='[ ****'s outta mah life, i miss him so much. all i wanted isz sum1 to b there fo me, help me recover mah broken heart, alwaiz tellin' me tht everything's gunna b alryte... y am i so fragile?? y does mah life havta b so hard? y does every bad shit gotta happen to me? y am i here? wut's mah reason on earth? so many questions runnin' in mah head....sniff* i dun wanna go on no more, but..i havta...but y?...sniff* =[