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    White Ladder
    By David Gray
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    + and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming or the moment of truth in your lies when everything feels like the movies yeah you'd bleed just to know you're alive +

    + fasten on my mask I'm bending to the task I know this work is finished but if I close my eyes I can still see you dancing laughing loud and undiminished +

    + what on earth is going on in my heart has it turned as cold as stone seems these days I don't feel anything 'less it cuts me right down to the bone what on earth is going on in my heart -- cause my oh my you know it just don't stop its in my mind I wanna tear it up I've tried to fight it tried to turn it off but its not enough +

    + I've dealt with my ghost and I've faced all my demons finally content with a past I regret I've found you find strength in my moments of weakness for once I'm at peace with myself I've been burdened with blame trapped in the past for too long -- I'm movin' on -- I lived in this place and I know all the faces each one is different but they're always the same they mean me no harm but its time that I face it they'll never allow me to change but I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong -- I'm movin' on -- I'm movin' on at last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me and I know there's no guarantees but I'm not alone there comes a time in everyone's life when all you can see are the years passing you by and I've made up my mind that those days are gone -- I've sold what I could and packed what I couldn't stopped to fill up on my way out of town I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't I had to lose everything to find out maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road -- I'M MOVIN' ON +

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Thursday, February 09, 2006

  • I don't believe in the smile that you leave when you walk away and say goodbye well I don't expect the world to move underneath me but for God's sake could you try I know that you're true to me you're always there you say you care I know that you want to be mine - Where is your heart cause I don't really feel you where is your heart what I really want is to believe you is it so hard to give me what I need I want your heart to bleed that's all I'm asking for where is your heart - I don't understand your love is so cold its always me who's reaching out for your hand and I've always dreamed that love would be effortless like a petal falling to the ground a dreamer following his dreams - Where is your heart cause I don't really feel you where is your heart what I really want is to believe you is it so hard to give me what I need I want your heart to bleed thats all I'm asking for where is your heart - It seems so much is left unsaid but you can say anything anytime you need baby its just you and me - I know that you're true to me you're always there you say you care I know that you want to be mine

     

    If you just walked away what could I really say would it matter anyway would it change how you feel - I am the mess you chose the closet you cannot close the devil in you I suppose cause the wounds never heal - But everything changes if I could turn back the years if you could learn to forgive me then I could learn to feel - Sometimes the things I say in moments of disarray succumbing to the games we play to make sure that its real - but everything changes if I could turn back the years if you could learn to forgive me then I could learn to feel - when its just me and you who knows what we could do if we can just make it through the toughest part of the day - but everything changes if I could turn back the years if you could learn to forgive me then I could learn to feel then we could stay here together and we could conquer the world if we could say that forever is more than just a word

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