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Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Wrecked

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Thursday, June 26, 2008

Exhiliration

Breathe deep. Everything will come to pass,

Breathe deep. Nothing good has ever last.

Seize the moment. It's time to hold the sun in my hands.

Even if it's just for a little bit, please understand:

I'm breathless when you're here.

My heart pounds hard when you're near.

It's becomes hard to speak,

It's been awhile since I felt so weak.

I need the courage of the sun,

I need the strength of a mountain.

To open my heart so you can fill it with affection.

It's silly how you have become my affliction.

I just want to know if you feel the same,

I want to say I'll be cool even if you don't...

but that's not the reason I came

just to hear you say, you won't

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Thursday, June 05, 2008

2nd Best

Lately memories have been flooding my mind like crazy. It's like each encounter tells me a little bit about myself. Today, I feel that I've been hit by a terrible blow. I just feel like shit. And really, I feel like there's no one I can talk to about this. There have been many times my hesitancy has made me feel like shit. Sometimes it's as epic as a question of morality, and consistency that I face alone to submerged emotions rising to the top, to the suppressed memories locked out by sheer will, or conscious.

I try to take everything in stride, but I just feel this "fake-ness" in what everyone says. Their body language, and what they say never match. The patronizing kind tone people take when address someone seems to have bound me to it's properties. It binds me so that I feel I must preserve someone's feelings in place of a truth that's necessary for them to know, and for me to tell them. Following this creed of "politeness" I'm just jumbled up. I hardly know what to think anymore.

Everyone else I see is so sure of themselves, confident in their speaking, movements, and gestures that it makes the little things I worry about irrelevant. This certainty they carry with them, this "swagger" if you will that splits them apart from me. The social skills, and persuasion they have with their speaking...I don't think I've ever had this.

And when I'm hanging out with my closest friends...they're always making fun of something about me. I can take it I guess, but I mean am I really that bad at what I do? It's alright a couple times, but sometimes I feel I die a little every time.

I guess what I am saying is for once I would like to step outside the shadow.

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Sunday, June 01, 2008

	Too hard, can't do it.
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Beautiful World

Translations were copy & pasted directly from Crystalise's Webpage.

Beautiful World by Utada Hikaru
Translated by Crystalise

It’s only love…
It’s only love…

If I could only have one desire fulfilled,
I would wish to be sleeping by your side, wherever that may be
In this beautiful world.
I gaze at your determined figure -
What a beautiful boy.
Yet, you are unable to see your own beauty.

It’s only love...

Eating, sleeping and breathing comics,*
I hated myself in that passing dream filled with those images.

I know that I don’t know what I want,
Nonetheless, I want it... As tepid tears stream down my cheeks.

I really have nothing I want to say to you,
But I still want to see you one more time.
The things that I want to say – I cannot say.
Perhaps I am a coward,
But it’s alright.

If I were to have only one wish fulfilled,
It would be to lie sleeping by your side, it doesn’t matter where that is
In this beautiful world.
I keep gazing at your determined figure -
What a beautiful boy.
Yet, you still can’t see the beauty within you.

It’s only love...

Trying my hand at almost anything,
It all seems at a loss... Perhaps besides gaining some experience.

I don’t see the need for newspapers,
The things that are most important to people are not even in there.
Have you been taking care of yourself recently?
So long as you are well,
I’ll be fine.

If I don’t get to see you even when my world disappears,
As long as I am resting beside you, any place is bearable
In this beautiful world.
In the midst of these fleeting days
There stands a beautiful boy.
My ever-shifting moods, nothing can be done to help them.

If I could only have one wish fulfilled,
It would be to be there lying by your side.

Beautiful world... Beautiful boy...
Beautiful world... Beautiful boy...
Beautiful world... Beautiful boy...

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It's a song I came across looking for a Cold Play song on youtube, if you are too lazy to download here's one of the best one's I could find on youtube.com: Beautiful World. I just thought I would share this.

12:29 AM - add eprops - add comments - email it

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