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Name: MeLanie
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State: Michigan


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Member Since: 5/19/2004

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

Have you..

[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] had a threesome
[ ] snuck out of your parent's house.
[x] been arrested.
[x] made out with a stranger. i only knew him for about 2 hours does that count?
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ]celebrated new years in times square.
[x] went on a blind date. It sUcked!!
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had a quinceanera << whats that!?.
[x] drove illegally.

Do you...

[x] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved (( sometimes :-/ )).
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy. (( not often ))
[x] hate yourself.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[x] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ]listen to soul.
[ ] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to reggae./ska
[x]paint your nails.
[ ] have more than 1 best friend. (( i dont have a best friend )) 
[x] get good grades. 3.1 BaYyyb
[x] play an instrument.(( ehh some what learning ))
[x] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers. (( when im sleeping ))
[ ] wear underwear in general ( no panties for me i go CamAnDoOo
[x] wear thongs. (( when I feel like it Othe than that no undies :P ))
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] claim.
[ ] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[ ] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...

[x] happy. (( well not at the moment
[ ] bilingual.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[x] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[x] sick.
[ ] single.
[x] taken.
[ ] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[x] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist.

Jus somethin I did wHen i was booRed..


Thursday, February 03, 2005

Man..i might as well just delete this thing or something.. i never write in it anymore i dunno i am goin to make this short and sweet this whole week i have hung out with cassie brittany and doug tim justin and jacki<<sp?? i have cried all week wanted to kill myself all week well whats new?? its the same thing every week wanting to die hateing my life i hate these stupid drugs they make me even more depressed than usual all i want it someone to understand me and no one does every one thinks i am crazy and i promise im not even thought i have crazy ass mood swings talk to my self andcry over nothing and just get all bitchy to people sometimes does not mean i am crazy.. i dunno i have stopped the cuttin my sel fin hidden places i think thats totally done with for now i have stop the burnin myself in hidden places i have stoped the suicide notes to my parents i have stopped the crazy stories i write down in my note book at home i have stopped think stuffed animals talk to me i have tried to stop the voices that tell me mean things but it just hasn't left all the way yet i still think of really mean and hurt ful things to do to people when they make me mad i am just afraid that i am going to end up doing it to them people one day.. i just pray i am not goin to end up like them crazy people on tv :-/ ...thats about and I REALY DONT CARE WHAT YOU FUCKIN PEOPLE THINK OF ME :) 


Monday, January 24, 2005

Currently Playing
Only U Pt.1 (Enhanced)
By Ashanti
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Hum...its been over a month since i wrote in here, i dont kno what has happend lately me and doug haven't hung out in 4 days :'( but we are goin to hang out today because its his moms birthday and we are going to make her dinner. Hum this weekend was fuckin crazy, On Thursday it was a half day and my and doug came to my house and slept from 10:35 till 7something...we were bein lazy asses that day. Friday was another half day and doug went home after school and i sat at home with my dad and he  left to go up north for the weekend to go ice fishing i could have went but some boys from my school went and my dad didn't want me to go because of the boys. So instead Kris stayed the night and at 7 my mom took up to the gas station to buy some cigg.s and then we went to rio wraps and sat up there for a lil bit and i told my mom to buy me some vodka and she went to the party store and bought us to 5ths of  Mohawk vodka extra dry 100 proof :) it was so good but by the time we were done there was much less than a half of one bottle left and me and my mom were gettin rowdy and at aaround 12 Michelle called and told my mom she got kicked out of a bar for usein a fake ID and she found a taxi and my mom talked to the driver on michelles cell phone to tell him how to get here and when they got here the fee came up to 26 dollars plus a tip and michelle only had 7 dollars so my mom had to pay and she stumbles in my house goes to my room and puts some pjs on...  well we hid the vodka from her because she already was so drunk she didn't even kno what was goin on well she found it and started chuggin and me and kris were like donnt drink all of that and she spilled my drink that was on the floor and pulled everything off my shelf down and was like i dont wanna get in trouble so dont tell ur mom and then my mom took here home and she jumped outta the car calle dmy mom a fuckin bitch and left with some boys it was the most crazyest night in the world i thought it was a dream lol well the next day i helped my mom move her  room around and then yesterday i just slept all day bnecause i didn't sleep much this weekend. well i dont kno i guess that about enough writing for me because i really dont feel like typeing anymore ..

 

xoxo   Meli


Friday, December 10, 2004

hUm...noThing much to say but i haven't up-dated in a while sOo i decided i would weLp nothing new has happend really besides the fact that i am grounded :-/ that wont last long tRuSStTt me...lol its gonna be for today and thats about it i dont get grounded very long but ne ways yesterday doug droppped me off at my house and went and hung out with his friends and then he came ovver here around 6 and we went out to eat and then after that me and him met Dani and Toianne at the mall and we just hung out and doug was bein gay and didn't wanna shop with us girls while we went into rave he was lie i will be right back i was like okay so we all tried on some crazy outfits that we picked out for each other and then went back out there ...doug..was nowhere to be found so we searched the whole mall untill it closed and then we went out in the parking lot to look for his car weLlpp guess what? it wasn't there how effin gay he left his own girlfriend at the mall i could have been like killed or something well i got home at like 9:30 and got yelled at blah blah blah and i called his house adn told him mom and she yelled at him and then he got on the fone yelling at me telling me that i left his first yeah it goes on forever but in the end i got grounded for bein late and not callin my mom and he got upset for gettin me grounded but my mom said i can still hangout with only him.. and he promised me he would hang out with me after work and guess what!? he didn't he was like i am hangin out with ryan and i said but you promised me you would hang out with me and he goes sorryyy!! i was like w/e and then ryan got on the phone and tried to make me feel better by tellin me that some kid tried to wax his ass hairs off and his cheeks got stuck together and his dag had to rip his ass hairs off with some thing weird like tweezers but bigger lol i thought it was pretty funny well i dunno i am doing pretty good in school i made the honor roll if i haven't said that already that means i got higher than a 3.0!! lol but i dunno about this simester i got an A in voc a C in english and a C in science i need to bring them Cs up to at least B's :) weLl i am so excited christmas is commin i already kno like half of my presents but its okie ...I CAN NOT WAIT TILL IT SNOWSS!!!! that means i get to go snowboarding and my mommy bought me new snowboarding boots i am so excited and winter break is gonna be off the hEEzzyYy <<lol what a funny word i cant get enough of it but ne who i guess i am gonn ahelp my mom with the christmas decorations and find out what i am gonna do tonite because i have absolutly nothing to do :) so if ya read this before 9 and ya wanna do something just call me well thats if i like ya ;) lol oh well talk to ya in here when ever i have the time

 

         " nice to meet you hi my name is ...i forgot my name! "

 

xoxox MeLy BeLy!!


Sunday, December 05, 2004

Currently Reading
Killing Floor
By Lee Child
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wOw...haven't up-dated in almost a month CrazzYyy weLl i haven't been doing anything lately just hangin out with my wonderful boyfriend and i have been thinking for a long time people tell me i am with him too much but you kno what no one ever asks me to hang out with them and since i have no one to hang out with besides by effin boyfriend then why not be with him? i rather hang out with him then sit at home and do nothng but get fat well lets see i will write what i remember from last week

--Monday* Doug  me and kristen and Adrean drove drove around and its was fun lol we didn't rly go any where but we was bein silly gooses :) i dunno me and him like went and got some taco bell and watched a movies at my house ((very good one ))

-- Tuesday* UhMm me and him just drove around and went to go get things to fix his car up and it was kinda boring but i was amazed because there was blue grease on the rouders it was awesome lol i went home early because it was gonna take him and larry a while to fix the breaks and stuff and someone at school broke his window in...lol so he got his window fixed

-- Wendsday*  We hung out with rel and really didn't do anything just drove around all day nothing crazy lol almost got lost because i had no idea where we were it was alright though i met his aunt that live a few blocks away from me she looks just like his mom and laughs just like her lol you can tell they are sisters it crazy they could be twins then we went to family video and rented a movie and watched it

-- Thursday* Just hung out with brittany and doug and then me and doug went shopping and stuff drove around hung out with some people it was fun i guess lol nothing new

-- Friday* me and doug hung out blah blah blah lol watched a movie he was so scarred lol hes a character and then we just hung out and what not

-- Yesterday* He came over and we went to brittanys for like not even 2 minutes so i could give her a DVD and then  we drove around went to see his dad at work so he could see dougs car then we went to Mickey D's and then to the sports plex to see my lovely Toianne but i didn't have ne money so i went back to my house to get money and came back and watched the game and doug skated then she followed us home and she met my mommmy and i asked if i could stay the night at her house but my mom being a gay retart said no :( but its alright maybe another day

-- Today* i dunno what i am gonna do today dougs at a football game in Detroit and he wont be back till 3 or 4 so i am here without ne one and i have to help my mom movie around the living room so we can finish putting in the floor we have almost the whole living room done and it looks soo good after the living room is my room i am excited so i dunno i guess i am gonna go i have to clean a bit and run my brother a bath and all that good stuff :) be back much laTterrRrr



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