy,
but believe me.. its true.
I really have fallen,
fallen in love with you.
I cant wait until you finally figure out she
doesnt love you like i did & leave her,
letting her feel the pain i did when you left me
You learn so much more about people
when they're in that certain state of mind.
It's when you've upset them and there is
nothing they can do about the situation.
Pushing me away;
Every last word, every single thing you say
You try to stop now but it's already too late
If you really don't care just say it to my face
- Jonas Brothers : "Pushing Me Away" -
"Always forgive your enemies,
but never forget their names."
- R. Kennedy -
I've been wasting my time
I've been losing my mind
I've been running races
Still don't know what I've been chasing
But my eyes still can see
Bluer skies that wait for me
And I'm on my way
- Jonas Brothers : "Time For Me to Fly" -
"I really want to love somebody. I do.
I just don't know if it's possible forever and ever."
- Jim Carrey -
I am what I am
I can't help myself
And if you don't like it
Get with somebody else
I'll never change my ways
It's not a phase
This is how it is
and this is how it's gonna stay.
- Jonas Brothers : "I Am What I Am" -
Time for me to live
it's time for me to sing
Time for me to lay down all my worries
and I'll spread my wings
Time for me to fly
- Jonas Brothers : "Time For Me To Fly" -
"I was always told i was special.
And i was also assured that i had a girft and a purpose."
- Ashley Judd -
I was the one who said that things were changing
and you were the one who proved it.
I gave my all for you,
now my heart's in two
And i can't find the other half.
It's like I'm walking on broken glass,
better believe i bled ... It's a call I'll never get.
- Jonas Brothers : "S.O.S." -
I dont even know you anymore
We're barely friends, we used to be lovers
I remember when I was all that you were living for,
- Aaron Lines : "A Kiss Is Worth A Thousand Words" -
Love changes everything
It can change the world, it can change your mind
It can change your name, it can change your heart
It can change your tune, it can change your life
- Aaron Lines : " |
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